~:[CH9 - Day 31]:~ Up, Up & Away

~:[CH9 - Day 31]:~ Up, Up & Away

The boys and girls locked up their basketball league titles today with a win over Pioneer. The teams showed solid efforts as they were both challenged early on, but pulled away in the end. It was a nice way to end a chaotic week full of moments that have exhausted  us, worried us and left us in limbo. As while things have been crazy, at least for a moment, we can be taken away from the stress of it all. I am so proud of my brother and cousin for accomplishing these feats and doing it in the same year for the first time since 1997 and the second time in school history. I hope that the weekend can give us some good news and good rest, but for now, I'll soak in the enjoyment of the evening and worry about the weekend in the morning. Congratulations Dons!

~:[CH9 - Day 30]:~ Taking a Stand

~:[CH9 - Day 30]:~ Taking a Stand

While there are so many things I want to talk about and while there are things that are more important and pressing personally, I think as a society as a whole, the current state of our country is something that must be addressed. On the eve of the vote for witnesses in the impeachment trials, we stand at a place where we should be questioning, where are we headed? Whether you believe our president should be removed from office or not should not impact whether or not there should be a complete trial. With witnesses blocked and documents held up, this trial will leave us with more questions than answers. If I were on trial, would I be able to say I don't want to release evidence or allow for key witnesses? Of course not. The person on trial shouldn't be allowed to dictate what is and what is not allowed by using their power to restrict access to it. If I am for removal, I obviously want all the facts and if I am against it, I would want all the facts to prove that the person on trial should not be removed. Partisanship has been a huge problem on both sides of the aisle and has led us to this moment where the system that governs us is something that is becoming ineffective. I would hope that those who guide us can see that allowing the information we need to make a proper decision is necessary, otherwise we leave ourselves in a state where the checks and balances system is destroyed as well as rule of law. I've known from the start that a removal from office was highly unlikely, but I didn't think there would be such a process that is so disrespectful to the system that should leave the citizens of this country wondering, what do we need to do next? There has been much written about the founding fathers warning about the evils that lay within the party system and it has truly shown to be the case for awhile now on both sides of the aisle. There are too many things going on in our own lives to have to worry about a government we have to question day in and day out. The reality is, it is not our president who is on trial, but our government and our country as a whole. Let take that stand and make our voices heard, so instead of having to worry about those we elect representing us, we can worry about those more important things we have to worry about. 

~:[CH9 - Day 29]:~ Shadows & Light

~:[CH9 - Day 29]:~ Shadows & Light

The past few days have taught me that there are no guarantees in life. We don't know what tomorrow will bring and when there is light, we can fall into the shadows, but also when there are shadows, we can find the light. We all suffer through trying times in our lives, physically, mentally and emotionally. Some, we have control over and others we do not. When we allow those shadows to overtake us, it will devour us. We overthink, we burden ourselves or leave ourselves in a state of guilt or doubt. Before we regain control of the balance between the shadow and the light, we must come to the understand that it's beyond our control. Bad stuff in our lives is going to happen as the shadows will pass through our lives from time to time, but we must soak in the light that passes us so that we can use it to help us through those trying times. Today was one of those trying times, but I know that the light that we share will help us push forward and push through. Don't sit alone in the shadows, as while there undoubtedly be those moments, we must remember that all around us, a light remains for us all. Let's hope and let's pray and in good times and bad, let's lift each other out of the shadows and together, soak in all the light around us. 

~:[CH9 - Day 28]:~ Lacing It Up

~:[CH9 - Day 28]:~ Lacing It Up

When you're headed out the door, you lace up your shoes and head off on your way and just as we are about to head out to a conference, we gather together and test our skills. Our senior trip is always a nice intimate gathering and it makes it kind of nice as they are able to connect well with each other. This group zipped through their speeches in their final prep before the trip. It's hard to focus second semester of senior year, but while not perfect, this group out together some decent speeches as they showed up all the skills they gained over the course of their years in the program. While maybe a lot of it was their "improv" abilities that they showed me tonight, I always have faith in this group that they will come through and be ready for the conference ahead. The road ahead should be fun and it looks like our laces are just about ready for us to head on out.

~:[CH9 - Day 27]:~ Under the Same Sky

~:[CH9 - Day 27]:~ Under the Same Sky

You wonder what a day will bring for people who may not be so near each other. Often times you miss your family, your friends or someone special and you wonder, how are they doing? In a day where my body and mind was trying to get back into the groove after a busy weekend, my heart was at ease. The sky was the calm to the end of my day, as I thought about all the people I loved looking up at the same sky. Whether it was pitch dark with stars sparking above, overcast or a beautiful blue sky, it was the same, just a different portion of it. Strangely, it makes you feel connected in some way despite the fact that you may be so far apart. Life is never easy especially when distance and time separates you, but even when you've been sick or are exhausted, you can find calm in knowing you're actually not that far apart at all. Send your messages to and call your loved ones, but more importantly, think about them, treasure them, and look up knowing you that you're not that far after all.

~:[CH9 - Day 26]:~ Bringing the Warmth

~:[CH9 - Day 26]:~ Bringing the Warmth

Whenever we are tired or sick, we turn towards a bowl of soup to cure our ails. While chicken soup is typically my soup of choice, ramen has sometimes been what I turned to as I look for something warm. Not only does it help with ailments, it helps brings warmth to the body, but also the soul as the richness of the soup becomes one with you. I previously wrote about the importance of food in our lives, similarly, when we are facing challenging times with our help, it is something like this that helps us recover. It's even better when the person who makes it, puts their love and effort into making it. I once was told that my ramen was special, not necessarily because of the taste, but even more so because it was made with love. It's not something that I thought about ever before, but it was such a touching response when making someone a meal. In any case, even though the weather is going to get warmer soon, when you're sick, turn towards soup to help you from your ailments. 

~:[CH9 - Day 25]:~ The Secret to Life: Food

~:[CH9 - Day 25]:~ The Secret to Life: Food

No, it's not expensive food or even a particular type of food, it's just food. For everyone that food is different, but for everyone, the secret to life is food. When you're sick, there is a certain type of food and when you want to treat yourself, you often say, where should we eat? For celebrations you go out or invite others to a banquet of food. It is an essential of life, it can bring us happiness, and it can also connect with those around us. One of the first things you ask someone when you meet them is what kind of food do you like or maybe you run into people you know at the local grocery store or restaurant. People wait hours in line for it sometimes and for some at home, their greatest talent is whipping up a fabulous meal. On a plate it can be art, but in a stomach, it can be happiness. Sure, sometimes we eat too much and it becomes painful or without it, it can make us grouchy, but in reality, there is so much to food that we depend on. For the world, I hope that we all can have the food that we need to survive and hope that people realize that no matter how cheap or expensive that meal, that food is the secret to our lives. Enjoy it, love it and cherish it, but most of all, never take it for granted. As I sat and enjoyed a meal with a friend, it brought happiness and joy, but most of all, it brought us together, even though it was just for a short time. Bon appetit!

~:[CH9 - Day 24]:~ Some Days are Like This

~:[CH9 - Day 24]:~ Some Days are Like This

When times are the busiest, you look forward to that day where it all stops and you can finally relax. However, when you do, your body reminds you why you need to do it in moderation. It leaves you in a state where you can't move and just need to lay there and relax. It's actually a good thing to have this because at least you know that you are allowing your body that break from running around. While physical movement is a given, taking a break from the mental stress is what keeps you from the tipping point. I've said this before, but even when you have a list of things to do for work, friends or family, take a second out of your day for yourself or just treat yourself and you'll find that you're better off in the long run. My body spoke and I listened for a bit and while there were things to do, I did it in a manner that kept me the stress levels low so that my mind and body could fully recover. What do you do to allow yourself to recover?

~:[CH9 - Day 23]:~ Another Gem

~:[CH9 - Day 23]:~ Another Gem

I worked most of the night before piecing together another gem. The Nationals team is always our junior MUNers. Many schools who attend the conference bring students year after year, but our students get one shot. The disadvantage is that they don't know exactly what to expect and have to learn all the differences in the rules and procedures, but the positive is that they anticipate the conference and are excited to attend, thus pushing them to work harder. Normally the first round, I get to rip their paper to shreds and sometimes I have to send them a nasty e-mail saying how they need to work harder, but this year, although there were things to fix, for the most part, the papers were just a few steps away from being done and there were minimal format changes I needed to make to the papers before submitting them. We have the honor of representing the Republic of Korea and the Kingdom of Thailand this year. While we have never represented these two countries, I hold a high amount of respect for both and hope we can bring honor and respect to these countries through our debate. While some take this as just another conference or just another activity, I see value in the work that these students put in at Nationals and any other conference they attend. In the end, I was proud to click the upload buttons early in the morning and go through and clean things up throughout the day. I am excited for what the road ahead holds for these students and 550 pages later, they were one step closer to being ready for the conference ahead. 

~:[CH9 - Day 22]:~ Carefree

~:[CH9 - Day 22]:~ Carefree

I don't really remember those days, but I wish I do. He ran back and forth across the gym, training for his future with me (just kidding or am I?). However, what I enjoyed most was the carefree feeling I got when watching him on a day that I ran around. Finals is suppose to be relaxing, but with students trying to take care of these missing points they should have addressed weeks ago, to grading, giving a makeup final and makeup grills for MUN, taking care of last minute things and even getting the tech to work in the gym so we could play the video. In all the craziness of the day, I escaped it for a bit, as I met up with a few alumni for lunch and another one for boba afterward. Yes, I had to head to the gym after, but that same carefree feeling I saw on Jordan's face, I found in the midst of the chaos we call a daily routine. As much as we have on our plate, carve a little time to run around or relax so you can clear your mind and release all that stress that is weighing you down. Life is difficult enough, so don't make it tougher by depriving yourself of the time you need. He continued to run back and forth until it was time to go home and while I wish my entire day could be like that, I can at least make sure I leave a little time to find that same feeling. 

~:[CH9 - Day 21]:~ When Everyone Can See It But You

~:[CH9 - Day 21]:~ When Everyone Can See It But You

Sometimes we think things are going so well and at others, we thing things are going so poorly, but in both cases, everyone around us can see something that we can't. Our eyes are closes to the truth that is around us and it can come about because of a number of reasons. I watched a speech of a valedictorian who talked about how he made reaching that point his goal, but in the process he sacrificed all his relationships for that goal and the 15 seconds of fame that came with it. In his speech, he said, but there must be a 16th second and it was then he saw the aftermath of his journey to that goal. At other times, there are people who only see the darkness about themselves when they have plenty to share of themselves with the world. For all of us, we must open our eyes so that we can see the truth, a truth that many others can see. Many can see the sadness in your face, the amazing person you are or selfish person you are becoming on your path towards your goal. In a drama I've been watching, a woman constantly hallucinates as she suffers from the loss of her loved one. Her friends all notice, but rather than confront her, they comfort her. As while it's wonderful to have a support system around us to guide us to where we need to go, we also must try to get ourselves to open our eyes, to reflect and to really see where we are and where we are headed. It's a struggle that so many of us deal with, but not many of us face head on. We hope time can figure things out, but sometimes, it takes more than just time. It takes people around us, as well as some growth within ourselves. We must find a way to lift ourselves up when we are in the dumps and we must ensure that we don't speed by, destroying everything in our path. As I worked on this piece, I could only image the struggles that go on within the minds of us all. As while everyone feels as if they're the only ones, sometimes leading to shame, I hope they can also see that a person to their right or left can also relate. In life, there is only so much we can control, but the first step in making progress towards finding our way is by finding our eyes so we can open them up to see. As we start off into 2020, I hope that all of us see the truths so that we can all find our way, together. 

~:[CH9 - Day 20]:~ A Fence & a Hard Place

~:[CH9 - Day 20]:~ A Fence & a Hard Place

A photo shoot turned into a round of golf instead. Preparing to shoot, we ended up changing plans and headed out to DeBell Golf Course. I played here when I was in high school. I vaguely remember it, but when we got on the course, it became even more vivid. The layout doesn't allow you to hit a driver and makes you play smart. As we chatted, one of the things came up during the evening of how people say, "this is my dream or goal," but instead of acting upon it, they just make an excuse for why it cannot be done, as it sits there. With the day scheduled to yield another hour of daylight, we rushed through the round and as a result, the shots we hit were quite ... terrible. I was amazed when I saw this, as my ball was stuck between the branch and the fence. Upon arriving home, this photo made me think of that conversation. We often find ourselves in these situations. We face obstacles and challenges and instead of facing them, we run away or just give up. We don't know our own power and our own abilities. Celebrating Martin Luther King, Jr., we  must realize that we will face so many situations where the odds are stacked up against you, where you will have to face failure. Sure, you're going to fail, but that will in turn make you stronger to keep pushing forward. I looked at the ball and just shook my head before moving forward. Much like this hour of sunlight that was left, we have a limited span on our own lives. Instead of knowing exactly when our lives will set, we must continue forward prepared that it could happen on any given day. However, that doesn't mean we have to live life cautiously. While you want to be smart about what you do, you also can't just run away from any situation that is coming your way. If you want to reach that goal or dream, you must be prepared for the failures, you must be prepared to get back up again and you must be prepared that the road ahead will be difficult, but in the end, that road will be one of the most rewarding things. If we have a big dream, it will require us to go big or go home. The time required of us will be a big number and our efforts must be even bigger. It's not easy, but that exactly why we should be chasing after it, to really test what we are made of. So the next time your stuck in a situation like my ball entwined in the branches, the question is, are you just going to give up or are you willing to see just what you can do, even if the challenges ahead seem insurmountable. I believe in you, but before that, to even take steps towards this goal, you must believe in yourself and be willing to get caught between a fence and a hard place.

~:[CH9 - Day 19]:~ A Little Bit of Love

~:[CH9 - Day 19]:~ A Little Bit of Love

I was getting some work done and had not left the house all day, then an alumni gave me a call and swung by to say hi. With her, her dog came out of her came and walking towards me. While I was actually having a great morning with things going right and productivity at its finest, the little bit of love I got from this dog and the wonderful visit brought the overwhelming joy into my day, reminding me that we all need a bit of love. No, I am not taking about romance, I am talking about the support of another being. Later on, I stopped by to see a friend and then relaxed at TapEx just chatting up the game (sadly) and life in general. There were no fireworks and no spectacular moments today, but the simple little moments where the love and care shared between people became something greater than any special event could have been. Why? As much as these amazing moments can bring memories to our life, nothing can replace love. When people love, they give you a special gift that is unmatched, a wonderful memory that cannot be replaced, and another piece to add to the puzzle that is ones self. I may have stayed inside most of the day, but it didn't taking much to make the day so amazing, all it took was just a little bit of love.

~:[CH9 - Day 18]:~ Dragging but Alive

~:[CH9 - Day 18]:~ Dragging but Alive

Somehow, I made it through this week. With jet lag, I made it through a week's worth of practice, individual grills, scrip, a group grill, basketball and and MUN Conference. I knew this week would be rough, but I didn't think I would be this exhausted and stressed by week's end. The pile of work, this and that to do, and spending every minute of the day catching up. I tried to cap it off with one more school activity, but I decided, I wanted to make sure I got to rest; I didn't want to get sick. However, although I arrived at this moment, dragging, but alive, I am pretty happy at all I was able to do during the week. Solving a crisis, researching, recapping and planning, I pieced it all together and was able to end it here at Mission Viejo. With a small group of freshmen who had little time to prepare, we came out with over half of them taking home awards. We even had a few that I though might have received awards, so I was impressed with the entire group. At times our schedule can get chaotic, but in those moments, appreciate those moments that sometimes get overlooked. Sure, I wish I could be bed on this Saturday morning, but instead, however, I wasn't upset that I got to spend the day watching these freshmen thrive. I know in the future, I will need to work harder for the next conference knowing the key points I will need to focus on with this group, however, at the end of the day, I can smile knowing that we made it here, successfully. At times they drove me crazy as they strayed from formality, gave a broad solution here and there, or wouldn't raise their placard, but they were also the ones who woke up early, wrote an extra paper, and came here gaining a little more knowledge, a little more experience, and little more memories. As I sat down at lunch with the ENTIRE group, something  unheard of at a conference, we chatted, we joked, and we created memories and in the process, they pumped into me, energy and motivation for the road ahead. I may have been tired, but this was the best medicine for me, as I am excited to get down and grind out the remainder of the year, making sure I don't allow myself to let them fall through the cracks. The next time you have a busy week and want to just sleep in, just remember that the benefits of waking up just one more day, maybe be just what you need to make you feel alive. 

~:[CH9 - Day 17]:~ More Than Just a Game

~:[CH9 - Day 17]:~ More Than Just a Game

I often hear, "it's just a game." I agree in some ways that in the end, it's just a game and getting that win at all costs is not worth it. However, this, like other activities on campus are more than just a game. These are opportunities. These are moments for the youth to keep themselves busy in a way that interests them. It's a place where they can make bonds, learn discipline, challenge themselves, and do something that makes them happy. Yes, those single games are just a game, but the opportunity for the youth to get involved in this, is more than just a game. It makes them less likely to get into trouble and helps them grow, learning a number of skills they can carry with them on the road ahead. By game time, I was exhausted after a late night plus an early meeting, but just being there to witness these athletes have the opportunities on the court, kept the energy flowing in me. I often come across the situation where parents pull their child out of a sport or activity to give them more time to study, however, one thing I hope they can remember is that they're just not out there playing games, they're gaining skills, their learning about themselves, they're relieving stress, and have the opportunity to shine.

~:[CH9 - Day 16]:~ 700 Students Later

~:[CH9 - Day 16]:~ 700 Students Later

When I started this job, I was not much older than the students that I took to New York. It was strange to be the guide for the group, yet completely blend in with them. Years later, I don't blend in with them as much (while sometimes I do), but I have now taken over 700 students to New York over the course of my career. The prep process continues with today being one of those dreaded LONG days. With meetings before school, snack, lunch, after practice and then the actual grill, it's a grueling day with just a short breather to catch my breath. Almost 15 hours later, I finally got to rest at home and relax. Every hour seems like it would be painful, but all the work you put in is worth it and I hope that students understand this as well. Success is not determined on your skills and talents alone, but in the process of working towards improving. Everyone can get better, some have more room to grow. As I think back of all the memories of my first trip until now, I think of all the incredible memories and those other moments where you're just trying to make it to your destination without being blown away by the wind. We've been delayed, rained on, snowed on, braved New York on St. Patrick's Day and had amazing memories in the UN. While our itinerary is relatively similar every year, every team brings something new, both good and bad. We will see just how this year goes, however, the grind begins and I hope that I can prepare this team just as well as the teams in the past have done. It's a lot of work, but it will all be worth it in the end and if this year's group doesn't believe me, you have 700 people you can ask.

As a side note, it was cool that we completed this activity to the song of an alumni who took on this very process when he was in high school! #day6 #sweetchaos

~:[CH9 - Day 15]:~ See What's in the Brush

~:[CH9 - Day 15]:~ See What's in the Brush

It was barely noticeable, but at practice someone eyed a lizard hiding among the blades of grass. It reminded me the dilemma of a few people I came across today, they didn't see what was hidden right under their noses. Within us all we have something that we often hide away from ourselves, but others can see so well. Whether it's our personality, a good trait, or even the aura we give off, other people see the good things that we hide from our own eyes. We are all special and we are all amazing, just not in the same way. Often times we hide in fear that we cannot compare to those around us, rather we should stand proud knowing that we have the skills and ability to succeed, which may not be in a way that those around do it. It is actually easier to see what we think we are not, than to see what we truly are. We often can be the greatest critics against ourselves, but ultimately, we just need to look a little bit closer so we can see just how amazing and special we are. You are incredible and while it may not be in the same way as everyone else, Believe in your abilities, believe in yourself and believe the amazing things people tell you. You are wonderful and incredible, you just have to look a little closer to see it. 

~:[CH9 - Day 14]:~ In Character

~:[CH9 - Day 14]:~ In Character

I love it when it's time for the philosophers forum as the students dress up and play the roles of different philosophers of the Enlightenment (and other time periods). Some full engage in their characters while others represent their policies to the fullest. Either way, it becomes a wonderful simulation and the students work on MUN skills along with learning history. While my camera broke down a bit, I was able to snap a few pictures before it did and while I may not have as much media as I normally have because of it, I had a wonderful experience soaking in their questions and comments. In the process of covering all the material we need to, it's hard to get on top of it all, but doing things like this is a must and today was another reminder of why. Kudos to all those who engaged themselves of the role and fully put themselves in character as these are the days that make a classroom memorable. 

~:[CH9 - Day 13]:~ Point A to B

~:[CH9 - Day 13]:~ Point A to B

What's the best way from point A to point B? The answer often is a straight line, but in life, who really takes a straight line and sometimes, others just want to take the scenic route. Many are in a hurry to get from point to point, trying to move from step to step trying to reach their goals. However, they often forget all that is around them as they have their tunnel vision set on their destination. In the process, they miss all that lies between point A and point B. As I travel, I love to keep my eyes open to see what I can come across when traveling between points. That may take me way of course, but the reality is, my path is not the same as someone else's. My focus may be on my goal, but my priorities may also tell me to explore to ultimately see what else lays out there. In the process, we will take wrong turns, we may get lost or even delayed. That can happen when going from point A to point B as well, but we also open the door for an amazing amount of possibilities that wouldn't have been present if we just took the direct route. You can choose how you want to live your life, but don't forget that going off course doesn't mean you're straying from your goals, it might just mean, you're willing to explore and see the adventures that await you on the wait to reaching that goal. While not all those adventures are memorable and some you just want to plain forget, the growth through those experiences is well worth the deviation, as we can truly test if we are headed in the right direction. Let's make our future about getting a little off course so we can see what else awaits us between point A and point B.

~:[CH9 - Day 12]:~ Find What Brings You Light

~:[CH9 - Day 12]:~ Find What Brings You Light

In the darkness it's hard to find your way, but it makes you search deep within yourself to find a light. Previously I talked about the mysteries of self and for each of us, we search for that light that guides to a place where we can shine. It's never easy and not always will we be able to stay in that spotlight, but we must find a way to keep finding what brings us light within our lives. I've always been so proud to see my family, my friends and my students rise to a place where they have time in that spotlight. Whether it's raising a family, getting an award or reaching a new PR. There are so many moments to celebrate and just being able to witness abroad those moments in the spotlight have been things that have closely touched my heart. I always worry about all the time it takes, the stress on shoulders, and the ups and downs that everyone takes in the process, but I only hope they know that the light they seek for is always there, within themselves and within those around them. I hope that I can be a light for those around me, much like I see so many around me being a light for those around them. Hearing the encouraging and motivational words of a former student to thousands of people is something that provided a light within me, when he talked about the darkness that he himself struggled through. Life is never easy, but it is easier when we shine a light for each other so we are never truly in darkness. As the lights of the phones waved back and forth towards the end of the concert, I knew my time abroad experiencing these epic moments would soon fade away, as I would go back to the normal routine of daily life. However, when I look at it, that daily routine is the same stage and I have the opportunity to pass on my light so in turn they can pass on theirs. You may never be lucky enough to stand on a stage of a theater or concert hall, but it doesn't mean you don't have a stage and that you don't have an audience. Whether it's one or millions, you have an opportunity to shine so that others around you will no longer be in darkness. For Jae, he will be able to pass that light on to thousands of people in the final seven countries they visit and for us, we have the chance to do the same in the comforts of our own daily routine. No matter what we do, we all have a job, as people need help in finding what brings them light, but until those around them begin to shine themselves, they won't have a light to guide them. "This little light of mine, I'm gonna let it shine," not just for ourselves, but for everyone around us.  Today's the day we need to start, so shine on and let's light up this whole world so that no one is left in the dark. 

~:[CH9 - Day 11]:~ The Mysteries of Self

~:[CH9 - Day 11]:~ The Mysteries of Self

When you're alone, it doesn't mean you're lonely. It's an interesting topic to discuss, but there isn't really a single answer. People who are alone will say they are lonely, some will say that they are not, and others will say that they're not when they really are. It's one of those battles that ranges within ones self and you wonder just what will come out of it. Personally, to sit atop this stairwell thinking to myself or working alone would be precious time to reload and rethink. However, sometimes being alone, we lock ourselves into this dark prison not knowing of a way out. You feel confined and feel alone and know not how to deal with it. That is the mystery of self. Do you know yourself well enough to give yourself what you need? I have a lot of friends around me who give so much of themselves and I always hope that they are also giving themselves what they need. Similarly, the students and athletes I work with have to figure the same things out. Life is not easy, it's a challenge and as we struggle, we often head into two directions, more into the darkness or we find that light to life us up. Often, it's those around us that help us decide that, but ultimate, that decision lies within us. For each other's sake, give everyone the benefit of the doubt to help avoid plunging them deeper into the darkness, but also don't fail to reach out to those who are the ones who are so giving, as sometimes they are that way because they know what others may need; something they need themselves. Strangely, this whole thought grew from the story within Harry Potter and while it's not the storyline, it made me see just what our actions can do to those around us and see how we can allow ourselves to start figuring out the mysteries of self. We may never figure out ourselves, but as I imagine myself a top this staircase, I start the process of unlocking the first mystery of self in hopes that there are many more doors waiting to be opened. 

~:[CH9 - Day 10]:~ Music Transcending Boundaries

~:[CH9 - Day 10]:~ Music Transcending Boundaries

I stood in line or at least I thought it was the right line. I was lost. I didn't go to the right place and skipped a step in the process. The language barrier made it a bit tough, but I made it through in the end. I stood in line and graded position papers while waiting. Later on I realized that I should have caught the connection. Music is something that transcends boundaries and brings people together. Of all the people attending, there were few that actually spoke the Korean language, but it didn't matter. They knew the songs, they sang along and had a great time. Why? It's because music can do that. It connects people and finds a way to link them even when they can't completely understand each other. Music makes us dance, it makes us sing, and it makes us happy and happiness is what allows us to transcend our differences. Way back when, Jae was making his own solutions and writing them down in these very same position papers I was grading. However, instead of the solutions that he had researched or came up himself, he was making his own solutions to how you can make the world a better place. In his speech he said that you got to go out and grab that thing that you want. He no only grabbed the opportunity he had to push himself into the spotlight, he also raised up the hearts and smiles of many others around the globe in the process. Music transcends boundaries; their music does as well and it's impacting people in more ways that they realize. From the people at the concert in Paris to those who are ill and simply uplifted from the songs themselves, the music is reaching people. It is exhausting going through the process for these events, but when you get the chance to see just what is taking place beyond just the music, you begin to realize that it's bigger than music. Words cannot describe the impact that is being made, but when you're there, you feel it, not just within you, but all around. Time after time, I realize something new and time after time, I become more and more proud. Merci beaucoup Jae & Day6 for helping us transcending boundaries across borders and even within ourselves.

~:[CH9 - Day 9]:~ The Wizarding World of Airports

~:[CH9 - Day 9]:~ The Wizarding World of Airports

Airports are not all that magical. It's chaotic, there's traffic, and people just trying to get away. Normally the flow is pretty smooth. but this time, it was not. Strikes in Paris caused my second leg to get delayed, so they pushed back my first flight without clear notification, thus, I walked over to Bradley, they changed my flight back and after almost 90 minutes, I finally was checked in on my original first leg. It did mean that I had a longer layover in London and luckily there was a Harry Potter shop along with a nice place to grab a meal. Due to my troubles, I got a voucher, so it made it extra special! Finally, after getting some work done, it was time to board the final flight, which was also slightly delayed. Of course, it was a little tough to get to the final destination because of the hour but also because of the strikes, but I managed to get there without the tab of an Uber. I finally checked in and I just want to sleep after experiencing all that the world of airports and transportation has to offer, which didn't seem to be so magical after all. 

~:[CH9 - Day 8]:~ The Rich & The Poor

~:[CH9 - Day 8]:~ The Rich & The Poor

One of our simulations in class has been on the meeting of the Estates General. With an MUN class, a lot of the third estate are comprised of very vocal individuals, so a bit of chaos ensues, which is also why they meet outside. Whenever I talk about this topic, I always think about the privileges between classes. While most of the third of estate was comprised who were on the upper end of that estate, they still lacked some of the privileges given to those in the first two estates. It's definitely something that we need to look at going forward so that people are able to survive. Sure there are a number of issues while people struggle, but also a number of advantages that are given to those with wealth and power. It could be a long debate, but I just hope that we can all think about what is going on and hopefully we can at least voice our opinions on what more we can do to help this world out. For now, I can just shake my head especially at my fourth period, as the third estate was comprised of a rowdy bunch of teenagers ready for a revolution and hoping to get what they wanted. First they asked, but if we went longer, much like the French, they might have just gone and taken it. 

~:[CH9 - Day 7]:~ From Great to Greatest

~:[CH9 - Day 7]:~ From Great to Greatest

I think we all do it. We get ourselves into something to try to be good or great at it and aim at reaching the top. More often than none, you fall short of that, even though you made a valiant effort at it. However, there comes those moments where someone reaches that peak and tonight, we highlighted that. It was a great moment to be able to recognize Evan Leonard who grew over the course of his years in the program. All his moments were not highlights, but in the process, he learned from those mistakes, fine tuned himself and found himself a top the school records in points, steals and 3-point baskets. For some, they rely on talent and while having talent helps, Evan worked hard to develop that talent and it led to him standing at center court today. It was a proud moment to be able to announce for this event and to create a tribute video for him. Our family has kept tabs of him over the years and my parents were so excited to be able to see his games in the Big West, NCAA tournament and even in the MGM tournament in Las Vegas. It's wonderful when you get an athlete or student who is great, but it's a precious moment when you find that athlete that takes a few more precious steps to the very top. Congratulations Evan Leonard! 

~:[CH9 - Day 6]:~ Time to Reflect

~:[CH9 - Day 6]:~ Time to Reflect

It's the first time that Jordan spent the day with the grandparents and he got to play with one of his new toys he got over the holidays. It's fun to see him grow and slowly come out of his shell. I guess when you look back, you can see the changes in him and hope that the growth continues. In a day that was tough to the students going (let alone myself going), I found some energy from these few moments before I headed back to school for practice. It was back to the grind as we camped at school until about 5:30pm, before calling it a night. Sure, it was earlier than normal, but it's about getting used to the schedule again. While some were sad that we were back to school, it was kind of nice to get back into the routine and I ended the day not dreading it one bit. 

~:[CH9 - Day 5]:~ Edit Our Lives

~:[CH9 - Day 5]:~ Edit Our Lives

When I was editing, I thought, I wonder what it would be like if we could make a film strip of our lives. A movie or just a highlight (or lowlight) film. What would we want to include and what would we cut out? As I pieced together a few videos today for the upcoming week, I continued my trek through the number of files to compile a bunch that I had not seen in years and a few that I just got for a new project. After awhile, the work to do it all is pretty easy since I am keeping it simple to get it all done in a timely manner, but if I was doing a detailed one of my own life, would I spend more time making it look fancy or would I keep it pretty basic? On the last day before we return to classes, I am actually not that sad. For now, I've kept myself in solitude, so I recharged fully and while I may get a little aggravated tomorrow since I'll be around people, I think it will be a nice change of pace from the past two weeks. It's the most productive break I've had in awhile in terms of getting things done at home, but that also means, I left a bit more work for me to finish up at the beginning of the week in other areas. You can't win all the battles. I would love to hear what an edit of your life would focus on! 

~:[CH9 - Day 4]:~ Another 48 Hours

~:[CH9 - Day 4]:~ Another 48 Hours

I stayed in my room for about 48 hours with a combination of eating, sleeping, organizing files and of courses watching Kdramas while I was waiting for the transfers to happen. The result? Eight percent of my drives are now organized cleanly and I have one sort drive to distribute to the various drives. All in all, it wasn't a break full of making memories, but it was one of reliving them. I scrolled through photo folders from college, scans of old photos and students throughout the years. It was weird seeing how much they changed and even more so how much I changed. I came across moments I had forgotten and refreshed my memories on moments that were not too long ago. I also feel good because I have that sense of knowing where everything is now. Sure, I will need to get used to the new drive names and still want to copy stuff to my cloud so I can access it on the go, but all in all, I finished a good amount of a project I've wanted to do for awhile now. Over the next month, I hope to go over a lot of the files that I organized so I can look in even more detail about those memories I made over my lifetime and I hope that there are many more of these moments on the way.  I closed the night off by adding a few more photos to that memory box, meeting with some alums, as they also begin heading back to school. We talked about this process and some of the old memories we had as well. Is there a album you want me to share with you? Let me know and maybe I can get you access to it or at least share a few of the photos from those amazing memories. If you get a chance, open up your photo album and scroll through some of your older albums and remember some of those good times you had, as you anticipate the ones coming up in the future. 

~:[CH9 - Day 3]:~ The Day You Finally Do

~:[CH9 - Day 3]:~ The Day You Finally Do

In life, we always go through that process of saying, I'm going to do it tomorrow and when tomorrow comes, you push it off to another day. Those every day tasks are not the ones that get pushed off, but those huge tedious tasks that you loathed, get left behind. Then comes that moment that you finally take care of business and wonder why you didn't do it earlier. To those that don't know me, I keep almost everything and that includes photos and videos, rendered files, and more. I have student projects, video messages from friends and e-mails that I have saved over time stored and finally, they are getting to that point that they are almost completely organized. Over time, I've done a pretty good job of keeping things in order, but in the fear of accidentally deleting a photo I hold dear, I never deleted the duplicate files when I transferred them over, leaving me with two sets, taking up a lot of space I shouldn't have wasted. Now, my files are not only classified in the right places, but dated and organized by drives, keeping me from having to search through all the drives for the right year. A drive for this and a drive for that will hopefully give me peace of mind moving forward in 2020. My head hurts and I haven't left my seat very many times today, but the feeling of getting it all organized is a feeling you don't get too often. The day you finally do that thing you've been putting off is a day to celebrate, but rather than going out and doing that, I'll enjoy some quiet time alone watching dramas in the warmth of my own home. Strangely, it's a dream come true for me when it's paired with a neatly organized set of hard drives. The day to finally do what you need to has arrived, so I wish you luck on those projects so you can have this very same feeling - simply extraordinary.

~:[CH9 - Day 2]:~ Night on the Town

~:[CH9 - Day 2]:~ Night on the Town

Normally a night on the town consists of hitting a number of different places over the course of the night, but when you tow around a little one, getting to one place is a success. Jordan attended a basketball game, as we headed out to the game. It was a great setup and Jordan seemed to enjoy almost everything even though he may not have caught much of the game itself. He played tag, got our water bottles for us and even sat up on our laps. He liked the noise makers and hopefully in the future, his cheers will lineup with the cheers of the game. For now, we can enjoy seeing his eyes open when out and about and seeing all the wonderful things that our out there. After a day of organizing my files, it was nice to get out with the family. 

~:[CH9 - Day 1]:~ The First But Not The Last

~:[CH9 - Day 1]:~ The First But Not The Last

Normally, the first is a day to recover and relax after days of cleaning and hours of cooking and hosting for the new year celebrations, however, with a complex schedule, our holiday IA day fell on the 1st. I reluctantly got up with an alarm and then headed out. What was suppose to be an IAs lunch turned into a bit longer of a day, but in the end, it allowed it not to be rushed. After our day, I'm excited to see what more they contribute for the freshmen and hope that they can pass on their energy and spirit to them as well. We all have many goals and wishes for what's ahead, but focus in on those few goals you want to really work on and keep yourself in check so you don't stray away from the path on your way to those goals. The rest of the day left me with my usual 1st day organizing as I finished up college recommendations and began the process of redoing my hard drive system. It was a great start to 2020, I know there are many great and productive days like these ahead. Let's make the most of every one of those moments. Today may be the first, but it definitely is not the last. Happy New Year everyone!