~:[CH6 - Day 31]:~ Speaking Out

~:[CH6 - Day 31]:~ Speaking Out

It's a difficult time to be alive. The daily stress of politics entering your stream can get overwhelming and annoying and as much as you want to reply, often, it's better not to. Of course, you also do not want to stay silent in times like these, so you make your points by timing them right. It's hard to bite your tongue when the person appointed head of the Department of Education knows very little about over 90% of the population she is going to oversee and the lack of experience and knowledge of many these appointments. Regardless, the approval goes along party lines and thus, are confirmed without any thought to the impact these people will have going forward. Part of the political process is to have people who go against your views, but to place someone in a position that they have no business being is ridiculous. If the people who represent this country cannot speak up to depend the people of this country, then who will? Tonight, I got my answer. As I sat with my freshman trying to break them out of their shells, at night, I sat with my MIT-bound seniors who showed me who can speak up. Even with a small group of seniors attending the conference, a solid amount of solid speeches were given at the grill and despite the relaxed environment, I still left fairly impressed on where we are at this point. I didn't put much pressure on them to prepare and yet, they came prepared and ready to go. I saw in them, students that were once shy and timid, breaking free and showing off their confident, their knowledge and giving me hope that the future can be much brighter than the grim days we face today. Who knows were our education system will be head, but wherever it goes, today reminded me that no policy changes can alter the growth of many of the students I have been lucky enough to work with who continuously show me what young adults are capable of. With errands and practice and more and exhausted as I was when I arrived home, I couldn't help but smile, because with all the challenges we face today, I saw hope in this new generation of MUN students who are smart, confident, and ready to take on the world. 

~:[CH6 - Day 30]:~ A Fresh New Start

~:[CH6 - Day 30]:~ A Fresh New Start

It's nice how the lunar new year coincided with the start of a new semester. After enjoying the celebrations at California Adventure, I was off to a new start at work today. With new numbering, an altered schedule, and new seats, we began the year by analyzing the year and seeing what each student needed to work on. It was great to start meeting with students and begin to see how they can start improving themselves moving forward. The day itself just seemed to roll on by as things fell into place and as many things as I had going on, it felt relaxed. At practice, we saw a few new faces and started the process of building our program for the season. We had a good sized group work in the weight room before they dispersed and I headed to the game. I am not a believer in resolutions, as I feel that our goals should be continuous and we shouldn't start new every new year only to start again year from the same point. However, I do feel that the new year (regular or lunar) is a great time to reanalyze your goals, your priority and all things about your life so you keep yourself on track moving forward. It was definitely a great day and I am excited for what is ahead. Today was just the first step on a long journey that lies ahead. 

~:[CH6 - Day 29]:~ Worth the Wait

~:[CH6 - Day 29]:~ Worth the Wait

I was pretty tired today. I stayed up late working on a project and tried to sleep in. I could not. Sadly, I woke up fairly early and while I ended up relaxing in the morning, I still did not get the sleep I should have. I ventured off to catch the Lunar New Year parade at California Adventure. It was a bit awkward waiting for the parade as the area blocked a walkway when people were trying to reserve their seats. The cast members didn't do too much initially to address the issue, so there were a lot of angry people, as they did not want to go around. However, despite the chaos, I ended up waiting for not one, but two performances and both were worth the wait. Jamie did an amazing job in her performance and it was great to get a front row view of the show. Afterward, I decided since I was there, I would wait in line to take a photo with Mulan. The line was super long, but I decided to wait for some odd reason. It ended up being a pretty good decision and in the end, I got my photo before heading off back home. I didn't do a whole lot today, but what I did was worth ever moment that I waited. It was a great way to celebrate the lunar new year, as I head into the new semester refreshed and with direction. 

~:[CH6 - Day 28]:~ From Chaos to Magic

~:[CH6 - Day 28]:~ From Chaos to Magic

I was invited to the Magic Castle, but it ended up being quite chaotic. Discovering that the pass was for six instead of eight as it says on the pass to the reservations being a challenge to make, I finally settled on a day after this and that and it was magical. It's been years since I've visited and while the vibe was a little different with the children around, I still enjoyed the experience. While some tricks are predictable, it's still amazing and enjoyable. I guess magic is quite the comparison to the times we face, as sometimes we don't often see the sleight of hand, are misdirected and thrown off course. What should our course be? Live a life based on character, on trust, on love, on compassion, on respect, and on acceptance. We will never be perfect and in some cases, there will be chaos, yet if we keep our focus, there will be magic. Let our magic not be in deception or misdirection, rather let our magic be used for good so we can put aside the ME, so that we can guarantee rights for the WE. As while the Preamble of our Constitution focuses on "We the People of the United States" it also asks to "secure the Blessing of Liberty to ourselves AND to our posterity." As I spent time in all facets of my life today - friends, family, and work - I realized that the magic in life is in the goodness of people and in order to maintain this goodness, we must respect and protect humanity so that they may experience the Blessings of Liberty that our forefathers hoped for all generations moving forward. In life, we are going to disagree on issues, but we must not let our disagreement and ambitions to be right and get our way blind us from the core things we must guarantee for all mankind. I believe in our ability to overcome these troubling times and while it will not happen with a simple wave of the wand, when we work together as one human race and make this happen, it truly will be magical. 

~:[CH6 - Day 27]:~ Let the Show Go On

~:[CH6 - Day 27]:~ Let the Show Go On

It was a student-free day and I had a lot of work to do. Not for class as I finished that, but for MUN. I slaved away formatting and preparing the position papers for the team for submission. They were do today. From hounding people for permission slips and the like, I was ready to get away and enjoy the rest of the day. After 2pm, I headed out and did just that. I ventured to TapEx, then relaxing in the gym, watching today's games against Artesia. We were down most of the game and made a run to take the lead. A few calls swayed the game and had us down three, but with just a bit of time left, we hit a three to tie it and force overtime. It was a great show already and the win, made it an even better one. These games have become a family affair as my brother, parents, aunts and uncles, cousins and in-laws always are out and about at the games. We ended up 10-15 strong most games. In the end, we spend the rest of the night at TGI Friday, a tradition that I definitely miss and soaked in, despite the fact that I had to rush home to take care of some business. While a lackluster day, I enjoyed it thoroughly, as by days end, I finished my endless list of tasks to do and then was entertained the rest of the evening. 

~:[CH6 - Day 26]:~ A Little Bit Taxing

~:[CH6 - Day 26]:~ A Little Bit Taxing

It's the last day of this taxing schedule. The day itself is pretty easy and with most everything graded, I floated through the day, but dealing with students asking for points or to take care of something that should have been addressed days, weeks or even months ago is a pain. Most teachers share the same pain. Sometimes the seemingly untarnished, leave a bad taste in your mouth when they just don't let it go. Regardless, I'm glad that they care, but also wish they cared enough to take care of it sooner, like some of their counterparts. I took care of some odds and ends including replacing a lot of the lost items from the shed, finishing up all the reservations for our two upcoming MUN trips, cleaning up a bit, and also reviewing all my financials, as I completed and filed my taxes. Yes, I do it this early every year. I even got to relax a bit and spend some quality time with my brother's dog, Max. He was visiting for the day and so we just relaxed. I canceled my half day in Santa Barbara so that I could get all this work done and sitting her now, I am glad that I did. I am thinking of all the work that I got done and smile because as much enjoyment as I would have gotten out of Santa Barbara, the thrill of being one day closer to my tax return, makes the day that much easier to deal with.

[iglooSUNDAY - Blast from the Past #4]

About four years ago, I got to go head-to-head against my main man DeAndre Jordan. Okay, okay, so I don't know him that well, but I did bowl against him (and beat him) and even have his autographed shoe. My moment was even captured on the highlight video http://www.nba.com/clippers/video/search/?ls=channav&query=basketbowl# (2:00 mark). In any case, why did I pick this picture today, because finally, he is getting the respect that he deserves. He has had his issues with free throws, but has been a force inside the paint on offense and defense and finally has become more consistent. He definitely is a beast of nature. Today, he was selected to the all-star team, a well-deserved nod for this guy. My hope now is that he'll also be in the dunk contest so that we can see what he is capable of. I am glad that he stuck to his guns, saying he would only be in the contest if he was in the all-start game. It should be fun one if he is. Congratulations DeAndre! 

~:[CH6 - Day 25]:~ Tomorrow?

~:[CH6 - Day 25]:~ Tomorrow?

Have you ever caught yourself saying, I'll do it tomorrow? I have to remember to say I love you, I'll speak up tomorrow, I'll take that adventure tomorrow ... Today is your day. Two days ago, I snapped a picture of the sky and I did not end up sharing it. Maybe it was meant to be, as today was a perfect day to pair it with a post. Storms provide magnificent opportunities to take photographs as often the skies are blue and the clouds make everything so aesthetically pleasing. As I look up and find peace, but am also pushed to do something and make the most of my day. Not tomorrow, not next week, but today. Sure, I'm not always talking in the literal sense, but honestly, we all need to make sure that we move away from procrastination and do all the things we've wanted to do, because who knows what tomorrow will bring. Speak up for rights, travel the world, connect with a long lost family member or friend, and more. I just began my mission to try and connect with as many people as possible, especially those who I haven't seen in awhile and have a special place in my heart. If I've been bugging you, that's why and I haven't yet, prepare for me to bother you. Regardless, these are the things we can't wait for, as tomorrow is not guaranteed. Today, I was informed that we lost an amazing woman who meant so much to so many and it helped remind me that we must make the most of every moment and do our best to tell people what we want to say to them, today. As I ventured to Santa Monica, exhausted, I kept thinking, why am I going here. However, the quality time with a friend was well worth the moments we got to share and inspired me to keep on this trek. Tomorrow may just be too late, so pick up your things and head on out in the direction of your dreams whether it's to make a difference in this country, this world, or in your life or in the life of someone special to you. Today is calling you and read or not, it's time to jump on board.

[iglooSUNDAY - Blast from the Past #3]

I received the sad news that we lost an amazing individual who has impacted the lives of so many. I never had her personally, but I got to know her as many of my athletes at Cerritos came from Carmenita and she came by to support a few of them. I'll never forget the meet she joined us to watch Daniela compete in junior olympics. The drive was a long one and since we had to turn back to get a form, it became even longer. The entire ride, Daniela and Mrs. Mitskus never stopped talking. As I sat and listened (a lot), I realized how much of a connection she had with her students and all the great stories that she had. It became difficult for her as she had some family obligations and her herself got sick, but whenever I talked to her, it was always about how she wanted the kids to do well and was always asking about former athletes. She had a lot on her plate, but she always seemed to have a smile on her face that brightened most people's day (a long with her bright outfits). Her love for running and sports and general showed and it rubbed off on her athletes as some of the finest athletes I have had, came through her program. It's definitely a sad day for the former Cougars, as she definitely is a part of the lives of many of them, however, as in most cases, the best way to carry on the memory of someone who is past, is to pass on the positive and influential messages that you received from them. What makes people like her the wealthiest people alive is that while most people cannot carry all of their wealth with them when the pass away, she will carry the wealth of all the students she was able to influence and have a positive impact on. I still remember all the conversations we would have and chuckle at the fact that I would be lucky to get a sentence in, however, I soaked in all she said, as her love and compassion for those around her could be felt in her voice and it demonstrated that her life was dedicated to her students. Now it is our time to ensure that all her efforts do not go to waste and pass on her legacy and all the lessons she passed on to you.

~:[CH6 - Day 24]:~ Life is a Beach

~:[CH6 - Day 24]:~ Life's a Beach

Don't get me wrong, I still hate the beach, but it is a place that people love to go and thus the phrase, "life's a beach." It is a place where most people go to relax, enjoy and play and while I hate the cold, the sand and the wind, there are moments that truly are incredible and worth going to the beach for. After having a productive morning with finals, using illuminate for my first final and finishing all my grading and inputting grades by snack for first period, I grabbed a relaxing breakfast, got some work done and then took a quick trek down the coast to San Diego. The sky was incredible in its post-storm majesty. The clouds were fluffy, the sky was blue and the temperature was just perfect. I coasted down the road, grabbed some ramen and boba with good company, strolled to Mission Beach, played in an arcade, wandered some more, before heading off to dinner with one of my dearest friends. As I drove home, I thought, it's amazing how you can truly maximize a day, doing things that others might think is just crazy. Yes, it's only a handful of hours, but you can do a lot in that time and the more that I have of it, the more I try to maximize it all. What keeps me going? The thought of spending time with good people and making memories such as these that I will never forgetting and having conversations that even if the topics are just causal chatter are worth treasuring because of the people you have with them. Yes, life's a beach and it's time that we all enjoyed it. It's not time to sit down and simply rest EVERYDAY, but to take a few of those moments and drain those last few ounces of energy you have in your bones, as when you do, you'll find a few more ounces you can squeeze out of your day. I love the feeling of coming home as you think, is this still the same day? However, it's a sign that you definitely made the most of it all and that when the sun sets on the day, you'll smiling knowing how incredible the day was. 

~:[CH6 - Day 23]:~ Walking on Air

~:[CH6 - Day 23]:~ Walking on Air

Sometimes you find yourself in a departure from reality. A lot of people talk about walking on water, but what about walking on air? Some days you just find yourself wanting to jump into this puddle and somehow ending up in an alternate reality - an escape. No, it's not about running away from your problems or your fears, but for a sense of adventure, a reason to explore what is undiscovered and what is unknown. After an exhausting day prepping for the final few days of the semester with questions, I should have been asked weeks ago, with grills, weight room, and an amazing basketball where we got a big W, I wanted to take that leap to see where it would take me. My mind wandered as I thought, where would I go and who would I become? Is wanting this mean that I dislike the life that I have or is it just a momentary desire for something different? I think these moments are not moments of our departure from reality, but rather the acknowledgement that we have not lost our imagination. We grow up with stories and movies and tales of grandeur, things that we can only dream of. There is beautiful scenery, impossible situations, and story lines that could only happen in this altered reality. They often say, "a boy can dream" Then why can't a man? a girl? or a woman? We are often in a race to grow up. In a race to leave this zone of imagination, of creativity, and of fiction, but what if this fiction is not a fiction at all, but something we can make into a reality. What if this storybook tale of happiness, of adventure, and miraculous in nature can become a reality? A man can dream and as I looked at this puddle, I thought that I would jump. The rain, something often so dreaded that sends people running for cover, created this vision, this opportunity. I shall not give up on the hope for a reality that seems all to unreal. As while the doubters will tell me there is no way, I will show them that with the right mindset and perseverance, that anything is possible. ANYTHING. Soon, I'll be walking on air and those that tell me I can't, I'll leave behind in my shadow where they belong. As while my goals may seem too great to reach, I shall not allow anyone to say that I cannot. We'll see where tomorrow takes me, but where ever it is, it will be something that only an imagination can dream up, as a man is allowed to dream, isn't he? 

~:[CH6 - Day 22]:~ Falling Short

~:[CH6 - Day 22]:~ Falling Short

It was a little exciting. I was at Berkeley in an Aaron Rodgers jersey as he took the field in the NFC Championship game. With their inability to get it started in the first half, failing to convert 10 points and missing three turnover opportunities, their second half 21-20 advantage meant nothing. However, as the case is with life, some days you're not going to have it, even when everything seems to have worked out. All the players that were questionable played, but it didn't pan out. There will be those who call you out when you fail, trying to put you down to  make themselves feel better, there will be those who let you be, and there will be one or two who will reach out their hand to help you get back up on your feet. Often times, it's not blatantly obvious who those few people are, but when you see them, you'll notice and you have to hang out to them for dear life. Life has it's ups and downs. You're going to be criticized, you're going to be demoralized, and you're going to feel like a mess, but tomorrow's a new day and you have to get yourself ready for your next opportunity and do your best to surround yourself with people who are there to help others, not just themselves. Over the course of this year, I've noticed how many WE people I am surrounded by and I am so grateful. It makes me realize that I have a lot of work to do to be like them. The people that surround me are often so considerate and put themselves before others, which makes those that do not stand out. If you're lucky enough, when you fall, you'll have multiple hands ready to pick you up and get you ready for day two. As I pondered this as I drove home through the rain from Santa Clara, I was so appreciative of all the wonderful people who surround me, who have picked me up when I have fallen. If I began to name them, I'd be here all night, so I'll leave it at, assume that it is you, as you may not all know who you are. One of my quests moving forward is to reach out to as many people as possible, from those that I see every day to those who I have not seen in awhile, especially those who had their hand ready for me and also those who I want to let them know, that my hand is always ready for them. As while disappointment and even shame may come over you, as you may have a let down, you cannot keep your head down, as tomorrow is a new day. Packers, I look forward to tomorrow, as I hear the chants of "Go Pack Go" echoing at the next championship game much like I look forward to tomorrow, where I get a chance to take on a new challenge and whether I reach my goal or not, at least I know that the safety net I have around me is one that I can trust with my life and to whom I am forever indebted. 

~:[CH6 - Day 21]:~ The Long Journey Ahead

~:[CH6 - Day 21]:~ The Long Journey Ahead

As I drove up North, I heard all the messages of the amazing Women's March on Washington in cities across the US and the world. It's pretty incredible to live in an era where these protests are prominent, seeing that I did not live through the age of the older protests. I am also glad that these protests were for the most part, peaceful. Regardless, the journey is more than simply protesting and being seen, but about taking action, about planning and executing, and about trying to contribute, rather than simply type or talk. I guess that is something we all need to do, even in aspects of our lives outside of politics. As I drove, accompanied by my music, I had a lot of time to think, to plan and to process. There is a lot on my checklist of things to do and I hope that I can put all these things into action, rather than simply talk about them being possible.As while I type daily, I question if I truly do all I can to make what I say into a reality. It rained on the tail end of the drive, but for the most part, this journey was smooth sailing with some beautiful visuals along the way. I appreciate all the blessings of the trip, from the views to the food to the amazing people. However, while the journey up north was long, the journey ahead in all of our lives will be long, but success will be had along the way, as long as we don't just talk about things, but rather, begin to take action.

~:[CH6 - Day 20]:~ Our Ripple in the World

~:[CH6 - Day 20]:~ Our Ripple in the World

It was a gloomy day and while the rain was great for rain-soaked California, people thought it ironic that it was the day of the inauguration. To me, it was but a reminder. While I may disagree with his policies, what concerned me most about the incoming president was the hateful and discriminatory rhetoric throughout his campaign, his attempts to use fear against people, and the way he cared not for the Constitution when it hindered his goals. However, as I thought about it more, he can not affect the foundations of this nation, if we focus on what we can do to change the world around us to protect us from what we hope to protect our nation from. As I watched the rain fall drop by drop onto the water-soaked floor, I realized, that we each make our own ripple in this world. Some, making a larger splash than others. Each ripple reaching those that surround it. As in life, we each make our own ripple and that ripple can positively (or negatively) impact those around us. These ripples are our opportunity to find change. One of the things that many hoped for, was the removal away from big money and Washington. While much of the big money and Washington remained in place, it's important to understand that we truly hold the power of change in our hands. While many approaches take a top down approach, I feel that the grassroots approach truly accomplish what we are looking for, helping the common man or woman. With each ripple, we reach out to those around us within in what will eventually help the things around us grow into something grand. The water gives the opportunity to help things grow and while it may take some time, the rain, the ripple, and all factors that went into the process of growth was integral in developing the trees that towered high above. While each of us have our right to our own political thoughts, first and foremost, we must think about the ripples that we make in this world and focusing on making those moments "ones beyond measure." We must extend our reach to as far as the eye can see in hopes that our contributions can one day help the soil once again produce something so great and so grand. Tomorrow life will go on and while things may be very much the same, every time, it will be a different opportunity to make an impact on the world around us. As with each drop, a new set of ripples is formed and it is our job to ensure that what we pass on will be a legacy that we can be proud of. As while it was gloomy, I realized that my chance to make changes begins here, it begins today, with enthusiasm, care, concern and with love. As while it may just seem like a ripple, it's impact will spread beyond the distances of our sight, as we hope it will bring nothing but great joy to those around us. 

~:[CH6 - Day 19]:~ In Someone Else's Shoes

~:[CH6 - Day 19]:~ In Someone Else's Shoes

It's interesting when you think about how your perspective on things change when you're in someone else's shoes. Today, our students go to do that as they represented different philosophers in our Enlightenment Forum. My fifth period got the most into it with their silly costumes and accents. While each period was different, they all argued points, some of which they did not agree with personally. However, I think through their arguments, it gave them a better understanding of a different perspective and sometimes a great appreciation for their own view, luxuries, and situations. I was pretty exhausted today, as I ventured to school in the early morning hours, however, the activity motivated me to push through and I survived. Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to be in someone else's shoes, to see things from their view and sometimes just to figure out what they are thinking, but instead, maybe simply listening to other viewpoints can really help us, our communities, our nation, and our world grow, maybe it can help us understand, and maybe it can help us see what we've been blind to for so long. I think our society has been based on ourselves, as we care less about those around us than in any time before this (as a whole). Maybe it's time to change that and in the process, maybe we'll begin to find joy, where we found pain, open doors where there were ones that were shut, and a shoulder to lean on, where we were once alone. Open our eyes, our hearts and our minds so that we can do our part to make this world into a better place, putting ourselves in someone else's shoes, so that we may better understand. 

~:[CH6 - Day 18]:~ Blessed Beyond Measure

~:[CH6 - Day 18]:~ Blessed Beyond Measure

I'm probably not going to every own a mansion or sail the sea in my own yacht, however, today, I saw even more so that I am blessed beyond measure. I have a loving family, wonderful friends, great students and athletes, and a job that I love to go to. I've lived out adventured I thought I'd only dream of, have food on the table, clothes on my back, and something to be thankful for every day. Even that list, is greater than the only things I need to feel blessed. The simple fact that I am alive and breathing is so valuable to me, that while things may not always go my way, while struggles may come and go, that ultimately, I am blessed just to be here. Today reminded me of all the "extras" that I am lucky to have, as my sponsor child wrote me and sent me a picture. Earlier I had sent her money, as she said that her friends were learning to play the guitar and so I asked her to use the money to get a guitar of her own. It wasn't pricey, but for her, it was a luxury and while it was not something she needed, it was something that I could see brought the brightest smile to her face. I couldn't stop thinking about how happy she looks in this photo, especially in comparison to the other photos. This experience has been life changing, as I've appreciated all the things I am lucky to have more and have seen how generosity, no matter how big or small, can make a world of difference. As I look back at all the letters we've shared, it's amazing to see her growth and when I write her a letter in just a moment, I will continue to smile, as there is no matching the joy of being blessed enough to help provide something for someone that they thought that they'd never be able to have. Hope that the music that she plays can bring joy to the hearts of those around her, as I know that it will when I visit her once more this summer. She says she hasn't learned much on it yet, however, regardless of how much she learns, I am hoping that it can bring her great joy and allow her to sing praises when she visits the center. Today was stressful, but it was a good day. After working twelve hours on a rainy day, I never thought I'd say that, but the only doubt in my mind when I say that, is because I should probably call it a great one. Why? Because today I saw that I am truly blessed beyond measure. 

~:[CH6 - Day 17]:~ The Recovery

~:[CH6 - Day 17]:~ The Recovery

Sometimes the days show you something about yourself and as you think more about it, the light goes on. In the midst of a 14 hour work day, I found a myself with a number of experiences that I wish I had a do-over and others, I was happy with how I handled. I guess that's a daily routine. Learn from your mistakes and try to continue to do what you're doing right. The morning provided a difficult start as I stumbled out of the gate. With a delay in my order, my mind began to stress as the clock ticked on and I was a little disappointed in how I let my stress overtake my ability to simply hold a simple conversation. In another doh! moment, I failed. It's funny how awkward situations get and truly, I am writing a scrip for the hopeless. It will be quite the hit because it will be quite the comedy. As the difficulty to spark conversation, as I drove away, I shook my head knowing, I should have done better. In all the shows I watch, they always have the rewind, as they realize, it was just a dream and get their chance at a do-over. Life doesn't give you those and sadly, you just have to see if you can do better next time. It's okay, comedy; true comedy. With classes today being a wiz, I ended up finishing up all my grading, after a productive weekend of finishing up the grading of position papers. What is going on here? With a refuel at TapEx among the busy day, I ventured to practice only to be disheartened to discover that I had lost more than I thought from the break in at the track shed. Along with the printer, drill and drill bits, all the hammers and mallets, resistance bands and messing up our storage of old apparel, they also took our shovels, brooms, tables, and a few workout items. It's sad because in reality the ones who lose out are the athletes. Regardless, we worked with what we had and by next week, my goal is to replace all that we lost. I was happy enough to get an old drill donated to us to replace the one we lost. Similarly, I wish there was another chance to check it more regularly so we could figure out what happened. From practice, I ventured to grills, where I should spend the final four hours of my night. It was nice to have a panel of alumni (and a senior) show up to help. They gave some amazing insight and told the juniors what they needed to hear and I didn't even really need to say much more than they did. I was impressed  and another example of how amazing our alumni are. The grills went by pretty well and while not perfect, the team is slowing coming to form. As I ventured home to reflect on the day, I thought, it would be great to be able to make changes, to do things over and to fix it all, but how would I ever learn? Recovery not only makes us stronger, it teaches us so much about the process and about ourselves. How I need to keep my focus even when I'm running late, not forgetting to talk to someone I want to talk to or from making sure I'm providing all the help I can to my teams; all of them. There is a lot to know in this world and a lot of things to learn and we all must be ready, as while we may make mistakes, we must be ready to recover, because it is then that we discover the most about ourselves and ultimately mold ourselves into the person we hope to be. 

~:[CH6 - Day 16]:~ Productivity at Its Finest

~:[CH6 - Day 16]:~ Productivity at Its Finest

I often here that there are only so many hours in a day, yet I also see it as, there are so many opportunities in a day. Sure, we're limited to 24 hours and less considering that we need to sleep, however, if you rally make it a point, you can truly make the most of every single day. Today, was mostly a day of productivity, as I graded throughout the day, finishing position papers earlier than ever. Starting to really pump them out on Friday, I was surprised to have worked through the day, leaving only exams to grade during the week. Sweet! As I considered how I finished so fast, aside from the speed I zoomed through some of the good and bad papers, I think it's simply the focus of trying to get it done. Grading is a struggle for many teachers, but sometimes, if you figure out that the more focused in you can be with the end goal of the adventure you can have after, sometimes, staying focused will all be worth it. By the end of the night, I smiled as after dinner, I ventured back to the TC to have a nice evening chat with some alumni, Again, it's refreshing to see them all as they come back from break, as you see how their viewpoints have change and that they are understanding so many things they did not see as high school students. I think it was the perfect way to end the long weekend as while I didn't want it to be about grading, by the end, I was happy that it was out of the way and the week can be left to a laundry list of other things that I must complete. Let the week begin!

~:[CH6 - Day 15]:~ The Reality of the Debate

PC: Danny Jeon

~:[CH6 - Day 15]:~ The Reality of the Debate

I just got over blasting my Nationals team for not doing the quality of work that they should be doing. Instead of feeling bad after, I got a message from an alumni who was seeing topics he discussed in Model UN first hand. In this case, it was the refugee camps in Palestine. I could tell through his message how life changing this experience was and it reminded me why doing things right is so important. Sadly, parts of MUN have become but a joke to some schools, mocking it by running joke simulations or committees that are fairy tale committees. Truly, the joke is on those running those committees who fail at the opportunity to give these students the learning experience they deserve. Similarly, for those who take the underhanded road, who steal ideas for their own, who focus on winning more than learning, they too lose out. I've always emphasized that we must prepare, research and accurately represent our countries. If we don't get recognized because we don't engage in joke speeches or don't appeal to the chair, I am fine with that, as if we give in to that system, then we enable it and lose out on alumni messaging me as one did today. He told the story of all he saw, of the imbalances and the rough situation that these refugees were facing in these camps. It reminded me of how I needed to be appreciative of all I had, but also reminded me that I needed to make sure that my students were taking Model UN seriously. As the alumni put it, remind them that they are deal with real and serious issues that affect the lives of people every day. It may seem like a simulation, but in reality, the discussions are all too real. The hardships they face are made worse when we make a joke of the seriousness of what is out in the world. A lot of what is created in this situation is because of alliances and that lines have been drawn and sides have been taken, rather than focusing on what is right for humanity. I think the same is within the borders of our own nation. It may not look like these refugee camps, but we sure live in a war zone and it hasn't been about what is right for humanity, but for if our side is right. Honestly, I think for us as a nation, we need to forget if we are Republic, Democrat or other and forget who we voted for and this is especially for the lawmakers who will be making some vital decisions moving forward. We must not draw lines at our parties, rather, we must draw lines as what is right and begin making progress by working together, caring not about alliances to our parties, but rather, to the larger party that is humanity. I'm not saying this is going to be easy. Republics aren't just going to make up with Democrats and Israel is not going to sign a peace deal overnight with Palestine, however, we must begin to look at, how can we make lives better for as many people as possible by understanding that in the end, what's best for humanity should be priority number one. As I heard from him today, the celebrations of NFL victories, the stress of grading and the challenges of life faded away, as I began to see the bigger picture. In a few days, I will test the knowledge of my Nationals team for the first time, but instead of simply preparing themselves for a conference, they are truly preparing themselves for life. Figuring out a way problem-solve issues that are all too real and possible getting themselves ready to see the topics they are debating first had. By the end of the night, I wasn't very focused as my mind wandered about exactly what I could write to express all these emotions that I feel. I guess it came down to, much like we should not make a joke of these committees, we shouldn't be making a joke about our opportunity to do what is right. We need to forget about trying to be right, about trying to defend our side, and begin creating something that we have seem to have lost over time. We need to forget about putting down others and to stop focusing on government and begin focusing on ourselves and our community. As in our country, it is not we, the government, rather, it is we, the people and it is our country to change. We can disagree on policy and ideas we implemented and how we wanted it implemented, but we cannot allow for this country to be divisive, discriminatory, and not show the character that is expected in a country that is suppose to be the land of the free because of the brave. Let's work together to ensure that our country is not made a mockery of, much like I don't want Model UN to be made a mockery of because in the end, I want an opportunity for these students to learn and grow in the best environment possible, much like we should want our future generations to grow up in an environment that is inviting and nurturing rather than discriminatory and divisive. Yes in a few days we debate and it will be all too real.

~:[CH6 - Day 14]:~ On a Mission

~:[CH6 - Day 14]:~ On a Mission

We brought a small group of novice delegates to Mission, most of who needed to make up a missed conference. We didn't get a lot of prep time for the conference, however, it was nice that the group ended up exceeding my expectations! Half of the group ended up with awards and Is aw improvement in a number of others as we reach the halfway point of the school year. There is still a lot of growth coming, but at this point, I was very proud to see them progressing. The conference it self was pretty long and while at points, I wish it was run better, our students ended up enjoying the casual feel of the conference. We ventured back and I stopped off at TapEx and caught up with a few people who happened to stop on in. I ended up eating dinner with an alumni and it was pretty nice being able to catch up. As exhausting as it is giving up a day of a long weekend to work with students, As while I sit here and watch these freshman grow, I also get to see how much progress they make as they become alumni and move into real world, assuring me that every ounce of energy spent is worth the end product that results even if it's a chipping in just a small part in helping them find their way. 

~:[CH6 - Day 13]:~ Just in the Nick of Time

~:[CH6 - Day 13]:~ Just in the Nick of Time

It cleared up for today, which meant, I was going to be able to run the simulation I had planned for class. This is one of my favorite simulations, as while it's a challenge to keep up the front, it helps the students truly feel how the people of France felt. By day's end, everyone was happy, as they were able to snack through the day including me. With Winter Dancer premier in the quad, it made for a busy day, but became even busier as I hurried after work to Disneyland! It's great when people come from out of town and choose Disneyland as a destination since I already have a pass! We wandered through the park for a bit before they headed home. I stopped off at California Adventure to see a former runner and the wandered around the park for a bit. I saw a street performance before heading back home just as it got cold. The night was spent taking care of some research and spending money on money (rolled coins). However, the coolest part of the was getting a letter from the Library of Congress today as now I have completed my trifecta of goals for the LOC! Regardless, I have to call it an early night today, as tomorrow is conference day and I have to be at school earlier than I would have had I had work. Sad, right? While sadness did reign supreme, I couldn't be sad as it was a great day of wonderful encounters, experiences and learning opportunities. 

~:[CH6 - Day 12]:~ Back At It Again

~:[CH6 - Day 12]:~ Back At It Again

There were a lot of things back at it again today. The rain continued to pour on down, I continued to try and stop a cold from coming with another delicious bowl of Pho, I rolled through another power point, and we got back in the habit of hard work in the weight room. It was fabulous to see such a large group in the weight room and doing good work. It was great to even see the group stay longer than expected with some staying for a few hours trying to get back in the habit of the weight room. After cleaning up in the shed a bit before the big donation, I got to grading papers and back at that again as well. I was a little saddened as the first few papers were not very well written, but then, there always is hope reinstated when the amazing papers are read. It's interesting to see how some people get all their ducks in a row, while others struggle to get it done, if they get it done at all. I've always been the kind of person who dislikes work that is not done to the best of my abilities. To be clear, I have often produced work like that, but it bothers me when I do. Since that's my human nature, when I get something this important and I see that work, I question, how could something so important be taken for granted especially when the success of others is involved. As my mind wandered through this and as I pondered through a situation that a friend was dealing with, it all came together, it all connected and it all brought me back to where I was. Yes, where I was. In the process of thinking about how could this happen and that happen and how can I help this person or that person or why are they doing their homework and the like, I thought, why am I being so judging? I think our world has become just that. We look at each other under a microscope and pick out every detail that is wrong, rather than focusing on fixing ourselves. Why don't I focus on starting a conversation and making progress in my own life, pay better attention to my own driving habits, my own quality of work, efficiency and attention to detail, and the habits I need to work on to improve myself. If we all spent the energy we do criticizing and judging others, do you know how much better we would all be? I stopped myself in my tracks. I backed up and started to see what I was doing. I need to do my job, but in the process, also not forget to extend the olive branch to help, rather than to judge, to help heal, rather than to criticize, and to take action, rather than just complain. Somewhere in the process, I wandered a bit off track and it's time to improve myself and in the process, help me, help those around others. It's not being selfish, but how am I expecting myself to make things work out around me, when I myself am not working as well as I want to be. Sure, it would be great if I checked my blog and the one person you hoped would check it out, commented starting off a conversation, but maybe it's not them not commenting that is the problem, but me needing to go the extra mile to make sure that it happens. So if I'm cold, I better dress better next time; it's not the weather's fault and if stidemts fall asleep during my lecture, I better try and work on making it more interesting. Yes, others need to do more as well, but at least by working on what I can, I'll know that I am doing all that I can, rather than wasting my time worry about why others aren't doing the same. 

~:[CH6 - Day 11]:~ A Fresh New Start

~:[CH6 - Day 11]:~ A Fresh New Start

Some view the new year as a time to get a fresh new start. I often view it as a chance to continue all that I've been working on. The greatest wonders in the world were not necessarily built in a single year, so why trash all you've been working on during a year every time a new year begins? As I sit here grading, I am sidetracked by thoughts of past and present. You think of the best moments, your friends and family, your favorite meals you've eaten, the most memorable places you've visited, how you have grown, as well as the moments you felt defeated, when the world rained down on you, when you were heartbroken and then heartbroken again, when you felt as all was lost in the world. Sure there are moments when you're down and when you will struggle, but that is exactly the reason why a new year is not a time to start fresh. The scars you gain along the way are but reminders to help guide you on the road ahead. They help you find your way through the struggles and difficulties of life and teach you how to handle the difficult situations that you will face in the future. They make you tougher and help you grown and start from a young age. There are so many people and experiences that help you through your life and today, I was lucky enough to reconnect with one of them. As we went to a soft opening for a wonderfully little tea/coffee bar at the District in Tustin, we discussed many of the challenges of life and caught  up on what was new with each other. It may have been a few years since we last met, but it was as if we didn't skip a beat. She was one of my first friends in high school and also one of the reasons why my high school experience was so grand and I can't help but think that while I had my struggles, it was meeting people like her that made my life change trajectory for the better. Like the drinks from Milk Box, each component that goes into each drink makes it or breaks it. From the process of making the coffee or tea, the amount mixed and the ingredients you include. I'm sure it was not right the first time around, so you've got to keep trying and keep working at it until you find a place where you can be happy with your final product. I couldn't have been happier as in a span of less than two hours, I felt some of the best moments in high school and also felt inspired to figure out a way to use the information gathered through our discussions to do my best to help those with whom I cross in the future. Yes, 2017 is a new year, but there is no way I could start fresh, as whether good or bad, my best is what has made me who I am today. I will always look back and reflect on all the good and bad that brought me to this moment and know that each piece is another attempt to try to finish me into a product that I can stand back and be proud of. I am still a work in progress, but with all of your help, I know that I will one day be content with the life I lived and at the end of the day, look back and have no regrets. Cheers!

~:[CH6 - Day 10]:~ The Storms

~:[CH6 - Day 10]:~ The Storms

If you notice anything about the sky during a storm, you might catch a glimpse of an awesome skyline. The sky can be gorgeous at times even when there is a storm and much like I've talked about recently, through the storms, we are shown great sights. Whether it's what we can handle or something during a storm that can brighten our spirits, if we're looking, there are great finds during these difficult times. In an exhausted stated, I accomplished so much, got a little morning inspiration at pho, and finished everything on my to-do list for the day. I had to bear through a nearly 14 hour day today as we had a Nationals workshop tonight, however, by night's end, I was smiling. Content with how things went and also smiling because I had a lot of great treats during the day. I also got to bring joy to others with our clear out the shed sale, where we pretty much are giving away all of our clothes since a vandal came by and stole some items and threw the rest of the items around the shed. Sadly, we have to deal with that, however, by the end of practice, I had the shed sorted and ready to either throw stuff away or donate what we don't sell. I saw students grow and overcome many of the obstacles in their way for grills and the day was highlighted with seniors who were excited to write letters to THEM in ten years from now. Yes, it was raining, but it did not even come close to ruining my day, as even the sky gave me something to enjoy while the rain trickled down my windshield. It's easy to let bad things ruin your day, but with the right attitude and perspective, you can slowly learn that you can overcome the obstacles in your way. Before tonight, many were very pessimistic of what the future might hold as a storm looks to be on the horizon. However, tonight, we also heard the inspiring words of a parting president who reminded us that it is not those who preside above us that can bring about change, but it is WE who can make these stormy days amazing and great. Look not at the storm that you are entrenched with, but rather, find appreciation in the rain that will help us keep our crops bountiful, in the greatness of nature that is so mysterious, and in the beauty that flashes overhead if we are to look closely enough. Sure, we may be limited and the challenges may become greater, but that only means that our rise to success and our ability to overcome will be that much greater. Yes, there are storms, but in them are countless opportunities to show that we can overcome these storms, both individually and together. Let's rise up together and let not these storms dampen our spirits, as we are great and now is our time to show just how great we are. 

~:[CH6 - Day 9]:~ From the Outside Looking In

~:[CH6 - Day 9]:~ From the Outside Looking In

After a stressful morning, I finally got into the groove of the day. The day passed by quickly, as I bounced from task to task and was a little sad to deliver some not so good news. However, I expected it to be a day of survival and I survived. I had the starting lineup videos done and while there is still room for improvement, I finished and they played just fine at both games. It was a great game on the court as we won both of our games, however, it was a little weird not being on the bench this year. It's not a feeling of, I made a mistake, but just a little bit of adaptation I look at the role I've played for so long and now see my self wandering around the court during the game. I had the same emotions, but got a new perspective on things. I think it's always good to step away and appreciate things from afar. You cannot always do everything and while I had to cut something out of my schedule, it can always still be a part of me and be something that I love and enjoy. This is a great group of athletes and it was nice to watch them play, to see the emotion, and even to soak up the experience even more, being able to focus on the action versus the stats. Sometimes, you have to walk away, but it doesn't mean that it cannot be a part of your life going forward, much like many other things in life. Sometimes that leaves you on the outside looking in, but what I've really learned about life is, you don't always have to be a part of something to enjoy it. I definitely enjoyed watching from the outside today and look forward to all the games forthcoming. 

~:[CH6 - Day 8]:~ Growing Up

~:[CH6 - Day 8]:~ Growing Up

~:[CH6 - Day 8]:~ Growing Up
Even I grew up a lot since she was my student. I guess that's life. You find a way to adapt to what is going on around you. In some cases it's for the worse, but in most cases, it's for the better. It's always a proud moment to see students who have grown up so much and truly understand how they've changed and what they need to do. The ones who look back and realize, if I only understood their untapped potential and began to capitalized on all the skills and resources at their disposal. Some figure it out in high school and others much later in life, regardless of when however, it's always a pleasure to see it happen or hear that it happened. It was such a pleasure to spend the morning with some of my colleagues, but even more so with an alumni. She reminded me of her "old ways" and when you look at her now, it made it so easy to forget where she started. However, it's important to recognize that and applaud her for how far she has come. I don't even know when the last time I saw her was, but today was truly a blessing and it couldn't have inspired me anymore as the school year continues in 2017. It gives me a goal to work harder and ensure that I do what I can to show each student the potential that lies within them, as almost all of them never truly use it all. Of course, part of seeing it is simply growing up. You don't always see what is important until it is too late sometimes and over the years, my vision of that has definitely changed. I have a long way to go before I see what I need to see, but for now, I am content to see a former student bloom and hear of so many others who have done the same. Growing up, we all do it and I am glad to shared in this process with all of you, as each of you have helped me realize more of my potential as it slowly gets unlocked, day after day. 

[iglooSUNDAY - Blast from the Past #2]

It's fitting that my blast from the past post is of Jen. Jen was on my first CIF team as a head coach. It's weird how fast time can pass on by. I remember being told by the freshmen that they were special because they would be my first graduating class (that I had four years). It definitely was a class to remember. If you think about the program we have today, it's come a long way from the start and this group (along with the boys), did a lot to create the foundation for the future including creating an atmosphere of ohana, years before we even used it as our team motto. There will be so many memories from this group that I will carry with me for the rest of my days, as the first, always seems to have a special place. They were also ones who reminded me that you should never take things for granted; a reminder I have given to every team that has followed them. 

~:[CH6 - Day 7]:~ Together

~:[CH6 - Day 7]:~ Together

It didn't look good in the morning. The sky was overcast and it was sprinkling. The question, would it hold? As we proceeded closer to the beach, it looked better until finally, I was fairly confident that we would be alright. Ultimately, the sun came out and it was an omen for the rest of the day. As we tried to get the team to jump in unison, it took a few tries, but ultimately, we got our shot. The joy on their faces was much greater than earlier when the trudged up the sand hill, which not only was challenging, but also cold, which made it even more difficult. They kept going and ultimately, celebrated with some time along the shore, as the tide allowed for some good surf and ultimately, some good entertainment watched the successful runs and the epic wipe outs. Later on, I got to finish the day celebrating with friends who I do not get together with as often as I should. It was great to see everyone and while some of us hadn't seen each other in a bit, it was nice to be together and share in some good times. Break was a little odd this year, however, it also made me appreciate the time I had today with my team and my friends even more. 

~:[CH6 - Day 6]:~ Holiday Cheer in the Heart

~:[CH6 - Day 6]:~ Holiday Cheer in the Heart

With the final round of catching up and "days off" coming to a close, I had one last night to get some holiday cheer in. In the morning, I had another great catch up as we adventured around Toys R Us looking at things we shouldn't be buying. It's fun to go back into time and walk through places you haven't been inside in quite some time. As the time passed, I realized that I would have to go straight to my next meet up. We ended up trying to catch the last of the holiday season as the crowds were bad, but not as bad as a few days earlier. With no plan, we jumped on Radiator Springs, watched Frozen, and wandered through both parks finishing up with front row seats to the Paint the Night Parade. It was amazing to see it from the front row and just catch a glimpse of it all without a soul in your way. I was pretty exhausted by the end of the night, but as I look back, both captured the last of the holiday cheer and it was a great way to begin the wrap up of the break. 

~:[CH6 - Day 5]:~ Keeping Faith Through the Storm

~:[CH6 - Day 5]:~ Keeping Faith Through the Storm

Often times in life, we are unwilling to face the storm. Even when we check the weather and are told that good times are ahead, we doubt that it is true and turn back before we even get a chance to find out. We don't find out what we're made of and ultimately miss out on the reward of discovering what we are capable of and what great things await us. We sell ourselves short and today is a day I remind you that you can. Life is going to throw all kinds of obstacles in your way, but you are fully capable, no matter how doubtful you are that there are blue skies awaiting you. As I drove today, I had my doubts. How could it be clear when all I see is rain? I wondered, I doubted, yet I kept driving. Just when I thought it was clearing, the rain would start again and even when there were blue skies, sprinkles fell above. Finally, I was met with one of the most beautiful rainbows I have ever seen in my lifetime. Since I was driving, I didn't capture it, but it was breathtaking. The rewards came to us in the shape of the most strange and ironic encounters of our lives, but also some of the most rewarding. Being introduced to things that were not common, we found some ability to learn. We hit our rough patches, we ran out of time, it smelled, we stepped in mud and tracked it into the van, but in the end, we had our adventure and still got more than we bargained for. As I looked back on the day, I saw something I didn't understand at the time, that there was a common theme through the day - faith. Can we have enough faith to endure the hardships that we face? The faith that there will be those around us to support us, that a higher being will be there to watch over us, and that we have enough faith in ourselves that we can overcome. Life is not easy by any means, but if we can hold onto our faith in all things, we will find our way through the storm. I never imagined that blue skies would greet me through most of the day, but they did and boy, was the sky ever blue. I guess it's a reminder that faith is not something we should take lightly. 

Salton Sea (January 2017)

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~:[CH6 - Day 4]:~ Not a Home Body

~:[CH6 - Day 4]:~ Not a Home Body

Holidays are wonderful, but I did learn that I am not someone who can sit at home and watch TV for long periods of time If I am working on something, it's a different story, but a big part of me yearns to be out and about. I was suppose to drive up to Santa Barbara today, but I felt a little tired and decided to rest up. I did want to go out and ended up in Little Tokyo for an afternoon of adventuring. As usual, Daikokuya was packed and Shin Sen Gumi was a little crowded as well, so I ended up at My Ramen Bar, which was formerly known as Manichi Ramen. I actually like this place because of their spicy miso sauce over their gyoza. I was fine with going there and just being able to wander around in temperatures that were perfect for ramen. I ventured home, rested a bit, and later on, after getting the feeling of needing to go somewhere, stopped at TapEx. It's funny how getting used to being out and about or just busy in general can allow you to find boredom so quickly, but I guess it does. I used to be able to do it so easily, but I guess over time, you train your mind to be stimulated all the time. My schedule is pretty packed the next few days, but I guess if you ever want to go on an adventure, let me know and maybe we can work things out. You'd definitely be doing me a favor in the process. 

~:[CH6 - Day 3]:~ When Dreams Meet Reality

~:[CH6 - Day 3]:~ When Dreams Meet Reality

Before big meets, I have my team go to their place of relaxation. Almost as if in a dream, yet still borders on reality. When wandering around, I've always wanted to superimpose myself somewhere, to teleport myself, and sometimes to change my proportion in order to get a new perspective on life. On a day where heavy lifting and exhausting work followed a full stomach and good news, I was taken away to what became my reality. I found myself in a place I've yearned to go and found peace and tranquility. Some days, you find greatness, not in all the adventures that you go on and all that you discover, but simply in small tasks that you complete and the intangibles that make life amazing. I felt like a dream, but this place I was in was in part reality. As I begin a few adventures moving forward, I can help but imagine what will be next. Tomorrow I drive and yet, I have no destination. Where will I end up? I guess only time will tell, but hopefully it's a place where my dreams meet reality.

~:[CH6 - Day 2]:~ Reflecting While Rolling On

~:[CH6 - Day 2]:~ Reflecting While Rolling On

Today felt like multiple days, as I ended the night at TapEx, relaxing, recharging and just enjoying the evening. Waking up early, I was able to meet up with some alum before heading on an LA fest. From food to tea to gardens to tea. I crisscrossed LA and Pasadena in what was a memorable day. As it looked like it was going to rain, it held off, keeping the day at a perfect temperature. The blue skies showed themselves at the perfect time, as we strolled through the Huntington Library, allowing a beautiful reflection to show itself to all those in attendance. I guess life is like that. Sometimes in days where a storm is upon us, there can be a moment to soak in if you can time it right. Inspiration to help get you through the storm that lingers overhead. As I continued to enjoy the reflection, I could only thing about the hope that this view provided me in a day that I thought could leave me conflicted. By night's end, as I reflected, I only felt peace and harmony. As while the storms loomed, this moment provided exactly what I needed to roll on despite what may have been on the horizon. Sometimes, if we look hard enough or patient enough, we'll find this exact moment, no matter what darkness looms overhead. 

~:[CH6 - Day 1]:~ May 2017 Start Like 2016 Finished

~:[CH6 - Day 1]:~ May 2017 Start Like 2016 Finished

Often times, the new year brings new resolutions. It's great. I think it's good for people to set goals and try to reach for them. For 2017, I hope that it continues to be like 2016 finished. I accomplished a lot, grew a lot and while I do have goals for the upcoming year, I want to continue my revolution, rather than focusing on resolutions. No, not revolutions in terms of worldwide change, but in terms of my own life, my own thought process and own growth. I've got things to fix and work on, but it's part of a bigger plan that I want to continue and not new goals I set every January. Regardless of where you are in your life, I wish and hope for nothing but the best for you in 2017. I wish you good health, good fortune, and that all that you give, comes back to you two fold (or more). As while it's great to reach your goals, accomplish things, and make gains, it's also much more rewarding to see how your selflessness and generosity grows and how it works in the life of others. I ended 2016 around friends and family and my greatest goal for this year is to keep myself surrounded by friends and family, as they are their love and support is the greatest reward, treasure, and accomplishment around. I hope that 2017 allows our paths to cross and hope that we can grow together and reach heights that we never could have imagined. Yes, 2016 was revolutionary and I hope that it carries on into 2017. Cheers to another year, as we celebrate another day on this planet. 

As a new addition to the 2017 blog, I will also be trying to post a weekly picture from the past to dive back into the photo albums to reflect on a moment in the past.

[iglooSUNDAY - Blast from the Past #1]

~:[My Grandfather]:~

My grandfather was something special. I was his piano, as he said I produced some great music when I laughed (normally because he tickled me). He always thought of others from when he sponsored families to come to the US to always sneaking us money and saving every coin to make jars for all of his grandchildren. He always gave us high wise words, trying to make sure we did things right and I know that a lot of who I am is because of all that he taught me. We used to eat together almost every week and I always treasured these moments with him. His loving and caring spirit was only bested by his smile that made me want to smile even more. People often mention that I smile a lot and I think a lot of the reason behind that is because of him. I wished so dearly that he would be there when I graduated high school and college, but I know that a lot of the reason I was able to was because of him.