~:[CH13 - Day 152]:~ Another Chapter

 

~:[CH13 - Day 152]:~ Another Chapter

It's always a bittersweet moment when a school year is wrapped up. You think about all the memories you had, but it's also nice to take a deep breath. This year especially required more energy than any other as the struggles were many amongst a stack of precious memories. Although there were moments I would rather forget, they'll get swept away with the final cleanse as we begin a new journey with a destination unknown. I'll carry with me the lessons learned along with memories that I want to cherish while on this journey. We are often encouraged not to look back, but still yet, a part of me appreciates the opportunity to reflect on our journies of the past. We never know where our future path will end up, but for now, I'll continue to stride confidently forward hoping for the best. Until the next chapter, adieu!

~:[CH13 - Day 151]:~ The Things We Gained Along the Way

~:[CH13 - Day 151]:~ The Things We Gained Along the Way

Mr. Walker gave his final speech with a fantastic display, creating a bookshelf of memories from the class of 2024. His speech entitled things we lost along the way focused on the many things that the class of 2024 will leave behind, as they have found great success during their four years. However, while they leave behind a lot, I thought, what are the things they will take away? Resilience. They started their careers with a challenge; the challenge of online learning. It must have been hard to kickstart their high school career behind the screen, but they did. It took a bit of adjusting when they were finally allowed back, but through the process, they gained resilience. Culture. Many who attend Cerritos, never quite see it this way until they leave, but they become cultured. From the various events we host on campus to simply being at a school and area with a huge representation of different cultures, I love how cultured our students become, appreciating other's cultures and sharing their own. Appreciation. I think this class realized many of the things that they lost along the way, which led to them gaining appreciation for every moment. To lose so much time, I think they appreciated the opportunities given to them, the love they received from those around them, and they simply appreciated normalcy. In a world dominated by social media, I think that while they're still engulfed in it, the also appreciate what may be thought of as commonplace. Identity. I think one of the cool things I noticed within my senior MUN class is that they are so different, yet it doesn't even matter. From athletes to dancers, to academics to gamers, the palette of interests had quite a large range. I appreciated that in all those fields, many of my students excelled. At tonight's graduation, my students were among the valedictorians, the CIF finalist and champions, the musicians and singers, and of course, all the speakers. Most of all, they learned about Healing. From the recovery of the pandemic to the more recent passing of their classmate, this class had to deal an emotional rollercoaster. I still remember the class after they learned he had passed away. It was dead silent and it could easily have been a moment that destroy them. Instead, they relied on each other and healed. They gained understanding, appreciation, compassion, and love, as their wounds slowly healed. They gained a scar they may never lose, but that very scar is what will help them remember the many important things they gained along the way. There will be pain when they are reminded of some of the most challenging moments, but in the process, I know they'll also be reminded of the many triumphs. They gained so much along the way even as they felt loss and it is in this that they've also become stronger and ready for the future. Each of them has their own bookshelves of memories of things they've gained along the way and I only hope that everything they've gained will be a guiding light for them as they head off on the road ahead. I am confident that each of you will find your own way, using everything you gained along the way. Congratulations to the class of 2024. #SoriStrong

 

~:[CH13 - Day 150]:~ Make Sure You're Valued

 

~:[CH13 - Day 150]:~ Make Sure You're Valued

I almost changed my speech at Candle Rose the other day. I went to Tapioca Express and on the table, someone had left 17 cents. To most people, that 17 cents would be something that people just walk by. They see insignificance it its value and thus, pass it on by or leave it behind. I picked it up. I also picked up the nickle I saw today. In high school, I did the same. I picked up coins others had left behind. It made me think. People do the same to each other. People walk by those who they don't see value in, they leave them behind or treat them in a way that makes them feel insignificant. I hope that no matter how others make you feel, you remember to know your value. You are valuable. However, to make yourself grow and thrive, you must surround yourself with people that also see your value and help you grow. As I look around me, i become more and more confident that there are people who see my value and in turn, insee theirs. It's not a calculative value of what can I get from this person, rather, it's about someone who sees you for what you're worth and even elevates you to even higher places. We need to find our hype person, who will help us in this process. It's difficult when you feel like you're a penny among a sea full lf Jacksons anf Benjamins, however, there are those who will pick up that nickle and treasure it and those are the people you should really treasure, those who see your worth. I hope I can continue to see the value in others and help them see just how valuable they are; many of whom are truly golden.

~:[CH13 - Day 149]:~ You're Going to Fail

 
~:[CH13 - Day 149]:~ You're Going to Fail

Tonight was Candle Rose. After a short day of finals and a bit of cleaning, I ran a few errands, then headed back to school. It's always a great evening as seniors get one final chance to look back at their high school careers and celebrate one last time together. When preparing my speech, I went back and forth with what I wanted to say and ended up starting with "You're going to FAIL." The fear of failure is one of the things that tends to hold a lot of people back. They're worried about how they'll be perceived when they fail or how they'll feel. The reality is, as I said in my speech, if you "fail" you actually fit right in with everyone else. We all fail in life. We drop the ball, we forget, we do this and that, but we can learn, we can grow, we can improve, and we can go at it again. Time after time, even if we fail, we can aim to get one step closer in hopes of achieving our goals. I reminded them that if the passion for what you're chasing is still there, don't get discouraged and keep going at it. Like a salmon swimming upstream, it may be going against the trend and may be a challenge, but ultimately, you'll come out of it stronger, whether you reach that goal or not. We're all going to fail at some point, but let's use that "failure" to become stronger, to become tougher, and to become better. Let's not let a little roadblock keep us from continuing on our journey, as there are many great things awaiting us, if we can gather the courage to continue on and not allow the fear of failure to hold us back.

~:[CH13 - Day 148]:~ The Shine

 
~:[CH13 - Day 148]:~ The Shine

The shiny thing I got for my birthday wasn't a new car, of course, it's not something I wanted anyway. The shine that I got today, was the (somewhat) clean room I earned through working through the weekend. I originally planned to go to Vegas for a photoshoot, however, I canceled it, thinking about the load of work I had on my plate. It was the right decision. I didn't end up doing much this weekend aside from grade, prep, clean and pack, however, it was everything I dreamed it could be. The most exciting moment of the day was receiving a gift from my friend and uncovering this foiled Pokemon card. Dinner at home with my family and time to catch up on things was more than enough for me to appreciate the day. The lovely messages I received made my heart full and I am grateful for all the amazing people around me. Looking back to the start of this entry, I was wrong. The shine that I got today wasn't just for cleaning (in fact, I still have to dust to actually make it shine), it was from the beauty of all those around me who made this day special and what truly made it shine. Thank you again for making today as special as it was. Simplicity at its finest. 

~:[CH13 - Day 147]:~ Problem Solving

 

~:[CH13 - Day 147]:~ Problem Solving

My mom was excited to eat one of  her favorite dishes. Of course, she was sad when she bit into it, as they had overcooked the chicken and it was a bit hard. Obviously disappointed, we could have tossed it or ate it in a disgruntled state, however, instead, we figured out a solution. I took the food and put it in the steamer and steamed it just enough to soften up the exterior while keeping a bit of the crunch. I think in my own life, problem solving is required. From changing plans on the fly to figuring out how to do this and that at conferences, meets or in the classroom, we have to constantly find solutions. I think it's easy to toss our hands up and say, "it's not fair," or "I can't do this," but chances are, you can find a way to maneuver, even if it's not the route you planned. Life is full of detours and we can find ways to workaround things when life throws us that curveball. Somethings you may be fine moving past, but when you want or need to figure out a solution, trust that you can do it. 

~:[CH13 - Day 146]:~ A Headful of Gray

 
~:[CH13 - Day 146]:~ A Headful of Gray

"You have a gray hair." Often times when we hear this, we think of it as getting old, however, why can't we think of it as living a fuller life. With each day, if we gain a gray hair, it's another day of living. I'm sure when we think about it, most of us would trade a gray hair for another day, especially another day with the ones we love. Today, I got to spend time with my family and the two little ones running around the house. I was exhausted and probably gained a gray hair, but I also gained some memories, some laughs, and some smiles. As each day passes, it's easy to see how we have aged over time, still yet, aging is a sign that we've had the opportunity to collect many more memories. Instead of dreading what's ahead, let's celebrate each day, one gray hair at a time.

~:[CH13 - Day 145]:~ Crossing the Finish Line

 
~:[CH13 - Day 145]:~ Crossing the Finish Line

Maybe it's my cross country background, but I've never been one to have a party on the last day of school. I know it's enjoyable to sign yearbooks and chat, but I've always believe that we must see things through, as I've talked about before. With my seniors, I know they dreaded coming to my class, but I made sure that they saw their academic careers through the end. We ended with two days of finals, an essay and a MCQ. At the end of each year, I write a letter to my classes and the one point I wanted to be sure to make with my seniors is, that you want to make sure that you work until the very end. Why work for 95% of the time and then ultimately falter the final 5%. I was watching a video where an Oregon University athlete was celebrating before he crossed the finish line and someone else came up strong beside him and won. It happens all the time. When you let up too early, others are going to pass you, thus I always tell them, see it through. I think it's a valuable lesson for all of us. For each of us, we have to decide our values and priorities, but for me, if I start something, I always try to finish it. At times, I do have to make decision and pick a route or a plan, but for the most part, I try to see all things through so I can cross the finish line confidently. One of my colleagues asked her students the question of how they want to be remembered. They can do all the work they can for three years and nine to ten months, but if they get senioritis the last few weeks, many may just remember them for those final four weeks, throwing away all that work and effort  they put it. Similarly, grades can fall just as quickly and thus, I hope they all make sure to cross the finish line and do so well. The seniors ended up finishing their finals and saying goodbye during this chaotic day, however, as many things that were going on today, all the focus was on these seniors as they made their final push across that finish line. 

~:[CH13 - Day 144]:~ Prepared for the Road Ahead

 

~:[CH13 - Day 144]:~ Prepared for the Road Ahead

Before I even wrapped up the track and field banquet, I was prepping for the MUN banquet. I guess I am living through what I teach. Planning ahead and organizing your time to ensure you have enough time to finish what you need to. I think with so many years of experience, this process is becoming quite routine. I told someone that I would be wrapping up editing at 2am, and sure enough, my last edit was at that time with only exporting to do. The work to put this on can sometimes be overwhelming, but this year ran pretty smooth. Whether it's easy or difficult, it's worth it to honor these students who have done such an amazing job. I met with our principal for next year and one thing I mentioned is, that MUN is such a valuable experience for the students. Our class is full of a variety of students heading every which way, but no matter what they choose to do with their lives, they'll carry what they learned in MUN with them. They're prepared to investigate and look into things, they can articulate their thoughts, they can formulate good arguments on paper, and they can work with others to negotiate. They'll be a little more comfortable in public settings, ready to step up to present at work, and even willing to speak up when they feel it's necessary. There's a long list of other benefits of this class, but the reality is, I love to see how prepared these students are for the road ahead. Through the process, they become individuals ready for the world. They're armored with everything they need and I am confident that they when they leave, they'll have a good shot at success. I hope that there are many generations more who will be able to have this valuable experience, but for now, at least I can smile knowing that this class of 2024 is well prepared for what's ahead. Congrats to the senior MUN class of 2024!

~:[CH13 - Day 143]:~ The Mt. Rushmore

 
~:[CH13 - Day 143]:~ The Mt. Rushmore

When you think of Mt. Rushmore, you think of some of the presidents who have been monumental for some reason or another. Gutzon Borglum chose the four faces display on the mountain due to the most important events in US history. Just like the mountain, I think each community has those who they'd place on their Mt. Rushmore. It's fun to think about in each community in your own life, who would be those four who represent a time period that is most significant. Would you choose the individual most important or base it on what was accomplished during that time? Regardless of what your answer is, I hope that we can all be significant people in the communities that we work. While we may focus more in one community than another, no matter where we spend our time, I hope we do it well. Today, it was a nice celebration of some of the iconic member of our staff who were retiring. The oldest is the longest tenured at the district and was at our school since it was founded 53 years ago. In their own way, they've made an imprint on the school and the lives of thousands of students in their lifetime. I am so grateful to be able to work alongside them and celebrate this momentous occasion with them, the staff, and of course some visitors including my old principal and athletic director. Regardless, while today was an exhausting day as I edited until the very last moments of this day, it was motivating me to keep working and to do a good job, just thinking about all the work that these icons contributed during their career. Congratulations to all! 

~:[CH13 - Day 142]:~ Be Prideful

 
~:[CH13 - Day 142]:~ Be Prideful

I was pretty exhausted as I went home to edit. I sat down after getting off of work and sat at my computer until the wee hours of the morning. Many would ask, how do you do it or why do you do it? I think if I pass on anything to my students, it would be a date or even knowing about an event, but simply that they should be prideful in the work that they produce. The work we produce is a reflection of ourselves. When we produce just the minimum, people will see us as such. While I the judgement of others doesn't bother me too much, if it was truly because my quality of work was poor, it would bother me, not because of what they think, but because I know that I could have done better. My mind is counting down the days until my workload gets reduced to just the normal teaching work, but my heart keeps telling me, to produce something to remember. With the time crunch, I can't be too elaborate, but it doesn't mean I don't have the time to make something the students will remember; something they deserve. I hope that at the end of the day, the students will see what is produce and realize that they too should work towards always producing work they can be prideful in. It doesn't have to be perfect, but at the end of the day, can you look back on it and be proud to know what you produced?

~:[CH13 - Day 141]:~ Life in 30 Frames per Second

 

~:[CH13 - Day 141]:~ Life in 30 Frames per Second

One of the first things they teach you in video editing class is that each second of standard video has 30 frames in a second. In our lives, we think of the future, where we are headed and where we want to go, but do we ever think of this very moment, down to the frame within that second? This single moment captured within that second will be something we look back on and remember for a lifetime. It's easy to look forward to a birthday or graduation, but it's the frames in between that sometimes we overlook and cherish. As we count down the years, the months or the days, maybe we can view life by frame. Thirty frames per second, which equates to over 2.5 million moments within a single day. They often say appreciate the little things and while we don't have the ability to realize the 2.5 million variations in the day, I know we can find a handful of moments to appreciate. Tonight, there were so many moments to appreciate. From looking back on old memories, to saying goodbye to the seniors, and being together one last time, within the time we had over 400,000 moments we can select from the cherish. If there was not a second you were happy today, I hope that you can at least start by finding a single frame where you found some type of joy and happiness and work from there. I wasn't sure how this season would turn out, but by season's end, the team came together and found success. We survived through countless number of frames sheltered together under the canopies away from the rain, many other frames fighting off colds because of it, other frames of our lives trying to survive the heat just a few days later, to this moment where all those frames passed within a blink of an eye. Appreciate all of the moments you have on this earth, as each of them are precious and while you can acquire more wealth or new things, the one thing you can never get back is time, so treat each of those frames like the precious things they are. 

~:[CH13 - Day 140]:~ A Momentary Celebration

 
~:[CH13 - Day 140]:~ A Momentary Celebration

From planning meetings via Zoom to prep work for banquets, my day was jammed packed from beginning to end. Of course, I had my moment to relax and celebrate that it's Sunday with a drink from Tapioca Express. It's my weekend routine to make a stop there on Sunday and today was no exception. Typically, I am running around here and there, but today, was another work day from home. With just two weeks until I venture off, I had multiple planning meetings through the day and had to submit my final plans. It's amazing how time flies, but because of it, it's best to avoid procrastination as the deadlines will come before you know it. Because I didn't, today was quite a breeze as I was happy with what I produced and wrapped up everything for the track and field banquet. It definitely was a moment to celebrate as I only have a few things left on my agenda, although one of them is quite monstrous - the MUN video. At the end of a long work weekend, it's quite satisfying to look back and realize what you accomplished. At times, it may feel like a wasted weekend as you pass on various things you could have done, but still yet, you learn to appreciate that you were able to focus in and take care of business now, so there would be no stress later down the line. For all of you who found time to get something done on your to-do list or the entire list, give yourself a round of applause and find a small break to give yourself a momentary celebration that is well deserved! In the end, it will be a good motivator for you down the road, as you'll look forward to celebrating again after another job well done. 

~:[CH13 - Day 139]:~ Under the Radar

 
~:[CH13 - Day 139]:~ Under the Radar

I woke up early with the thought that I might go to an event today, but with all the thoughts of excuses to make, I figured it would be better to stay home and focus on the work I needed to do. I was sure I could finish even if I went to the event, but I thought to myself, wouldn't it be better to be relaxed, rather than stressed for time? Thus, I canceled my plans, avoided the drive to LA, and then focused on wrapping up the prep. I actually was able to accomplish things I didn't think I'd finish today, which was great. As I worked, I watched as the rookie pitcher Imanaga pitched. I wish the Angels had snagged him, yet, the Cubs got him and he is a gem. I love how he was under the radar and as of now, he is the best pitcher in the majors. He's got a style that keeps hitters guessing and doesn't rely on overpowering batters, which may be better for his longevity. I think for all of us, we have the opportunity to use our own style to find a way to the top even when we are the underdog. I think people are too quick to replicate someone's style that made them successful, rather than paving their own path. I think many knew that this pitcher would be good, but he did surprise many! Sure, there is a long way to go, but even being able to do this through this portion of the season, it is quite impressive. I had a bit more time, so I used it to prepare for my project this summer. Inspired by Imanaga, I watch to put in the work that I can to prepare to rise from the shadows and hopefully stand out because of the work that I put in. Especially for my students, many of them will only chase things that they're good at and that they can stand out, however, I always encourage them to rather, work hard for the things you're passionate about and what to get better in. You may not be the best, but if you're passionate enough about it, you'll put in the time and work in and hopefully surprise people in the end. While talent and skills definitely put you ahead, working hard behind the scenes will give you the best chance to step into the spotlight after flying under the radar. If you are passionate about it, don't be afraid to chase after it. 

~:[CH13 - Day 138]:~ Stored Away

 
~:[CH13 - Day 138]:~ Stored Away

Once I put something away, it's going to be gone for awhile. I leave things out that I need access to and put away things that I don't. However, even if it's something I need, when it's stored away, it will probably be awhile before I get back to it because of how my room cycles. I felt like those items today, as I headed home to store myself away in my room to finish preparing for my final two banquets. It will be great when Thursday comes as I will be wrapping things up, but for the next week, I'll be in my own little storage corner. The only time I left was to go back to school to pick up the certificates for the banquet and when I came out to eat dinner. I wondered if my items felt that way as well. Sure, they're not alive, but if they were, would they feel pent up, being forgotten or would they be enjoying their time away, as they have to exert very little energy. For me, I have to use a lot of mind power, but physically, I don't move much when working on things like this. By night's end, I was still energized from the great meal and wrapped up most of the packets for the banquet. There are definitely a lot of things to do, but for now, I'll break it down and do one thing at a time while I'm stored away in this little corner.

~:[CH13 - Day 137]:~ The Workout Between the Ears

 
~:[CH13 - Day 137]:~ The Workout Between the Ears

When I planned this assignment for my 2nd period, I didn't realize that it was Mental Health Action Day. However, I think it's vital that we look into our minds every once in awhile and figure out what we can do to make ourselves stronger and to allow ourselves to find more success. With my students, I had them look at what they wanted to accomplish, the words and thoughts that hold them back, and other factors that hold them back such as technology or stress at home, among many other things. I had them look at what they could do to overcome these obstacles, but most importantly, I had them look at how they overcome this stress. I think the key question of, "how are you feeling today?" is an important one to ask yourself every day. How are you feeling? Are you internalizing your thoughts and feelings too much? Do you need to find an outlet to release the strain on yourself? There are so many things that are stressors in our lives and they tend to show up at the exact moment that we don't need them to appear. However, even if you need to release a little frustration, I hope that you don't allow it to overwhelm you. If it does, reach out to someone and don't internalize it. Life is already difficult enough, but it's even harder when you isolate yourself and don't allow others to help you out. For some, it may be the best way to cope, but for most of us, don't be afraid to reach out. Regardless, for those who have struggled with their mental health, remember that the mind is just like your body. Every day, I hope you can find the time to do a workout between your ears. Reassure yourself, encourage yourself and crush those negative thoughts that hold you back from what you want to accomplish. We are capable and I hope that we look at our lives from time to time and see what is keeping us from excelling to the heights we know we can reach. In the meantime, let's keep those workouts going so our minds are ready for everything that comes our way. You got this!

~:[CH13 - Day 136]:~ How Time Flies

 
~:[CH13 - Day 136]:~ How Time Flies

Ten years ago, I had my first senior class write letters to themselves. I heard of others doing it, so I thought I would give it a try. I purchased envelopes and stamps and let them write. I was curious as to what they would write and wondered if these letters would even get to them. It's amazing how quickly time flies. I think of the memories I had with members of this class and how everything kind of meshes together over time. Even this school year, I cannot believe we are but a few weeks away from wrapping up the year. Regardless, I think it's a good reminder of how precious time is and how it flies. Before you know it, your kids will be grown, you will be retired or getting up in the morning will be harder with each passing day. Enjoy the time that you are given today so that there are no regrets tomorrow. As while it's easy to say that you'll take care of it tomorrow, it's better to make use of every moment. To my seniors who wrote your letters ten years ago, look out in your mailbox soon, as something is coming your way.

~:[CH13 - Day 135]:~ Solving

 
~:[CH13 - Day 135]:~ Solving 

Today was a great day, then it was not. It actually was a pretty good day, but it was a day full of thinking and problem solving. It's always fun when the stock market is volatile, but it also means, a lot of thinking throughout the day of what to do. Should I hold or should I sell? How much should I sell if I do? When should I buy back in? I had some good timing on my trades, but overall it was the amount that I sold that I should have thought more into. Of course, it's a guessing game, still yet, I always seem to know better and second guess myself. Similarly, my students were looking at solving puzzles and we played our cryptography game. I made up a little activity in class and the students really seem to get into it. They seemed to enjoy the game and it was fun when I revealed all the information, as it ended up making sense of most groups. Some days in life are full of these puzzles to figure out. You may not always know the answer, but sometimes, you need to figure it out or make it up as you go along. I always like to be prepared and do things the right way, so that meant that as I wrapped up my track planning, I had to figure out how to fix a problem. I figured it out in the end and it allowed me to relax and enjoy my final minutes before I called it a day. We have the capability to solve our problems, but we just have to trust ourselves enough that we have the capability to do so. Have faith! 

~:[CH13 - Day 134]:~ Special Delivery

 
~:[CH13 - Day 134]:~ Special Delivery

I got a visit from one of my former students (freshman from last year) as he brought me some food from another teacher (my sister). It's always great to see my former students as you get to see how far they've come and how they have changed, if at all. As I wander around campus, I am amazed to see some of them as I realize that they are graduating this year. It's always a special moment to see them get to that momentous milestone as while sometimes we take it for granted, it definitely is a big accomplishment. As we wrapped up our final presentation and head into the final stretch, I am excited for the end, but will not forget to enjoy all the special deliveries along the way. While some of these encounters and moments may be brief, each of them are special in their own way. 

~:[CH13 - Day 133]:~ Every So Grateful

 
~:[CH13 - Day 133]:~ Every So Grateful

We always tend to stay home on these holidays. We all don't really like the crowds, so instead, I always end up cooking. This year, I prepared early and shopped earlier in the week, so the day was pretty chill. I had a lot of work to do for the banquet, however, aside from that, I was able to focus on getting the prep done for dinner. I matched up the marinade for the steak with one of my favorites and added sides to go along with the meal. It was a great meal, but I know that the most precious thing was to be able to spend time with my family to celebrate my mother who has given so much. For many of us, our mothers are the foundation on which we grew up and became who we are. For those lucky enough to celebrate with a mother or a mother-like figure (including those single dads), I hope that you enjoyed those precious moments together. I know that with each passing year, the number of years we have together gets shorter and while we will never know how many we have, we all know that it will not be infinite. Thus, make each day with your loved ones special and be ever so grateful for all that you have, even if you don't think it's much, the love and care of those around you is more valuable than all the riches you can accumulate in a lifetime. Happy mother's day to all those who fill that role of a mother! 

~:[CH13 - Day 132]:~ What is Spectacular?

 
~:[CH13 - Day 132]:~ What is Spectacular?

I woke up and got to work. Without having an event on Saturday for the first time in awhile, I quickly got to work and began cleaning, before heading to the computer to get other work done. It felt good. Yes, I was a bit sad that we didn't advance to this week's championship, however, I think this year more than ever, I needed this extra time to wrap things up. At the last minute, I was invited to the Angels game. I had to make a trek to pick someone up before heading to the game. While the traffic was horrendous, it was good since I got the chance to chat with him on the way. We talked about family and life. As while the amazing game and spectacular firework show after was great, it made me think, what is truly spectacular? As while I would have been sad if we had lost or missed out had I not been able to enjoy this beautiful display in the skies, I think that the most spectacular thing was just the time. Win or lose, I think the night would have been just as spectacular. As we drove, we chatted about the struggles of life and realizations of what's important in life and it definitely helped me to realize in my own life, how lucky I am to have supportive people around me. When I struggled earlier in the year, I had a number of people message me or check in on me. Even if uncomfortable, they made the effort knowing the struggles. I've been lucky that it's been like that most of my life. Thus, when I get the chance to do the same, I take it. In the end, I drove about five hours today, but when I think about it, I actually think that time was spectacular. Social media makes spectacular out to me all the great things we get to see in life, but in reality, spectacular is finding a life that is comfortable, carefree and full of love and support. The dramatic scenes of romance and adventure in movies and shows pales in comparison to just being in the presences of loved ones. While hopes and dreams becoming reality can make life more spectacular, I hope that we can see that sometimes the simple things in life are what make life truly spectacular. I think through our conversation, that was one thing we arrived at that helped define what made our lives special and at the lowest times, what made life the most challenging. I hope that in our lives we can all live spectacularly and I think that all starts with simply focusing on things that make our everyday special, whatever in your lives that may be.

~:[CH13 - Day 131]:~ Years of Service

 
~:[CH13 - Day 131]:~ Years of Service

It was weird to have senior awards on a Friday, but with the impacted schedule, it just happen to play out that way. I stopped by the International Festival at Stowers before heading back to Cerritos. It's always great to attend this event as you see the students wrap up their career in high school after four long years. I get to see their growth since freshman year and recollect some fond memories from the past. Their years of service are definitely honored at this event and I appreciate that they do so, from athletics to academics and everything in between. This year was even more special. As while I like to think that I've been at the school for an eternity, one of our teachers is completing his 53 years at the school (since it opened) and will retire this year. It's incredible to think that you've been at one place for so long and been apart of its entire history, but he has. Alongside him, they honored two people who have given so much to the school, attending so many events and supporting the students in different capacities. They truly show how much they care for the students by how much time they put into their job beyond the school day. Similarly, the students recognized besides they spent countless hours dedicating themselves to this campus and definitely deserve to be on this stage honored for their years of service. Congratulations seniors and I guess senior citizens? (Just kidding on the latter half!)

~:[CH13 - Day 130]:~ Services (Not) Rendered

 
~:[CH13 - Day 130]:~ Services (Not) Rendered

I have a friend in the Philippines who occasionally is looking for particular collectibles he cannot get there. It actually kind of fun because I used to watch the WWE (formerly WWF) and I like to see how things have changed since I watched it. I got a little upset today as I mailed a package with the items and it wasn't delivered. Since I didn't get insurance, I figured the items were a lost cause, but thought they'd easily refund my delivery fee since they didn't complete the delivery. I was wrong. I kept getting the response, there's nothing I can do. The service was not rendered, yet I was still responsible for the costs since I didn't get insurance. It made no sense. While I ultimately found another way, it made me think, in our own lives, are we delivering the services we are suppose to, the way we should? I think that in most cases, I finish my delivery, however, I also think about, did I do it well? With work, with family, and with friends, I constantly think, am I doing the job I should be doing? In some cases, it's not a requirement for us to do something. However, at the end of the day, can we look back and what we did and be satisfied with how we did things? If not, I hope that we can fix it down the road. I've worked on doing this from time to time and hope that it's a regular habit so I don't become what got me so upset today. In the end, I was happy to see that my second attempt at sending the package succeeded and it's definitely a reminder that we may not always get it right the first time, but if we make the efforts, we can ensure that we deliver in the end. 

~:[CH13 - Day 129]:~ Let The Voices Be Heard

 
~:[CH13 - Day 129]:~ Let The Voices Be Heard

We continued our student driven lessons as one group decided to have a debate. I love when they do a debate, as I can sit back and listen to them. I am always amazed at the transformation they make from the beginning of the year until the end. I think it's one of the most important skills they can develop as in life, they'll need to be able to use their voice and let it be heard. As often is the case, I get to see these students grow from where they were to the confident students they'll leave our campus as. When I look at the seniors, I think back to their freshman year to remember just how much growth they've shown over the course of small time frame. Are we also doing the same in our lives? As while I address this topic regarding student growth, I hope that we are all developing, learning and growing, especially when it comes to us speaking up for ourselves. I hope that their voices will be heard and I also hope that you all will find it in you to let your voices be heard as well. 

~:[CH13 - Day 128]:~ Matching & Meetings

 
~:[CH13 - Day 128]:~ Matching & Meetings

This always is one of my favorite assignments. Leading up to this assignment, each student is assigned 3-4 countries and has to research about their imports and exports. They then select one of their country and make a trading (dating) profile. It's fun to see their creativity come alive as they make a profile that is attractive so they can find a compatible trading partner. While some try to go to their friends, they realize they cannot work together because their imports don't match up to their exports. In the end, there's a few who struggle to find a match. It's a nice break from the stress of APs. It's not an easy assignment, but at the same time, it's fun and they don't have to focus too much. After subbing a class, I headed back home to prep for the banquet and start my series of meetings that I'll be having over the next few weeks. Planning for my projects is always exciting, but the time difference means, late night meetings - a lot of them. Regardless, it gets me excited to think of the various projects I'll be working on and I only hope that the days ahead pass smoothly and quickly.

~:[CH13 - Day 127]:~ Switching Places

 
~:[CH13 - Day 127]:~ Switching Places

It's always fun, but a little strange, to be sitting in the back of the room. This week kicked off my freshmen teaching the class. I think when students see the classroom from my lens, I think they gain a little more respect for the challenges that we face on a daily basis. The two things that always stand out are the pace at which they can progress through a power point and also how to keep the class quiet and manageable. It will be interesting to see what they come up with as while many groups will keep it simple, there always is a group that has a fun assignment that really intrigues the class. What kind of student should I be this week?

~:[CH13 - Day 126]:~ Kodomo No Hi

 
~:[CH13 - Day 126]:~ Kodomo No Hi

It's Children's Day in Japan. I may be much older now, but still yet, my mom still celebrates this day with us. I find it a bit strange to celebrate now that we are adults, but it's fun to receive this and save it. I actually have been collecting them for awhile now and have stashed away every one that my mom has made for quite some time. As while adulthood has been present for awhile now, I am glad to celebrate this day with my family as it's another reason for us to celebrate together. One day, I may no longer receive these gifts to celebrate this day, but at least I have a stash of these memories to look back upon to remember these days. What are some things you've saved that help remind you of the past?

~:[CH13 - Day 125]:~ The Battlefield

 
~:[CH13 - Day 125]:~ The Battlefield

We traveled out to Ontario this year for CIF. When looking at the entries, we knew it was going to be a tough battle. Being in Division II, always is quite the challenge when you get to CIF, as if you're able to advance, you know you're elite. This year, was tougher than most. We had to assemble last minute relay teams, which definitely made it difficult in the 4x100m, where hand offs are key. However, no matter, each of my athletes ran their best and pushed their limits. Most of my distance athletes found their way to new PRs, which included a school record that's been standing for 25 years. In the field events, the starting heights may have been above their PRs, however, they did their best to reach heights they hadn't before. Similarly our high jumpers also PRed with one just one height below the qualifying mark. Although we did not have an athlete advance to finals, today ended up being a day that was one to celebrate. They faced some of the toughest competition we've seen and they never backed down, which is all you can ask of your athletes. Track and field challenges  you both physically and mentally and these athletes did all they could this season to get themselves fine tuned for this moment. With a number of underclassmen among the qualifiers, I know they are better prepared for what's ahead and will be ready to step on the track, faster and stronger than every before. I appreciate all the time and effort these athletes gave through the season and applaud their efforts they gave today, as they all definitely battled, leaving all of themselves out there. 

~:[CH13 - Day 124]:~ The Comforts of Home

 
~:[CH13 - Day 124]:~ The Comforts of Home

Sure it's great to go out with your friends, however, although I do end up out a lot, I often prefer the comforts of home. I enjoy the food that I have at home, especially after a Costco run and I don't mind the peace and quiet as well. I'm often away because of the various jobs I do, so I actually like it when I can be at home and just taking care of this and that. I always wonder what type of people others are. I wonder what in their lives has influences why they love to be away or why they like the confines of home. Do they have good memories in home or are they so exhausted by day's end, that they just want to stay in? Are they introverted? Are there certain places they want to avoid versus places they'll gladly go? I often like to consider other people's perspective, which is why I probably end up thinking about what would others prefer to do and why. Regardless, it was a fairly quiet night at home after a few errands as I prepared for the race. I had a lot of work to do, so it was nice to be able to catch up before the long grueling day tomorrow. 

~:[CH13 - Day 123]:~ Every Opportunity

~:[CH13 - Day 123]:~ Every Opportunity

Today is one of my favorite units - character. As I introduce the character speech final, I always have an opportunity to reflect on what I need to change and adjust. It makes me think about the things I've been failing to do and what I need to change to make the most of every opportunity I am given. In life, we always lose our way at times and the question is, can we guide ourselves back on track? I question if I have taken every opportunity to be aware of what's around me and reach out to as many people as I could. What more could I have done to remedy a situation? Ultimately, how could I have made adjustments to be a better model for my students and those around me? As I talked about how our actions affects others, I thought about how what I do each day effects those around me, especially my students and athletes. As many points of corrections I found, today was also a day that I found more opportunities to give back to my athletes. For each of my athletes at dinner tonight, they found a way to make the most of an opportunity given to them, as they qualified for CIF. As good as an athlete may be, these moments are not a given and thus, appreciating this very moment is important, as commonplace as it may seem. It was a joy to sit back and see them enjoy the celebration, as I appreciated what I could do to honor their efforts and sacrifices through the year. Just like my journey with character, I know that through this season they questioned if they were on the right track. They probably battled the ups and downs, dealt with injury, and found moments when standing in this year's series of races in the rain, soaking as the rain poured down asking themselves, "what am I doing here?" In whatever we do, we'll face this same struggle. We'll wonder if we're on the right path, re-evaluate and find our way back to where we should be going. In all cases, I hope that we take every opportunity possible. For me, I hope that I can find a way to stay focused on my path ahead even when thing around me try to place obstacles in my path. I know that I must trust in myself knowing that I need to constantly remind myself and check that I am on the path that I hope to be. I hope that I am taking every opportunity to reach out to those who need it whether it be a friend, family member, student, athlete, or colleague. At the end of the day, I hope that I can find a way to take every opportunity I have it life to help others, support them, and help guide them to a place that will help them find their way. As we saw one inspirational video after another, I was inspired to take advantage of every opportunity that life gives me. In just a few weeks, these freshmen will deliver these speeches they are preparing and I hope that at the very least, they'll come to the conclusion that every opportunity given to them, is yet again another opportunity to better this world, in hopes that they see the importance of displaying good character in our daily lives. 

~:[CH13 - Day 122]:~ Mining the Gold

 
~:[CH13 - Day 122]:~ Mining the Gold

It was a busy day. Our hardest workout of the week, followed by an ice bath, backed by Premios de Oro. I thought the timing would be alright, but realized the ceremony was at 6pm, so I had a tight window to transition. Regardless, I made it. It was a little bittersweet. I love this ceremony and to hear Mr. Walker speak up there is always great as he makes the students feel so special for this honor. However, with this being his last Premios, I soaked it all in. As much as he puts emphasis on the students being the golden prize, he himself has been a golden prize for this school. His energy and spirit were injected on our campus when he arrived at a moment we most needed it. Through my life, I've crossed paths with many "leaders" and there are some who speak loudly, but do very little to demonstrate their leadership. There are others, like Mr. Walker, that no matter what is being said, already earn the respect of so many through action. There are many roles that a leader must take on, but often times, the most important is simply being present. To be the model, you inspire others to do the same or lead many down the wrong path. I've seen my share of both, but it's rare to see someone who attended so many events from spotlight sporting events to the ones that no many people attend. He was visible, he was energetic, and that in itself turned around the environment on campus. We faced our ups and downs, but the reality is, that through it all, he was leading through the work, time and effort that he put in. As he talked about those golden prizes that we honored tonight (our students), they only shine like they do when there is someone there to mine them to show their glory to the world. Mr. Walker inspires us to do just that, to work hard with our students and help them shine like the golden prizes that they are. Titles should not be the thing that helps you decide who to follow, rather, I hope that we can open our eyes and truly see the leaders that are around us. Often times those leaders are not the ones who speak the loudest, but truly show us what it takes, because at the end of the day, instead of telling us about all the gold around us, they've already rolled up their sleeves and are working towards mining that precious gold. Congratulations to all of those who are our golden prizes, to all those who are working to be one of those golden prizes, and to those who helped mine them - the community around them.