Sunday, March 31, 2013

~:[CH2 - Day 90]:~ Risen

~:[CH2 - Day 90]:~ Risen
I opened up my Bible that I received when I graduated from my private junior high so many ages ago after church today. I was lucky to have been grounded in such a good environment and I feel that much of who I am today is because of the lessons I learned while growing up. At Easter service, the short play was about a room full of index cards with every event in your life written down. I began to wonder, what exactly would that room of cards for my life look like? How many good cards would there be versus bad and how would I feel going through that room. In reality, we all make mistakes, we all have our faults, but what do we do to make sure we can make up for all that we do? There is always so much to ponder and many times, too few answers for the questions that may exist. I guess that is where faith comes in.

Saturday, March 30, 2013

~:[CH2 - Day 89]:~ Entry into the Soul

~:[CH2 - Day 89]:~ Entry into the Soul
If there was any way that I am able to pour my heart and soul out, it's through the letters that I write to people. I love to send handwritten letters and after seeing a post online today about the "old way" to communicate, I brought out my box. While the Internet and smart phones have made communication easy, I think that they have taken away from the creativity of people, as well as the social abilities of people, myself included. I need to do my best to stay away from that smart phone so I can maintain MY OWN smarts. As I peered through old letters, I saw some cool stationary, designs, and even some written in pager code, some all cut up as a project that I needed to complete in order to read, as well as just being able to see some names of people I need to catch up with! It's a bit nostalgic. In any case, the letters will begin flowing again! If you owe me a letter, write me back! If you want one, maybe, just may I'll honor that request :)

Friday, March 29, 2013

~:[CH2 - Day 88]:~ The Life of a Coach

~:[CH2 - Day 88]:~ The Life of a Coach
Isn't this the life? I do work a lot harder than this while coaching, but yes, it was great to have a potluck while at the meet. We had such a great collection of good food, snacks, and drinks, which made the races enjoyable to watch. We also had a great number of PRs, which made it easy to watch. While the night went too quickly, it was a great start to my spring break.

Thursday, March 28, 2013

~:[CH2 - Day 87]:~ Time to Relax ...

~:[CH2 - Day 87]:~ Time to Relax ...
Today was the last day before spring break and while I was exhausted throughout the day, I was able to enjoy my final day before the much needed break. Yes, we do have track over the break, but still, it is a vacation and hopefully, I will be able to get away. We had our fourth track meet today and were able to sweep all four levels. We had to run our distance team on the lowest levels possible to ensure they were rested for our meet this evening. Afterwards, I stuffed my face with wings, as I passed out. So much so that I was a little late on this post. Spring break is going to be good :)

Wednesday, March 27, 2013

~:[CH2 - Day 86]:~ Will You Go To ...

~:[CH2 - Day 86]:~ Will You Go To ...
With prom quickly approaching, the cross country and track prom asking has gone into high gear. Often times, our athletes ask each other to the dance and it's pretty cool to see. I think there may have been about five in the past few days who have asked each other. I can't believe how elaborate some of these are and maybe almost overboard. What happened to the simple, will you go to prom with me? I guess it has slowly led to this. After a great practice, we had a little get together and it was great to see so many old faces in what I wish was my future house ... completely empty and ready to be moved into. Realistically, it won't happen. Oh well! To top off the wonderful day, my brother told me that I made the end clip for the Clippers Basketbowl Charity Event with my between the legs shot when I went head-to-head with DeAndre Jordan, yahoo! Fifteen seconds of fame, right there ... well, maybe five. (http://www.nba.com/clippers/video/2013/03/27/BasketBOWL2013mov-2425939/?teams/clippers/2013/03/27/BasketBOWL2013mov-2425939).


March 27, 2013 ~ It's Called Dreaming

"I do not know whether I was then a man dreaming I was a butterfly, or whether I am not a butterfly dreaming I am a man." - Zhuangzi

Sometimes in life there are those moments that you can't really telling if you are dreaming or not. Where every step you take, feels as if you are walking on air, as the cushioning of the clouds absorbs the shock of the ground. The air around is so fresh and the tranquil sounds make you feel nothing but pure relaxation.

Sometimes those moments you find you think could never exist in real life. Similarly, the journeys you take are unrivaled and no real-life journey could equal that in your dream. The adventures you take on, the hidden places you discover, and experiences that are unfathomed.

However, what if our dreams are actually our reality. No, this is not a connection to Inception. What if this real-life we have found our entire lives are truly our dreams and our dreams our reality? Or even if when we dream, we actually aren't really dreaming at all.

On a few occasions, I spent an entire morning or even day thinking to myself, what do I really do when I sleep? Sometimes, I wake up in a completely different position, I have things in different places than when I slept, or even on a few occasions, woken up in a different part of the house (very rare, but it's happened). What if that pain in your neck or your soreness was from what you did while you were sleeping? It's quite interesting to think that you might have an alter-ego and makes you think, do I really know myself.

The reality though, one of these days, one of these dreams I have is going to come true. The feeling of freedom where all the stress of the world is washed away, leaving no traces. The amazing sights and smells that arouse the senses and leave nothing to the imagination. The lack of fear, of anger, of stress, of jealousy, of nervousness, of deadlines, and of any other worries. The comforts of oneself without the worries of what will come next. The absence of searching for loving, knowing that the one you love sits right next to you and each of you wants nothing more than to be right where you are, wherever the other one is. Yeah, that's what I am hoping for ... for that dream to become a reality.

Some people dream of fortune, of fame, of the many things that the world can offer. I just dream of a life that is comfortable with the ones I love, especially with, the one I love. Where all the worries of the world slowly fade away, where I feel as if I am walking on the clouds, floating through the air, without a care in the world. A place where I can see forever, yet never leave today; feeling as if I was everywhere, without leaving here. When I think about it, I think I've always thought of this wrong. I've always thought, "how can I make my dreams become a reality?" Maybe I should be thinking, "how can my reality, become my dreams?"

 Am I a butterfly dreaming I am a man? Am I a man dreaming I am a butterfly? I am not sure, but I hope that no matter what I am, I found that sidekick, man or butterfly, who can make my reality become my dreams. As while some people may be searching for the person of their dreams, I will seek out the woman of my reality.


Tuesday, March 26, 2013

~:[CH2 - Day 85]:~ Look Who It Is!

~:[CH2 - Day 85]:~ Look Who It Is!
This is a week I expect to see a bunch of alumni, as many are on spring break this week. While Dipalee was a lonesome visitor yesterday, today, there were a number of alumni who came by, including this guy, Mr. Best Looking himself, as voted on by his senior class. It was great seeing all the alumni come by and I hope to be able to catch up with them over the course of the week. During track, our 1600m athletes completed their most impressive workouts with one of the most consistent one's I have seen in quite some time. I guess the rust is slowly coming off, as we progress over the midpoint of the season. Afterwards, we held our first big team outing and while we got split up a bit, it was nice to see so many people come out, especially many new faces! With all the tables combined, we had about 30 who came and joined us! So awesome!

Monday, March 25, 2013

~:[CH2 - Day 84]:~ Chugging Along

~:[CH2 - Day 84]:~ Chugging Along
There are just over three weeks until our last league meet and five weeks until league finals and it's amazing how quickly this track season has flown by. Today, one of my athletes brought up that point and it amazed me that it went by so quickly. Regardless, we keep moving forward like our athletes did today. In the middle of our run, we checked on our athletes to make sure there were good and wrapped up practice as normal. I jogged a bit, but was still sore from all the events from the day before, but still managed to move my old couch to its new home. I think I'll still be using it, at least for a little while :)

Sunday, March 24, 2013

~:[CH2 - Day 83]:~ Am I Dreaming???

~:[CH2 - Day 83]:~ Am I Dreaming???
I was woken up to help prepare to move new couches in the house since they needed my "muscles" which was fine, since I was headed out to run with Andrew and Janie for our Ragnar training. After, the couches arrived and we all worked to get them in the house. Then, it was time to head off to the Clippers Basketbowl Challenge. It was truly a dream with every Clippers in the house including coaches, players, and the Spirit. Walking in, I was so overwhelmed by everything and ended up entering a raffle and another raffle to challenge a Clippers. Our lanemates were amazing and we had a wonderful time and we bowled with Ronny Turiaf and Traci who bowled a frame on our lane. Later on, we bowled with assistant coach, Robert Pack, who had the top Clippers score! I got pictures with ALL BUT ONE Clippers players! I was selected to bowl head-to-head against DeAndre Jordan and while super nervous, I pulled out a between the legs spare to get the victory! I also ended up winning three raffle prizes along with the red pin challenge! To top it all off, our team won the overall championship and I fell just seven pins shy of getting the best score. I can't believe how amazing this experience was and am glad to have gone.

Saturday, March 23, 2013

~:[CH2 - Day 82]:~ Celebrate Life!

~:[CH2 - Day 82]:~ Celebrate Life!
After spending hours in the sun with my track team who had a number of great performances, I grabbed a quick bite at Mario's, then prepped for a great night with friends. I was able to celebrate the birth of an old friend who hit a milestone today. She has been able to live a full and wonderful life who has left nothing but a positive trail for those to frolic in and I look forward to all the years ahead to see what magic she has in store. I have known Jenn for about half my life and I couldn't image my life without her, as she has been an amazing friends to me and all those around her. Today, we celebrate your life, of which you have made the most out of. Thank you for always being there to lend your ear, your shoulder and your heart in times of tears, of laughter, and of smiles. Happy birthday and congratulations!

Friday, March 22, 2013

~:[CH2 - Day 81]:~ Bonanza

~:[CH2 - Day 81]:~ Bonanza
This weekend will be filled with track, as we go back-to-back-to-back. We had a great day today with the #6AT CHS BV 3200m mark and the #5AT CHS GV DMR mark. While I just got home from the race, it was time well spent and we had a good time at the meet despite the delays. Today was also a spectacular day as we wrapped up the Pasta for Patients Leukemia & Lymphoma Society drive. While I don't think we ended up as the top class, our class realized their accomplishment at the end of the day. I was inspired by a student who told a story of the impact that this drive has on his life and it really inspired others to donate! This drive always reminds me of my MUN advisor who said that the City of Hope told him that there was no hope. While it may not be for the same cause, I know that what our school raises will allow for some hope to live on in the lives of others. In the end, we collected almost 800 dollars from fifth period who continued to pour out support long after they reached their goal. My 4th period collected about 500 dollars for the freshman class collection since the class period drive is only for fifth period. I am truly amazed at the generosity and heart of this group and much of the money were students sacrificing their savings for others, a true sign that they understand the importance of helping others. Regardless of anything else, I am so proud of everyone who donated, even if it was just a penny. For all those out there, the bad news is, you're going to see two new music videos from me in the near future, as that was my reward to those two periods. Cover your ears while you have a chance!

Thursday, March 21, 2013

~:[CH2 - Day 80]:~ Keeping Track

~:[CH2 - Day 80]:~ Keeping Track

We faced one of the best teams in our league in track today and it was a good test to see what our athletes could do. In the distances, the distance boys carried about half our points, with the girls carrying a good amount as well, as we were able to win every 3200m race fairly convincingly. Our pole vaulters have proved to be one of our strongest areas, as they were able to take the top spot in every division today as well, matching the 3200m runners. Of course, it's tough when you get 1/3 of your points from these two events. We got some work to do elsewhere, but we're coming along with a group of hardworking athletes. Anyway, a good number of PRs in these two events today!

Vault - GFS (9), GV (5), BFS (9), BV (6) = 29
3200m - GFS (8), GV (9), BFS (9), BV (6) = 32

Wednesday, March 20, 2013

~:[CH2 - Day 79]:~ Don't Take What's Not Yours

~:[CH2 - Day 79]:~ Don't Take What's Not Yours
This week, I claimed a sweater that wasn't mine, mistakenly thinking that it was an MUN sweater. Realizing my mistake, I tried to give it back, but was required to post this picture before doing so by Ms. Julie, cruel :P ... I guess I learned my lesson. Anyone's sweater? I got a lot of work done today and even collected a good amount of money for pennies for patients. So many of my students have been so generous, it makes me so very happy! To top off the day, the Clippers won and I got to eat carne asada tacos at Senor Baja, yuuuuum!

~:[CH2 - Day 78]:~ Orange You Glad for this Post?

~:[CH2 - Day 78]:~ Orange You Glad for this Post?
Well today I took a picture of my daily ritual of eating a cutie in the morning. It's a great refresher, but today, I used these cuties as an afternoon snack as well. Today, I wrapped up the end of my imperialism game, which was intense. As normal, groups "tricked" each other while others cooperated, showing the true nature of countries during the imperialism age. At practice, I did something to my hamstring, but after a few massages, I feel a little better. I ended the night helping to plan another trip to New York. I love helping people navigate New York. While I am always jealous, I love the city so much, I don't mind :)

Monday, March 18, 2013

~:[CH2 - Day 77]:~ Pass for Class

~:[CH2 - Day 77]:~ Pass for Class
For some reason, I was exhausted today despite the sleep I got last night, however, I made it through the day. Aside from Pennies for Patients Buttons and Character Counts Buttons, I also made new buttons for my passes ... bathroom, office, nurse, locker, and instructor's aide! They are on Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle Lanyards! Sweeeeeeet! Also today I ran a few more miles in preparation for Ragnar and completed the first day of the imperialism game. Yahoooooooo! Now, it's time for bed, I said :)

Sunday, March 17, 2013

~:[CH2 - Day 76]:~ Oh, The Places You'll Go!

~:[CH2 - Day 76]:~ Oh, The Places You'll Go!
Dr. Seuss has a special connection with our school in Phyllis Brewer, but I also grew up reading his books and the title of his book Oh, The Places You'll Go fits right into how my life is right now. This weekend, I headed down to San Diego as I spent another night away from my wonderful bed. Why this picture? If you know anything about this tree, it's known as the Dr. Seuss tree (Monterrey Cypress) and it inspired some of the illustrations in Dr. Seuss' books. While there were a number of them before, this is the last one standing. It was great exploring this area, as well as the rest of the cove where the wildlife was buzzing. My stomach was a bit unsettled, but lasted long enough so that I could tour around the area. After a long drive back, I met up with my friends in a St. Patrick's Day get-together, which was quite the festive treat. Double time on that corned beef cabbage, yum!

Saturday, March 16, 2013

~:[CH2 - Day 75]:~ FANatic


~:[CH2 - Day 75]:~ FANatic
UCI made it to the championship game of the Big West tournament. It brought back memories of when I was in college (the crazy fanatic that almost got kicked out of games bc I was yelling at the refs) and they won the regular season championship in the Big West and were considered one of the top 30 schools in the country. While I have been sad since the game ended. I am proud of the 'Eaters for representing and hope that they'll rise up again next year and take that final leap! Always will back the 'Eaters (zot zot zot!)! Keep your heads up 'Eater nation!

I now wish I had stayed back and watched, as the end result may have been different. My friend's new place in San Diego is pretty cool, but it needs furniture :P I guess once it has it, it can be the pad to hang out at! Anyone in SD want to hang??? :)

Friday, March 15, 2013

~:[CH2 - Day 74]:~ I'm so Brow'd

~:[CH2 - Day 74]:~ I'm so Brow'd 
For awhile now, I have been practicing facial expressions with Dylan including the Zoolander face. However, my favorite has to bee when I raise my eyebrow and he does too! Today, we had our food run and Dylan was able to sneak attack the straw to get some milk tea. Regardless, he was fairly well behaved today and a joy to have around. After a great classroom day and practice, I also was able to pick up some new shoes for Ragnar at Roadrunners today, as I needed to take some athletes. I also switched out my phone and after a little time reinstalling things, I believe I have all things in order.

Thursday, March 14, 2013

~:[CH2 - Day 73]:~ To Win

~:[CH2 - Day 73]:~ To Win

We had a track meet during this crazy and busy day. We even convinced Olivia to join us to eat (a miracle)! However, today we found a bigger victory than many of us could have thought possible. Read my blog at the link below: http://wutanabe.blogspot.com/2013/03/march-14-2013-to-win.html.

March 14, 2013 ~ To Win

"If you believe in yourself and have dedication and pride - and never quit, you'll be a winner. The price of victory is high but so are the rewards." - Paul Bryant

Our team had less points than Mayfair across the board, but today, members of my team are truly winners. I am not sure if I have ever felt so good after losing all four divisions, however, nothing could surpass the victory many of us encountered today.

Over the past few weeks, we have been working with our school try to begin having a student with autism join our team. While there are many obstacles in doing so, it was well worth the effort we have had to go through so far to allow him to participate. Each day we have to write down the directions and a student will volunteer to help him out, modeling directions, encouraging him and helping him out. While he has only been on the team a few days, today was our last home meet and thus, we were planning on having him run.

Prior to the meet, I was told that he might not be coming out to run for various reasons, however, I was overjoyed to see him on the track with his jersey on. With all the madness going on, trying to keep the meet in order, coaching athletes, and coordinating all the different components, I found the time to talk to Justin just before his race.

At the start of the race, he bursted out chasing the pack and I worried he had gone out too fast. He did. At the 400m mark of the 800m race, he began to walk briefly and after a quick message to him, he began running again. Seven hundred meters into the race, we saw him coming in, but before he did, he ran straight to the water fountain. While I wish he had finished, I figured, on this hot day, it might be better for him to get water. So I went to go meet him at the water fountain as they staged the varsity girls race. Just as I did, I see him sprinting towards the finish line. The girls moved to allow him to finish as the crowded erupted behind me. He crossed the line just over four minutes and raised his arms in victory. As I went to give him water, all he kept saying was, "I won, I won, I won ..." Calmly, yet with excitement in his voice. In my mind, all I could keep thinking was, yes, you did win.

In a short time, he won the attention of many on the team and in the crowd, he won the love and support of an ohana, and he won the spirit of those around who saw someone who went beyond his comfort zone to participate and to cross that line successfully. His teachers won today. His parents won today. His teammates won today. And yes, he won today.

There are many moments in the career of an athlete or coach that you get so caught up in wins and losses, that you fail to see all that lies around you in trying to earn as many wins as possible. Yet the victories of life surround us everyday and the opportunity to pick up a win much greater than any listed in a score book, in a newspaper, or on a plaque. He never quit and because of it, we were all winners.

I've always wondered what it really takes to win and even what it really means to win. Today I learned it does not mean it's the person who crossed the finish line first, because for everyone, to win means something different. Yes, today we all won and we owe it all to the newest member to our team and our ohana and I must say, it never felt so good to win.

Wednesday, March 13, 2013

~:[CH2 - Day 72]:~ Nihonjin?

~:[CH2 - Day 72]:~ Nihonjin?
While my normal camera phone has been struggling as of late, I was able to snap this picture really quick before it started to have trouble. Tonight was Nisei Week night at the Clippers game, as we were surrounded by the Nisei Week princesses and enjoyed a wonderful taiko performance at half time. We ran into so many people we knew throughout the night. It was really strange. While the Clippers did not have a great night, most everything else through the day went pretty smoothly headed into an uncertain few days. I'm still debating on where to head this weekend. I guess we'll have to wait and see!

Tuesday, March 12, 2013

~:[CH2 - Day 71]:~ Open House

~:[CH2 - Day 71]:~ Open House
With all the craziness of the day going on, I was able to get everything done and eventually survive enough to make it to open house. Open house went smooth for the most part with recruiting going well, as well as watching open house sim for a bit. Afterward, I burnt some time and grabbed Jamba, then headed to watch our final music video. It turned out quite nice and was excited to see what could be made of it. Then we hit up Ten Ten and Lollicup. My eyes are now heavy and I think it's time to go to bed :)

Monday, March 11, 2013

~:[CH2 - Day 70]:~ The Good, The Bad & The Ugly

~:[CH2 - Day 70]:~ The Good, The Bad & The Ugly
I should actually say great when referring to this wonderful ceramic piece by a student. I was truly impressed by the piece and was so touched by her inclusion of RNR on the medal. It serves as a constant reminder of what we need to strive to be. The good was going over character in class. I feel that the students really wanted to make a push to demonstrated good character, as they had seen when we watched Gandhi. While I am not sure how far they will go with the lesson, if each person does a little towards it, it will be a success. The bad was my attempt to run in the afternoon. While I reclaimed my pride this evening with a run with my Ragnar team, I still showed how much work I need to do to be prepared for the event which is in about five weeks ~ OMG! A derogatory e-mail can always be ugly. While I feel that I gave the best response possible. I did have to stand up for myself and say I would not accept the condescending remarks that I am not doing enough to prepare my students for MUN, for history, and that I am popular only because I give extra credit. I guess six weekends in a row dedicated to MUN and 12-14 hour days is not enough. Don't worry, I'll accept blame because of the low quality of work and missing assignments that led to the low grade in the first place. Que lastima! Let's find a few more hours to add into the day to make sure that gets done. At least the ugliness lit a fire in me ... I work best when I am upset :)

Sunday, March 10, 2013

~:[CH2 - Day 69]:~ Return of Something Sweet

~:[CH2 - Day 69]:~ Return of Something Sweet
With all the craziness that surrounds the return of a long trip in combination with daylight savings time, there is that sweet feeling of being home and finding all that is comfortable and familiar. To unpack or to think about it, to settle in, and just smell that all familiar smell of your house and your bed is something that cannot be matched. Coming home was amazing and I will enjoy home for a little while before venturing off again, MAYBE. Regardless, with the sweet feeling of being home, I will also enjoy the sweet treats I brought home with me from New York, a Levain Bakery cookie, a piece of heaven :)

March 10, 2013 ~ The Tipping Point

"The intention to live as long as possible isn't one of the mind's best intentions, because quantity isn't the same as quality." - Deepak Chopra

Much like with age, the quantity of something is not as important as the quality. While I understand that there needs to be a balance between to the two in order to gain the best quality possible, sometime in growing, organizations, teams, schools and the like, forget that while trying to grow, they also much try their best to find a way to maintain the quality of the product that they are trying to promote and ensure that the purpose of their organization is maintained.

This year will be tenth year as a Model United Nations advisor and my 18th year doing Model United Nations. Overtime, I have seen some conferences disappear and some grow, while overall, Model United Nations has seen a tremendous amount of growth. It has been promoted as a great academic program that provides the best learning experience for the future of a student, which in my opinion is true, but only if the program nurtures an environment in which a student can learn. However, at some point the right steps need to be made to ensure that while growing, that the growth is going in the right direction before reaching the tipping point. Malcolm Gladwell describes the tipping point as, "The tipping point is that magic moment when an idea, trend, or social behavior crosses a threshold, tips, and spreads like wildfire." However, while he mentions it as the "magic moment" it could also be the moment that is most destructive to an organization.

When traveling to approximately ten conferences per year, I see a wide-spectrum of programs from those well-establish to those who are just staring up, from the classes to the clubs, to those with a lot of support to those who work independently. No matter the program, the types of delegates that are produced need to be focused on the academic experience of this program as they develop and continue to survive in order for the organization as a whole to survive. Don't get me wrong, the competitive aspect of the organization allows for a measure of success and also pushes each delegate to do their best in committee, but the question of, do the ends justify the means comes into play. 

At every conference we attend, we see delegates who are well prepared and substantive to those who are great speakers to those who are great deal makers and negotiators. No matter the type of delegate, the way they work in committee will be important in if this organization is going to continue to be a great learning experience. I, myself, have had a range of delegates of this sort, however, I do my best to transform these delegates who can be a combination of the three during their junior year in preparations for the National High School Model United Nations Conference. 

My 2013 team collected over 9,000 articles in preparation for the conference and compiled approximately 600 pages of position papers for the conference. While all 9,000 of those articles may not have been the best of articles, through the process of this research these delegates found a way to become well-researched in their topics and able to clearly communicate the complex ideas and details associated with each of their topics. The more timid delegates had to endure the difficulty of grill sessions, presenting to their peers, while those less confident in their research had to endure facing me firing questions at them. Regardless, through the whole process of development the one thing I wanted to maintain was to try and do things the way Model United Nations is suppose to be done. When I said that to my students, I had a clear idea of what that was. To prepare, to actively participate, and to respectfully and accurately represent our countries in trying to work with other nations to arrive at a solution. However, after attending this week's conference, as well as other conferences, I understand that it has not been a point of every delegate at this conference.

Thus, we arrive at our tipping point. As a Model United Nations community, it needs to be emphasized that ends do not justify the means. Winning a gavel or even a delegation award cannot be seen as an honor if dishonorable things have been done in order to earn such awards - stealing others ideas and selling them off as your own, removing delegations and operative from resolutions, showing bias or forming alliances that are not representative of the nations represented but purely to outcast a particular delegate, coming in with pre-written resolutions, or anything that diminishes this organization that has been a large part of my life. Awards cannot be the only measure of success of a delegate or a program. While it is something I feel needs to continue in order for the organization to continue to grown and be successful, programs need to re-evaluate how their delegates won these awards in order to measure if these student is truly representing your school well. Over the next few weeks, I will have to do just that and decide if they are positively contribute not to our program, but the Model United Nations community as a whole.

On the other end of the spectrum, it is our job to ensure that students are well-prepared for these conference and not just thrown into a conference for the experience of it. At many of the conferences I attend, there are a percentage of delegates, mine included, that are doing absolutely nothing and I wonder, why are they here? At a novice-level conference, I expect to see it more often, but when they are required to be in committee for over twenty hours, I simply wonder why they are there. Growing a conference with delegates that are like that just negatively affect the experience of other delegates. In one of the committees, this weekend, these delegates forced a chair to breakdown and overall, they diminish the quality of the environment for the other delegates, the chairs, and those attending and organizing the conference. The more delegates that are unprepared for conference the more difficult it becomes to truly make this a learning experience for delegates who come in prepared. In a number of committees, our delegates had  told me that other delegates had no idea what they were talking about or even had delegates ask why they were "trying so hard." I had chairs tell the delegates that they needed to be less detailed with their ideas since other delegates didn't understand what they were talking about and I had to tell my delegates to do the same. I even had my delegates being accused of having "pre-written resolutions" because they had typed out outlines of their notes and research or had too much information. If it is truly to be a learning experience, then a larger percentage of delegates need to be positively contributing to the collection of details and information in each committee so that each delegate leaves feeling that the committee as a whole (or at least as much of a whole as possible) contributed and a delegate should be embraced by the amount of research they have and not scorned for it.

While I do not want to delve into a debate on morality and ethics, it needs to become one of the points of emphasis for a Model United Nations program. It is difficult to answer the question of what do I do if another delegate takes your idea and passes it off as their own. In a society where "taddling" is a bad thing, it puts you and the delegates between a rock and  hard place. One of the reasons I put such emphasis on preparation is that when ideas are stolen (which happens every year), at least our delegates have the details to show they knew about this idea before coming into committee. In the past at this conference, I have seen delegates reading through our position papers in the delegate resource centers (when we turned in hard copies), not to learn about the policies of the country, but to "research" or to use the ideas within those papers. The corruptness of our higher ups in our country probably did not start their corruptness at a later stage of their life, but where never grounded in the morals and ethics at a young age. As a community, Model United Nations can be a place that these students can be grounded in these ideas, but it will take voices from within each program or within each conference saying that delegates need to play by the rules and participate in these simulations morally and ethically by giving credit where it is due, by not coming in with pre-written resolutions, or by doing anything they can to win an award. 
Don't get me wrong. I love this organization and this conference, however, each year, the number of problems seem to grow and not enough is being done to stop it. However, it is something that we can change to ensure we maintain the respect that this organization has gained in the eyes of many around the world. It is schools like Richland Northeast who I have seen arrive at conferences such as NHSMUN well-prepared and have positively contributing to committees. Almost every year I attend this conference, my students have good things to say about them and it is programs such as theirs that keeps me pushing my students to maintain the quality of our program to garner the same respect that I have for theirs from other programs around. 

Each year, I have a good number of students who fall into the same category of students I want to see changed for the better. Students who need to understand that the ends do not justify the means, that they need to come in well-research, that they cannot steal other ideas, that they cannot come in with pre-written resolutions, and they need to be engaged and positively contributing to debate. If they cannot adjust, they do not have a place representing our school and while it may reduce the number of students in my program, I do not have a place for them in my program representing our school if they are unwilling to change. While I know it's difficult to remove a successful delegate or to reduce the numbers of a program, cleaning up the program is the only way that I know that the future of our program's respect and credibility can be maintained.

Our Model United Nations community is at a crossroads and at the tipping point where what we decide will "spread like wildfire." The lessons we want to teach these students who participate in this program must be decided and it cannot be something we can take lightly, otherwise, this wonderful organization we see as such, will slowly crumble. The organization produces a large number of successful individuals who have relied on the skills they learned from this program to become doctors, lawyers, politicians, entrepreneurs, teachers, and who all have truly stepped up to make a difference in this worlds; something they set out to do when they attended each of these conference. However, if we do not maintain the quality of our organization in order to sacrifice growing this organization, we are only contributing to demise of the organization and quite possibly the future generations of this world. I have full faith that we, as a community, will be successful.



Saturday, March 9, 2013

~:[CH2 - Day 68]:~ Tradition

~:[CH2 - Day 68]:~ Tradition
This year's group kept the tradition alive. However, I am not talking about bringing home a delegation award (which they did), but of representing our school and their countries well. Each year, my point of emphasis remains, do Model UN the way that it is suppose to be done. While many students have strayed away from it in order to win awards and make this program into a competitive machine, year in and year out, I am proud to see many of my delegates do what we ask. Be competitive, but never lose sight of the purpose of these simulations. This group transformed themselves and showed their substantive strength at this conference and displayed their immense amount of preparation and research. Congratulations to the MUN juniors for keeping that tradition alive!

Friday, March 8, 2013

~:[CH2 - Day 67]:~ Small Things in a Big City

~:[CH2 - Day 67]:~ Small Things in a Big City
You might have just walked right by this little guy, but if you did, you would have missed out on something cool. Often, we are in such a hurry to get places, we forget to take a second to look at all the great things we have around us - friends, family, jobs, and much, much more. Today's snow storm made Central Park look amazing and made today a slushy but cool day. Levain Bakery was the stop of the day, while we watched the students in committees. Stardust, Times Square, and the social added up to a great last night. I also got to catch up with the wonderful Sandy, who I kept my promise to of not posting any pictures. All in all, it was a great last night to the trip. I am just dreading the wake up call tomorrow.

Thursday, March 7, 2013

~:[CH2 - Day 66]:~ Mission Accomplished

~:[CH2 - Day 66]:~ Mission Accomplished
Today, I took the United Arab Emirates delegation to meet our deputy permanent representative. It was great meeting him. He was so knowledgable about the topics and they treated us so nicely with amazing teas and coffee, cookies, and souvenirs. For the most part, today was a normal conference day, watching committees and seeing how much information our delegates had. While they may be frustrated, I continue to remind them, it's all about representing your country how it should be represented and that is the best you can do! As a topping, we got a visit from former student-teacher Will Simbol! It was great catching up buddy!

Wednesday, March 6, 2013

~:[CH2 - Day 65]:~ Time to Get Serious

~:[CH2 - Day 65]:~ Time to Get Serious
Conference began today. The day of conference is normally dedicated to conference prep, which it was. We were able to sneak out for a bit and grab a bite to eat in the St. Marks area, which allowed me to eat bibimbap, japadog, and pomme frites. It was super delicious! I then got my students through their MET test and finally over to the opening ceremonies. While there were the normal mixed reactions, I saw so many of our delegates excelling on the first day and even had a comment that our delegates were "on fire."We were also referred to as "infamous." While there are some wrinkles we need to iron out, things are getting better for the most part as we head into potential storm. At least I have some ramen inside to keep me warm :)

Tuesday, March 5, 2013

~:[CH2 - Day 64]:~ On the Eve of the Storm

~:[CH2 - Day 64]:~ On the Eve of the Storm
A storm is headed our way to DC and while most of it ended up south and west of us, I'm still preparing for the storm the best way I know how, by eating :) ... I am so stuffed right now and it's because I have been eating meal after meal. Of course, I did run a few miles and walk about eight, so I may have countered everything that I ate today. Central Park was awesome, the MET was cool, and Wicked was awesome as always! After taking all those places by storm, I now prepare for this storm ahead, that arrives just as conference is set to begin.

Monday, March 4, 2013

~:[CH2 - Day 63]:~ A Friend on Me

~:[CH2 - Day 63]:~ A Friend on Me
The United Nations Building played host to the opening of the CSW conference, which was cool to see in action, but slowed us down majorly at the check-in area. As usual, our tour was great and we got to see a lot of great and awesome things. The students showed themselves off to the tour guides who were so amazed at their knowledge. Afterwards, we hit up Grand Central Station's Oyster Bar, which was a good addition to my stomach :) ... while I was exhausted, the American Museum of Natural History ended up being a pretty good visit, as I was able to see so much in the amount of time that I had. I grabbed a bit to eat at Carnegie (The Woody Allen), then also caught up with an alumni at the Burger Joint, which was uber delish as well! Did I mention that I made a new friend at the AMNH? See the picture above!

March 4, 2013 ~ Like a Tattoo

Tattoos are a right of passage. They're a marker of bravery, of maturity, of cultural acceptance. The tattoo represents not only a willingness to accept pain - to endure it - but a need to actively embrace it. Because life is painful - beautiful but painful....... - Nicola Barker, The Yips

Our bodies are filled with tattoos. While not all external, the tattoos of life have been injected into use and are forever a mark of our past, our present, and sometimes our future. While the beauty of tattoos can be amazing, sometimes the people of the world are too quick to try to leave a mark, as they find themselves only leaving an unalterable mark on their own lives. 

As the world has changed over time, the drive towards success and instant gratification have resulted in a generation who have tattooed life all over themselves, finding themselves unable to find space for anything new or regretting the tattoo that they must stare at everyday for the rest of their lives. A mark that serves are a reminder of something they one day want to forget. Something that they never wanted to reminded of. People change, things change; however, the tattoos will be forever.

Don't get me wrong, tattoos can be wonderful creations. A number of my friends have had beautiful images and designed tattoos, while a few others are the ones creating such beautiful work. Similarly, the tattoos of life, whether owned or created, are equally as beautiful. However, it is the push to understand the permanence of these marks that people sometimes fail to realize. 

Beyonce sang, "Tattoo your name across my heart" and Jordin Sparks also sang about tattoos, "like a tattoo, I'll always have you." As Sparks sang, it's true, you'll always have that tattoo. By deciding to making that tattoo, you'll always have the reminder of the day you made the mark and may one day wonder, why?

Much as in life, we must make that decision whether what we find and what we do is worth the permanency of it. While some are quick to rush into it, sometime are unwilling to make that commitment to doing so. Both can be fatal. I guess there is no formula, as each person is different. Some will wear the beautiful art as they walk around, while others may do everything necessary to hide the decisions of the past. While I don't necessarily believe that "the world is divided into two types of people, those with tattoos and those afraid who are afraid of tattoos," I do believe that "good tattoos aren't cheap and cheap tattoos aren't good." Before you make it forever in your life, just remember that the tattoo is forever and if you decide to delve into that permanence, you ensure that the mark you make is the quality of which you can live with forever. 

While I may never get an actual tattoo, I hope that the tattoos of life that I wear can be ones I wear with pride for the rest of my life.

Sunday, March 3, 2013

~:[CH2 - Day 62]:~ Anatomy of a Sale

~:[CH2 - Day 62]:~ Anatomy of a Sale
Chinatown in New York is one of the places that is home to making a deal. It was fun to work with our students today and try to get them to work their bargaining skills, a good practice for our MUN conference this weekend. Regardless, we had a great night sorting through the streets of Chinatown, then hitting up the shops of SoHo, before stopping at Washington Square. We had quite the adventurous return trip, but in the end, the night at Rockefeller and a quick stop at St. Patrick's Cathedral was the topper to the evening. The freezing morning cruise around the Statue of Liberty area, as well as a stop at the 9/11 memorial and tribute center were also memorable moments. After a rocky first day, today was an improvement and I hope this progress continues. 

Saturday, March 2, 2013

~:[CH2 - Day 61]:~ Here We Go Again

~:[CH2 - Day 61]:~ Here We Go Again
I didn't get a lot of pictures with this group yet, as we were hustling from place to place trying to squeeze in as much as possible. It took me long enough (stops at six subway stops) to find a place that would sell me my 7-day unlimited passes in groups. By night's end, I sit here a few minutes before 3am wrapping up the day and still planning a few more rounds of room checks. After dealing with a few issues, I already know that this group will be one I'll be keeping an extra close eye on. I guess even less sleep for me than usual. No problem :) I love this city, we'll see if it loves me back.

Friday, March 1, 2013

~:[CH2 - Day 60]:~ Crazy Start of the Month

~:[CH2 - Day 60]:~ Crazy Start of the Month
Teachers often say, it's harder to be absent that at work. I can attest to that for sure! Friday was an absolutely outrageous day, as I tried to get everything done before I left. While I was ahead of schedule, I still was rushing to get things done and ready for class, track, and everything else in life. Of course, I did have a few moments to relax and catch up with an alumni and also later on a friend who both worked within the confines of my schedule (thank you!). After marking the entire track for next week's meet, I went to finish the music video I started this summer and then wrapped up my prep for this weekend. I am relieved that this day is finally hear. New York, here I come!