~:[CH8 - Day 31]:~ You Will Be Found

~:[CH8 - Day 31]:~ You Will Be Found

We ventured through the Underground of Seattle, through Pikes Place, down Post Alley to the pier and over to the sculpture garden before calling it a day. While many of the events of the day were thrilling, it was the evening that capped off the day and highlighted it as well. As we ventured into Dear Evan Hansen, most were not prepared for the emotional message it portrayed. With many messages portrayed and with a goal not to give away any part of the show, ultimately, the phrase, "you will be found" stuck with me. I think life, we always have a point in our lives where we feel lost, afraid or alone. Sometimes it's more than others, but we always must remind ourselves that we are not alone. We have people that even when we sink to the lowest depths or the darkest of corners that will find us and reach out their hand for us. Life is definitely challenging, but we will always have those around us ready to help us fight the battle alongside us, whether we realize it or not. The musical was a reminder to look out for those who need us to reach out to them, while at the same time to know that we also need to reach out for others when we fall into these circumstances. I loved the reaction of the students and hope that the message sticks with them, as high school is one of those times where this message is most needed. 

~:[CH8 - Day 30]:~ To Mend

~:[CH8 - Day 30]:~ To Mend

Life is just like today. We travel down a path wondering what we will see as we go. We really don't know what we will encounter, but hope that as we travel, we'll find something to help us not feel so alone on our path. Along the way we may encounter difficulties much like the problem I faced with my pants. Those moments are ones that we want to forget and may even lead to us tossing something away. However, sometimes you realize that it would be a waste to throw it all away and you try to find a way to mend what's been torn apart. As you venture along the path you build memories, gain experiences, and ultimately, you hope to find a way to salvage what has been broken or torn apart. The battle scars of life are many, but those moments are sometimes the ones that can also be the most memorable. In a day full of great moments traveling from Canada to Seattle, exploring Chinatown, and venturing through the city, I found that the moments staring out the window looking at the beautiful scenery appealed to me the most. The beauty of the what lied beyond reminded me of my own life and help me reminisce on things that have gone wrong and right and what can be done to fix the past as I venture on ahead. It was a nice time to reflect and trying to take some time to be introspective. As while the day was great, it always is a good thing to take time away from all the chaos that is going on to take care of what needs to be taken care of for one's self. By night's end, I had a pair of pants that is much like myself, having the battle scars of life, but still as useful and functional as ever. As while the wears and tears of life may pull you down, it is you who must find a way to pull yourself up, so you can continue down this beautiful path that we call life and it's only when we find a way to mend those open wounds that we can take the next steps in the right direction.

~:[CH8 - Day 29]:~ Rising Above

~:[CH8 - Day 29]:~ Rising Above

There are days that you'll remember and ones that end up being spectacular moments you'll never want to forget. We ventured an hour out of Vancouver and hopped on the Sea to Sky Gondola. When we arrived, we were left in awe of its beauty. The beautiful mountains and the ocean down below. The snow cap was beautiful and just a perfect way to end our last day in Vancouver. The highlight of the trip so far seemed to tubing up here in the mountains as the screams and laughs made for memories that they won't ever forget. As they crossed over the suspension bridge, the visuals were astounding and left me in awe. I soaked the beauty all in and wish I had time to hike the trails around the mountain. Regardless, we enjoyed the time we did and headed back to Vancouver happy. We ventured out for the last time in Vancouver as I got the good news of my brother's team winning their first league title in the 605 league and the first since 1997. It was great to see them rise to the top and to see my brother and his team breakthrough! I think one of the things about life that ties in here is that despite all the opportunities the team has had, they were unable to pull through for the title. Today, when push came to shove, they held on and pulled out the victory, creating their own spectacular moment, much like we had this morning. Life will give you many opportunities to rise above, even when you have failed previous. Being able to rise above means being able to persevere when times get tough and even if it feels like you'll never find that breakthrough. My brother was finally able to do so after so many tries and after a few falters in our schedule, we had a breakthrough of our own. Life has it's moments when it truly feels heavenly and today was definitely one of those days.  Tomorrow, I will have to come back to Earth, but for now, I'll enjoy the view from up here. 

~:[CH8 - Day 28]:~ Night vs Day

~:[CH8 - Day 28]:~ Night vs Day

We visited the Capilano Suspension Bridge last night for Canyon Lights, but quickly returned this morning to see the area in the day time. Much like things in life, timing can lead to quite different views. The students noticed the difference quickly as we explored and enjoyed the beauty of the park. It was fun to wander around especially since it was pretty empty and easy to move around. As busy as life can get, this is one of the things I live for and it's these moments that make my life what it is. As stressful as planning has been, this group has gone with the flow even when things have gone as planned, they just make the most of these moments, keeping the positive energy going. I've enjoyed the good spirits of the group and as the day turned to night, we enjoyed a dinner together as we said goodbye to another day. I've often wondered if I spend too much time "working," needing to divert more time to myself, however, every time I think about it, it's moments like these that tell me that the time spent is so worthwhile. As I looked around me, the scenery was different than it was last night as the sun peeked between the trees, creating beautiful lens flares, but the reality is that day or night, these moments were equally memorable and exceptional each in their own way, reminding me that every sacrifice made, has been well worth it. 

~:[CH8 - Day 27]:~ Getting Recognized

~:[CH8 - Day 27]:~ Getting Recognized

I guess in life a little recognition means a lot. At conferences, it's always tough to see delegates who worked so hard, but didn't get the recognition they deserve. Of course, when I say that, I wonder what that truly means. At the conference, we did pretty well as we had eight awards out of the 13 people we had when they were giving out 4-6 awards per committee and four of those awards were gavels. As I think back to all the conferences I attended and also advised, I think about people who justify why they deserved an award or a higher award. Sometimes I do agree with them, but when I think about the term 'recognition they deserve," I think about how I cannot be doing thing to try to earn any type of recognition. While nice, if that is my focus,  then I am not doing these things for the right reasons. I hope that the message can also be passed on to my students as they move from conference to conference. The learning experiences they gain, the people they meet, and the memories they create are far more valuable that award that will collect dust. We ventured out to Capilano Bridge to catch the tail end of the Canyon Lights and enjoyed an evening together that culminated with dinner in Gastown. With the many hours of committee finally over, they finally get some time to see the sights of Vancouver. Award or not, I hope that these students know that we recognize their hard work and excellence on a daily basis.

~:[CH8 - Day 26]:~ No Burritos from Chinatown

~:[CH8 - Day 26]:~ No Burritos from Chinatown

I'm sure that someone can prove me wrong, but you don't travel to Chinatown to get a burrito, well at least not in Vancouver. This post has nothing to do with burritos and nothing to do with Chinatown aside from our experience today, but has everything to do with the decisions we make. In reality, we don't know that Chinatown won't have good burritos, but most people won't go there searching for it (normally). In Model UN, we face that same challenge where some people come seeking the wrong thing, not knowing what they are getting into. Most committees end up being good learning experiences, but with the wrong mix of students, sometimes the committees can be frustrating and exhausting, as some of the delegates have no clue what they're getting into. The students were summoned past the stroke of midnight as they had emergency crisis topics and the once rambunctious students looked exhausted (as they should have). Of course, with our students, they knew what they were getting for the most part and tried their best to stay on task and take the topic seriously. I hate hearing people complain, but don't mind it as much when they are complaining about how others aren't taking this process seriously enough. While there will be grown and people will better learn how to approach conferences, I do wonder sometimes while people even spend the hours that they do at a conference. For today, it was about 15 hours worth of it. The burrito was not good and many of the delegates who seemed disinterested from the start, seemed to be even more so at the end, but I was proud to see our students engaged all throughout the day. It was a fun day that lasted forever and all the students were exhausted when they came back up. I was so happy to see how focused our students were and regardless how things turn out recognition wise, as an educator, I couldn't be more proud. 

~:[CH8 - Day 25]:~ Follow Your Passion

~:[CH8 - Day 25]:~ Follow Your Passion

Model UN can be a frustrating thing when the wrong mix of delegates come together and really don't take thing seriously. You have two choices, let them bother you and take you off your game or stay focused and continue forward with what you're doing. The passionate will continue to follow what they want to do even when others get in their way or do something to inhibit progress. As the founder of Doctors without Borders Canada, Richard Heinzl, addressed the opening session of the conference, he talked about the drive and passion it took for him to found the organization. He faced the challenges of finances, but he also faced the opposition of the organization itself, as he worked to convince the Europeans that Canada too could establish an impactful sector of the organization. I loved how he told his story, but maintained the message to the delegates. He was a genuine guy and even took the time to talk to a few of our delegates before his speech. In a day that spanned 15 hours, our delegates needed to stay focused and fight off those who tried to knock them off track. They stayed focused until the late evening and while they were frustrated, I found that they kept working towards what they wanted to accomplish and for that, they were already successful. They showed how passionate they were about the debates and their frustration stemmed out of those who did not share that same passion. In life, we'll face situations when we are headed forwarded full steam while others will slowly lag behind. It is in these moments that we must decide if we allow our passions to carry us forward or we let those stragglers pull us back and ultimately, leaving us behind. Follow your passion whether it be Model UN, sports, academics, arts, etc. and don't allow the challenges that life throws at you from impeding your progress. When you hit that moment and you face those two choices, let's show our grit, allowing us to continue to fight so that our passions can one day be realized. Heinzl did so and he founded such as impressive organization that has helped over 700,000 emergency room patients in 33 countries in a single year. Had he given into the doubts and impediments of the world, that many people annual would not have had the support they have received. Like committee today, life will not always be easy, but at the end of the day, when you know you've continued to fight and follow your passion, at least you can rest easy and know that you'll be prepared to fight another day. 

~:[CH8 - Day 24]:~ Our Farewells

~:[CH8 - Day 24]:~ Our Farewells

We finished up finals, got things together and headed to the airport. It seems like I am always saying goodbye and heading off and I often don't think twice about it. It's become so routine and just part of the process. However, today's departure made me think a bit about how precious that moment is. I guess you never really realize that the goodbye could be your very last. Who knows what is going to happen on either end, so that moment could be one that is so precious, even if it is something that seems so routine. As we made our way up the coast and eventually into Canada, I welcomed the joys that the future trip would bring, but couldn't help but think that next time, I need to do a better job of saying my farewells. I fully expect to return to this trip in good health with the entire group, however, the next time you say goodbye, be sure that you make it so that if it was your last farewell, there would be no regrets. Exhausted, we landed, transferred and checked into our hotel, knowing all too well that tomorrow was going to be a long day. For now, however, we say adieu, as we will see you all soon.

~:[CH8 - Day 23]:~ The Moments We'll Never Capture

~:[CH8 - Day 23]:~ The Moments We'll Never Capture

There are moments in life that are so precious and pure, that not even the most up-to-date camera could capture all of the emotions of the moment and then there are feelings and emotion that it can't capture as well. Instagram, Facebook and Twitter among other social media can convey moments, but it cannot convey what people are truly feeling or what a moment actually feels like. We are humans and as such, we discover the emotions that come with these  moments that are impossible to put into works or capture with an image. I encourage you put yourself out there and face these emotions and find these moments to help yourself learn and grow. As scrolling through Instagram and commenting on Facebook keeps people in touch, but in reality, going out to see these very people creates moments that we'll never be able to post. Strangely enough, I will be posting this online, but soon thereafter, I'll find a way to experience all of these moments I can. As I hear the struggles of friends with their families or themselves, say goodbyes to those who are leaving and welcoming those who are coming home, and console in defeat and celebrate in success, I know that I am experience moments that I only find when I put myself out there and face up to the world, Tomorrow's a new day, so let's put down our phones and find more moments that an image can never capture.

~:[CH8 - Day 22]:~ The Past that Molds Us

~:[CH8 - Day 22]:~ The Past that Molds Us

I sat down with an alum who I am close to and interviewed him for our anniversary video. Yes, I am still working on that and while I've been very busy and unable to keep up to pace, I've slowly collected interviews from time to time. It was nice to hear all the advice he had for the future generations and it brought back memories as he talked about the memories of high school and what he has gained. He was always one of our top MUN students and even popped into visit during conferences years after he graduated. I was glad that he was still using those skills he gained today, as he networks and deals with the ups and downs of business and life. It was weird as I reminisce most of the day about MUN as I met up with our area's field deputy who happens to be a former parent. It was great talk stories as we ate Hawaiian food (see what I did there?). Finals are a little bit stressful as I have to get everything in line and in order to put in grades by days end, but it also gave me some time to spend some time with some close friends who helped me see even more how the past molds us into who we are today. As he said, don't be afraid to take that risk and try your best to experience what you can while you can, as you never really know what you'll discover something about yourself that will mold you into the future you. 

~:[CH8 - Day 21]:~ Traffic Can't Slow Me Down

~:[CH8 - Day 21]:~ Traffic Can't Slow Me Down

There always things in life that will try to get in your way. You'll have to ponder long and hard about all the things that are worth fighting for and the things you allow to pass you by. You often let go of things you shouldn't have and hold on to things that you shouldn't have as well, but in the end, you make your choice and live with it. As I headed down the road, there was a lot more in my way on the way home that on my drive there, but I wasn't worried bout that, rather I soaked in the views around me and the beautiful colors that filled the sky. It was a gorgeous drive home and while the setting sun blinded us for a bit, it ended up that it created a beauty on the drive I have never seen. I drove home after a successful mini road trip, catching up with people in a very short span. You wonder if it was worth it to travel so far, but when you think back, you know that all that effort was worth the quality time even if it was for less than a day. Some people would have rather stayed at home and chatted on the phone or FaceTime, but I thought the trek would be worth it. It was. I won't be trekking down this road for a little bit, but when I do, I will look forward to more great moments and quality time, all that can be done in such a short span. My ride home almost felt longer than the time I had spent in Vegas, but I didn't let it bother me at all. I soaked it all in and didn't let the traffic slow me down. 

~:[CH8 - Day 20]:~ A Slot of Luck

~:[CH8 - Day 20]:~ A Slot of Luck

I knew I couldn't stay home for a day and finally take that break that I needed. With a friend in town and an errand to do there anyways, I found a reason to trek to Vegas. It was a blessing that the roads were clear and everything went smoothly. I got what I wanted for lunch, had some bad luck on the floor, bowled a 200 and just missed a perfect game (of spares ... hehe), didn't quite have what I wanted for dinner (but it ended up being good) and then had some great luck on the floor. Regardless, whether you win or lose or things go good or bad, it's the opportunities to catch up with people and just interact that makes a day wonderful. Thing aren't always going to fall into place and your pocket may not always be full, but those who you can trust, will be there standing next to you many days behind the lifespan of your fortune and material goods. While I finally had some luck out there, the luck I cherished most at the end of the day was definitely the quality time. 

~:[CH8 - Day 19]:~ Taking a Deep Breath

~:[CH8 - Day 19]:~ Taking a Deep Breath

It can be nerve-wracking to stand in front of a crowd, but sometimes, simply taking a deep breath can help. It also can help to relieve that stress and help you move forward. The last three months have been some of the busiest three of my life. While I anticipated it and planned accordingly, it still became quite overwhelming. From ending cross country season, a good number of days away, and a huge amount of deadlines and events, I felt like I was going to go crazy at some point, but every once in awhile, I took a deep breath. It was my fault for stacking things on top of one another, but in the end, I found a way to make it through. I have a week that will be a little more mellow before things pick up again, but I know that in the end, I will be able to make it. Every year, I see the freshmen find the same immense load of work in front of them and I see their faces thinking, can I do this? Some give up before they even try, but then I see a number of them tackle it and as they do, they learn and they grow. Today was one of the days where I saw them grow the most and while there was frustration from a poorly run conference, I saw delegates who kept their focus despite the distractions and also ones that took that same deep breath and headed into the gauntlet. Life will never make it easy on us and while it gives us rewards, it's only after we have proven that they are deserved. Just remember that you have what it takes to make it. Plan, be confident and take that deep breath. You may fail the first time, but keep at it and eventually you'll find that breath through you've searched for all along. While I look forward to finally finding some "mellow normal life kind of things," I continue to grow as I keep facing up to all the challenges that come my way. Breathe and let's go!

~:[CH8 - Day 18]:~ Actions Speak Louder ...

~:[CH8 - Day 18]:~ Actions Speak Louder ...

It's a common saying that actions speak louder than words and this is more than true everywhere. When a someone says they'll take care of something for you and they don't, there words mean less to you going forward. I myself have been crossed so many times by words and I've also done the same to others. How you act and react definitely are things to think about as you move through life. The people I respect the most let their actions do the talking and while a nice conversation is great, I love being around those who words match their actions. Sure, we're going to slip from time to time, but overall, be a person who acts upon the promises you make or don't make them at all. As I think back on my life, I wish for the opportunities to fox those times where I couldn't keep my promises and where my words where nothing but hollow statements, as I could not follow through. I think when face these moments and you are a person who is "of their word," you work hard to ensure that it doesn't happen often or ever again. I hope that we can all be people who can do good through their actions and not simply make people feel comforted only through their words. In the same moment, also be people who in the face of conflict, controversy or great obstacle, let their actions do the talking for them. At tonight's Homecoming game, we didn't come out like we were going to follow through, but the moment they faced adversity as the Whitney crowd haggled our team, we used our actions to respond, rather than words, which we often resort to. Whether in response to a bad situation, which has been common in this Twitter-crazed world or a moment where we feel unmotivated to complete a task, let's be sure that going forward, we do our best to be the people we want others to be, to be people who show you who they are by following through by what they do. 

~:[CH8 - Day 17]:~ The Conversation with Ourselves

~:[CH8 - Day 17]:~ The Conversation with Ourselves

Although this image is of a senior preparing for her Vancouver grills, it reminded me of the conversations that I have with myself when life gets tough and when I just need a bit of encouragement. The love and support of those around me is great, but sometimes, it just has to be you facing up against the world. When I saw this scene, it made me look back at my life and all the ups and downs that I have had. The great times, the bad decisions, and the times that just seemed to pass by. I thought of the places I've been, the people I've met and those moments where I just prayed that I would be able to meet a deadline or even simply make it home. If life doesn't have these moments, maybe you have to put yourself out there more (or you just have a wonderful fate), but for me, these are the moments that have defined me and giving me the grit that I have needed to make it through the toughest times of my life. Sometimes you stand there realizing the mistake you made, wondering what you should do in a given situation, or just trying to contain your excitement of something that is to come, but regardless know that the precious time you get to spend with yourself doesn't have to be defined at loneliness, rather it's quality time with your inner self, where your heart, your mind and your soul get together for a pow wow. There are moments I wish I could change and even know they can tear you apart inside and there are moments I wish I can experience again, but then I also realize that time doesn't move backwards. In time, I will stand in my own corner by my lonesome and have that face-to-face with myself. Will it be a happy moment or a sad one? Regardless, it will be a moment that I will learn from myself and grow, where I will find the confidence to move forward, and the faith that all things will fall into place. We're bound to fall, but we're also bound to get up, we're going to fly, but at the same time, what goes up, must come down. The reality of life can be hard, but at the same time, life can take you to the moon and back. As I stood and let my mind wander as I saw this scene, I took it all in and let my inner self know, I will see you soon. Life isn't easy, but isn't that what makes it great? Tomorrow is but another day of a month in a year and much like the pages of the book, day by day, we turn each page, to reveal what's next in our story. As while what is written on the page may change how our day goes, we mustn't forget that all the conversations we've been able to have with ourselves are the very things that will get us through the challenges that we will face ahead. Even when no one is around, we're never alone, as we have our heart, our minds, our souls and ourselves. 

~:[CH8 - Day 16]:~ Taking Note

~:[CH8 - Day 16]:~ Taking Note

A portion of our grill session worked on the students listening and note taking abilities. Yes, the process of Nationals has begun as the students begin to work on a variety of skills, some of which they command and others which they lack. It's always fun to see how they react to the different activities we have and while we had a few flops, we also had our share of successes. It's laborious working into the night especially when it's raining outside, but as I ventured back home just past 9:00pm, I felt accomplished with the small steps of progress we have made. There is a lot of room to grow, but it's all about putting in the work and getting better. Strangely enough, in all my classes, we were taking notes today and while they may not have yet mastered these skills yet, they'll get there sure enough. Just take note of that right now.

~:[CH8 - Day 15]:~ Playing with Your Food

~:[CH8 - Day 15]:~ Playing with Your Food

I sat by the window listening to the rare rain shower that created a gentle symphony outside as the rain drops hit the ground. Today was a fairly average day aside from the rain that poured down and the soaking athletes that returned from the optional run due to the rain. Regardless, we got some good work in at the weight room and while the rain is hindering our workouts, it's been nice to be able to get in there especially since this week is a nightmare. I had a pile of papers to grade, but something inside of me said, let's cook. I ended up making a chicken curry with a array of colors for the potatoes and carrots. It was a fun piece and I even added my failed attempt at a Gudetama into the dish. I've always been told growing up to not play with my food, but one thing is definitely for sure ... playing with your food is what breeds creativity and expression. Playing with my food has given me a chance to think outside the box, have some fun, satisfy my stomach and express myself. While table etiquette is a thing, it can be something that you occasionally put aside, as the creativity that comes with piecing together your food is something that should be shared. 

~:[CH8 - Day 14]:~ Among the Greats

~:[CH8 - Day 14]:~ Among the Greats

I walked among the greats on this rainy day as I headed into Korean Heritage Night at the Clippers game where Junoflo would perform at halftime at center stage. The players shined on the court and while I left disappointed at the Clippers loss, I still thought about the attention they will all get, the attention that those who have a statue for them have gotten and the spotlight that many will grace. On this very rainy day, there also stood many greats who walked the streets in Los Angeles asking to be given the opportunity to do their best. While these statues get shined, the glimmer in the classrooms of Los Angeles have a lot to do with those who work so hard in the classroom each and every day. I live that life on a daily basis and know how hard that battleground can be and I could not imagine having less resources than I already have. However, just because they aren't in the spotlight like Junoflo was tonight or have a statue made for them, it doesn't make them any less great. The greats have a statue to commemorate what they've done, but not all the greats have a statue. As I look around in my own life, I think about how a statue should be erected for my parents, my friends and my colleagues. Many who work so tirelessly, who may never become rich or famous, but have as much of a right to be as those who stand in front of the Staples Center. To the friend who makes an evening so comfortable and lets you just hang out after a long day or to parents who are always so loving and caring even when you  may not be. There are so many greats in my life and we cannot forget that while they may not have a physical statue in this world, we cannot forget to erect them a statue within our hearts. As the world may never shine a spotlight on them, but it's they who will be the spotlight of your world. They don't need the spotlight, because they are the spotlight and let's never forget that. The world can so easily guide us into the darkness enticing us with the evils of this world, but it is they who will be the guiding light to help you find where you are going. I didn't see a plaque dedicating anything to my parents, friends or colleagues tonight, but as I thought about the many greats, it wasn't a professional athlete or actor that came to mind, but those who made a difference in my life, forever cementing their place in my life. Like the weight of these statues, they keep me grounded and I hope that I never lose sight of that as I head forward on my path. Many of those who left their classrooms are the greats in the world of someone and I only hope that this world can see that greatness is more than the spotlight of the world, but rather those who need not a statue, as they will be remembered despite its absence. Tomorrow, let's be grateful and show appreciation to all those who are the greats in our lives and raise your voices to let them know that they hold a place in the wall of fame of your life. I guarantee you, it will be a greater than any statue could ever be. 

~:[CH8 - Day 13]:~ As Time Slips Away

~:[CH8 - Day 13]:~ As Time Slips Away

We are already almost two weeks into the new year and with those who have made resolutions, the question is, have you stuck to them. I've already said that I am not one who makes resolutions. Whether or not you've stuck to them or not, just be sure that each and every day, you're living it in a way that keeps you happy and satisfied. No, it's not about the FOMO (fear of missing out) or anything of that sort, but rather, making sure that you make the most of your opportunities and don't allow things to restrict your happiness. Smile more, keep a positive mindset and open the doors that opportunity provides for you. In watching a drama, it was said that before you know it, time will slip through you hands. It's true. Before you even realize it, ten or twenty years will pass and the opportunities you once said, I'll do it tomorrow to, will be gone. You may have you doubts and your fears, for some reason you're holding back, or you may simply not have the motivation to do what you know you should, but today is not a day to make a resolution, but simply to push yourself forward so that you don't allow time to pass you buy. Shed the fear of pain and heartache, of disappointment and failure and take a chance or a second chance, don't hesitate when your opportunity arises and get yourself up, even if that means kicking yourself in the behind. As I ventured between errands and grading and even a little time to enjoy and relax, I saw that there were opportunities to pass, but I also wanted to be sure that time was something I made become of value. Before we know it, our hair will turn silver or even fall out, our faces will sag and our once so perfect posture may turn into a slump and that "tomorrow" we always talked about will be long in the past. You don't have to spend thousands of dollars on a dream vacation or hundreds more on a ticket to a concert you dreamed of going to, but also don't be one who let's the negative win, by letting time pass you by. Shed the negativity, find the motivation, and run ahead before time passes you by. I know life is hard and we face the roller coaster of emotions on a daily, but we are also built to handle those emotion, if not alone, then with the loved ones that surround us. Time is calling for you to keep pace and you are the one that can decide if you make precious use of it or you sit and watch it pass you by. Before you know it, it will be late for that "tomorrow." Let's all make the most of the time we have together. There's so much that can bring us down in this world, especially today, so let's do our best to lift each other up and motivate each other to move forward and not waste any more of these precious seconds we have. 

~:[CH8 - Day 12]:~ Every Piece

~:[CH8 - Day 12]:~ Every Piece

As I looked up in amazement of the walls that surrounded me, it was an amazing display that was truly unexpected. The visuals were stunning from the steam that rose from the tables in the room next to us, to the towering shelves that surrounded us. It was fairly simple, yet something about it appealed to me. From community day to hot pot to kdramas and a sprinkling of work, I allowed this day to be structured yet also relaxing. There wasn't a huge rush in the day, but it was perfectly filled until night's end. It made me think about the towering shelves that surrounded us. The pieces of our days, our years and of our lives, fit together in a display that may seem simple, but together, it's a display that is a sight for the eyes. Each day may not seem special, but as a whole, you slowly piece together something that you can be proud of. Like a stitch within a carpet or a brush stroke within a painting, we are all working on that display and each and every day, what we put into the masterpiece will make up the display that is ourselves. Every encounter and every moment because of piece of this greater work. I have been blessed to have many great pieces and hope that we can all share pieces of ourselves to display in each other's masterpiece that is you. Whether we realize it or not, we each impact each others lives and leave an indelible impression on the lives of those around us. Let's make them ones we will always want to remember so when we look back, they'll bring back memories that we will never want to forget. 

~:[CH8 - Day 11]:~ The Complement

~:[CH8 - Day 11]:~ The Complement

It seems like that in life, there are so many great things about the world, but in its singularity, it's not as good with its complement. Sure, things in life can go á la carte, but often times we find that they often go well paired with something else. I am guessing humans are like this too, but sometimes, are we too much in a rush to find the complement to ourselves. It't not like adding peanut butter to jelly. We, as humans, are quite complex people traveling at our own time. Nothing against peanut butter, however, it just seems that sometimes, we shouldn't be in a rush to find our complement, rather, we must be patient and fine craft our complement at the right moment. Sure, when we do this, we can often set ourselves up for disaster and loneliness, but sometimes it can be better than what results otherwise.  Regardless, much like the complement to my dinner tonight, I hope that you all find (or have found) the complement that has made  your lives better and if not, know that in time, that complement will soon be the one thing that you'll know has been waiting for you all of your life. 

~:[CH8 - Day 10]:~ That Just About Sums It Up

~:[CH8 - Day 10]:~ That Just About Sums It Up

Today was my first day back as I tried to catch up and slip back into the routine. It feels weird when everyone has a head start on you and you're sprinting to catch up. That kind of sums up my life, I hit the ground running. I keep my schedule packed and use efficiency to try and catch up. Late nights and that glaze of exhaustion is how you start, but slowly, it wears off and you start to pace yourself. I ask myself sometimes if it's worth it, but being able to do more in a given day, week, month or year, I would often say yes. From class to practice to grills, it was definitely a full night, but one that I would not change, as it felt good being back in the grind. For many, work can be a chore, but when you have great people around you, it makes it much easier. As I look at this picture, you see the goofiness of this group and sometimes you just look at a picture like this and think to yourself, yeah, that just sums it up. Today was a summation of how my life is normally and this picture is why I keep at it day after day. Sure the weights of life may be heavy on your shoulders, but it's captured moments like this that can easily lift you up and carry you to the finish line. I made it to the end of the day and ready to sprint ahead again into the finish line and hopefully they'll be there to help me cross it again tomorrow.

~:[CH8 - Day 9]:~ Somewhere in the Heavens

~:[CH8 - Day 9]:~ Somewhere in the Heavens

I only was awake for about thirty minutes of the entire two flights that I took today. The flight attendant may have thought I was dead as I did not wake up for the meals nor to use the restroom. As I looked out though, I saw a beautiful sight. Initially, we were floating above the clouds and soon thereafter, the City of Angels would appear, my home. As many times as I go away and as amazing as the adventures are abroad, there always is this sense of longing to go home. The people (friends and family), the food, and just the comforts of it all make it something you want to come back to time after time. Of course, we know not the path that we are destined to travel and we wonder where our path leads within these beautiful world. I could end up working permanently in Tokyo after networking there the past week or not a single thing may change until I lay to rest years down the line. As I have said many times before, life is unpredictable and it's in living that we find our path and as much as we will the direction in which we go, the path we lead also is controlled by the destiny of our lives. Tonight I found out about the passing of someone I knew for so long. I was saddened by the news, but also thought about the richness of the life she lived and the love that she was surrounded by. No matter where you end up and no matter what you end up doing, I hope we all can remember to live a life of love and compassion. As no matter how many roads we travel in our lives, how many awards we receive or how much money we possess, the only true wealth in our lives is the love of those who surround us. As the plane traveled through the heavens, I didn't realize what the feeling I had sense really meant, but when I got home, I realized the message I was being sent. There are many who we have sent to these very heavens and while I hope that we do not send many there too soon, that when it's time, we will send them there will all the love that's within our hearts. Remember them forever and keep them in your memories as it is in that, will they remain alive in our hearts forever. 

~:[CH8 - Day 8]:~ The Sun Rose Today

~:[CH8 - Day 8]:~ The Sun Rose Today

I laid in my bed and somehow I left the curtain open just a bit. Normally, I would close it completely before going to bed, but this time, I ended up not doing it. In the morning, the sun poked through and I woke up to see the sun rise perfect between two buildings in the distance. It was quite glorious but also reminded me that everyday that the sun rises is a special one. We often look forward to moments and events that are upcoming, but isn't every day the sun rises one to appreciate and to look forward to? Today was my last full day in Seoul and I tried to make the most of it by venturing out around to different neighborhoods and trying to find new places to visit. There wasn't anything special about the day itself aside from a meet up with a friend for a chat, but ordinary can still be extraordinary. Why? It's because the sun rose today and that in itself is extraordinary. I think that we all, myself included, look for that Instagramable moment and seek out that adventure, but in reality those moments which are most extraordinary aren't ones that can always be captured and are the ones we should truly be on the lookout for. As I wandered the streets just soaking it all in, I knew that it was not Instagramable, that the moment I was experience was quite special. Yes, the sun rose today and for that, I know it was a great one. 

~:[CH8 - Day 7]:~ Straight Out of the Future

~:[CH8 - Day 7]:~ Straight Out of the Future

At DDP (Dongdaemun Design Plaza), I couldn't help but think, I feel like I am walking through a Korean drama set about the future. The design of this area is quite impressive and makes you wonder what the future is going to be like. It also makes you think about what your own future will be like. I think it's important to look forward to the future, but also not to get so wrapped up in it, that we forget to see the issues of the present. At the same time, we can't allow our present to hold us back from our future. While it feels like a lose-lose, honestly, it's all about balance and harmony. I wasted away time in the area, as I wanted to be here when the day turned to night, as the spectacle of the DDP LED Rose Garden would begin as the plaza lights up with an entire field of flowers, but I was more impressed by the building itself, especially at night. I ventured around Seoul a bit longer and soaked it all in, but didn't stay out too late as the bitter cold began to roll in. It's not as cold as it could have been, but definitely colder than I'm used to. As I walked, I began to imagine how my future would shape up, but still remembered to enjoy all that was around me in the present. Just like how this amazing complex took shape, I will slowly begin to build my future one layer at a time in hopes that it will turn out as amazing as this beautiful place. 

~:[CH8 - Day 6]:~ Just in the Nick of Time

~:[CH8 - Day 6]:~ Just in the Nick of Time

I started the day off with time to spare, but ended it just in the nick of time. Dating back to the 16th century, we see that the phrase arose out of something that was just at the right time - precise. I guess sometimes, it's all about that - timing. It worked out that I could do these final two shoots and then just have enough time to head back to Shinjuku and catch the NEX to the airport. A duo of guys were not so lucky as I saw them realize what time it was and jet off trying to make their flight. I later saw them and they didn't. That's how life is. You plan and you hope. Sometimes it works out and at other times, you lie on the floor realizing you missed your chance. Sometimes you get to the door just as it closes and sometimes the door shuts in your face. While I wish that someone had all the answers, that's part of the life we live. As I roamed the streets of Tokyo for the final time, I sadly had to pass on lunch with a friend, as I looked out the window on the way to the airport. I realized that I actually had time to spare, but leaving later may have left me the same fate as the other two, the two which I wonder what actually happened to them. Sometimes those moments actually work out for the better and sometimes, you just have to move on, knowing that it was not the right time. My own moment came hours later as my flight arrived late into Seoul. My plan of catching the last AREX was squashed when my flight was late. I rushed to the terminal and caught the train to Seoul Station and ran to the last train, which was a long trek across the station. Yes, I made it to the last train panting and sweating, but just in the nick of time. I think back to my delicious last meal in Tokyo and think about how the timing of this trip was perfect. While I did some work while I was here, it was a great break from the stress of life back home. As I now turn my attention to the frigid temperatures of Seoul, I hope that my timing can once again be just right. If not, I hope that at least the alternatives waiting for me are just as great. 

~:[CH8 - Day 5]:~ Its (Our) Tune

~:[CH8 - Day 5]:~ Its (Our) Tune

While I knew of the composer Minoru Mukaiya, I never paid as much attention to the chimes at each station until this trip. As I made treks from Shinjuku to Yokohama and Kawasaki, over to Toyosu and Odaiba, and all the way from Narita, I enjoyed the melodies played at each station. Mukaiya said that he tried to match the feel of the station with the melody played when a train arrived. It provides each station with its own uniqueness and reminded me a lot of how we have our own tunes. We each have something about us that is unique from others and we all live our lives a certain way, our own theme song. As I took my trek up and back today, I noticed them all and soaked them all in, thinking about how this related to people. My theme song would be ... well, who knows? Yesterday I was on the bright streets and today, I was in the dark alleys of Kowloon, well at least a place designed to look like the old walled city of Kowloon. After working on my shoot, which ended up being quite amazing, I made my way down to Kawasaki where they turned an entire building into something so amazing and also compelling. At times, I had no clue what I was doing on some of the games. On my last, I was so lost that I left without having spent all the tokens I had, not knowing what I was doing or what the purpose of the game was. I vaguely understand the game now, but if someone where to ask me what it was about, I would respond, "beats me." It also showed me why the gaming culture is still alive and well in Japan, as so many people frequented the arcade which was amazingly designed even if it looked run down, it perfectly matched their goals and liked how despite its touristy nature, it was a pretty decent sized local crowd. I jetted out of there making sure I could make the last trains back to Shinjuku, but as I headed back, I enjoyed the tunes one again thinking about how my tune would sound ... adventurous, traditional, upbeat, mellow? I think I better start composing my seven second theme in my mind. We all have the opportunity to make our melody of our lives sound the way we want. While life is unpredictable, we can help direct the way things go and hope it stays on track. Let's get ready to compose the melody of our lives. 

~:[CH8 - Day 4]:~ Life Goes Zooming By

~:[CH8 - Day 4]:~ Life Goes Zooming By

I finished eating lunch with my friend and wasn't 100% sure what I wanted to do before meeting my friend later that night. I could've rested, but knowing that I had to work this weekend, I decided to make the most of my time and headed off. I was going to go to the light festival, but timing wise, it wouldn't have worked out, so I ventured off to Yokohama to see what I've been missing there. It was fun to explore a new area and even took the time to stop at an overpass to take some shots, when I almost walked on by to hurry back to Tokyo. I guess that sums up life in a nutshell. The choices you make give you opportunities or experiences which may be both good and bad. In my experiences, I have had more good experiences than bad while taking these opportunities, but for others it may not be the same. Regardless, life will keep moving along with or without you so make a decision before it's all gone. As I walked through the metro system of Tokyo, I realized that this place could be a disaster if you didn't know where you were going. The signage is great in most cases, but everyone moves with such purpose that you can't move at a lethargic without getting in the way. I guess this paralleled my experience as you only have a few moments to make decisions before they disappear. Don't rush and make a bad decision, but also be decisive when these moments come. Rest could have done me a lot of good, but most people know I wouldn't choose that option, as I headed out for one last adventure before I have to head back to the work grind. 

~:[CH8 - Day 3]:~ Out of this World

~:[CH8 - Day 3]:~ Out of this World

I got another glimpse of Odaiba from above and caught up with friends from Taiwan, Japan, and an alum from Cerritos and propelled the day into something that was out of the world. The day was centered around the teamLab Planets exhibition which was quite the experience, as they continue to throw what an art exhibit is like out the door. The things done in this exhibit would probably never fly in the United States, but an exhibit that interacts with you, leaves you in awe and keeps wanting to experience more, definitely has succeeded. I watched as a girl ran across the water-filled reflective room, as she tried to catch the koi fish projected on the water below. As she did they would swim off and in some cases, disappear. It was amazing how the installation was programmed and setup and despite the awkwardness of wading through water, it was magical and indescribable. It was some similarities to the teamLab Borderless exhibit which has exploded in popularity, but it was nice that it had a timed entrance so you didn't have to deal with the craziness of the lines in Odaiba. As I looked out the glass carriage of the ferris wheel, I thought of the wonderful world that was around me, similar to that feel that I had while catching up with my friends, and just like the exhibit today, together, it was all out of this world. By night's end, our plans had not worked out completely, but that cannot be something that ruins a perfectly amazing day, one that you'd have to see to believe. 

~:[CH8 - Day 2]:~ Close Yet So Far Away

~:[CH8 - Day 2]:~ Close Yet So Far Away

These types of days are hard to blog on, as I pretty much lose a day in the process of traveling here. However, there was one thing that stood out, that no matter how far away you are, sometimes you feel so close to home. As I walked off the plane, my beloved Ohtani was displayed on a huge ad, I opened up my Pokemon Go app and I stopped off to grab a snack at Yoshinoya and downed it with a Pepsi. It's weird how some of the smallest things can help bring you back to home. I got to relax a bit before meeting up with one of my friends as we chatted a bit before heading off. One thing he asked me was, what do you like most about Tokyo and I responded food and the trains. I responded with trains because it's so convenient to get to people and connect with them, rather than having to hassle with traffic and parking. Even people who live at a distance are now quite conveniently close to visit. Maybe that's what keeps me coming back here. Maybe the feeling of home is that this place has become my second home, as I've connected with so many people while I've visited here. The language barrier can be a problem every now and then, but for the most part, they are patient and accepting and for that, I find the comforts of home. Tomorrow, I will finally get to do something and enjoy the splendors of Tokyo. Even when I miss home, at least I know there are somethings that will always bring me back, even when I'm oh so far away.

~:[CH8 - Day 1]:~ Starting Where I Left Off

~:[CH8 - Day 1]:~ Starting Where I Left Off

I've never done this before and today reminded me why. While I love to travel, trying to get everything lined up after hosting a party on New Year's Eve is a bit crazy. Today I headed out on a journey to complete a job in Tokyo and as I flew out, I began missing the food that I could have been eating if I stayed home. The adventures of traveling are wonderful, but the comforts of home sometimes outweigh these joys. There will be a number of cool experiences and opportunities awaiting me when I arrive, but when I think back to 2018, I also think that I need more home adventures and will try to reserve some of those long weekend for the nomad life. As I looked out the window, the tint of the dreamliner's window made the sky quite a sight to see and a great way to move into the new year. Who know's what 2019 will bring, but all I know is that I hope to make the most of the time I have and focus more on those amazing people who are around me. To all those amazing people around me, I hope that 2019 treats you well and that you find the time to look out the window once in awhile and in the haze that make block your view, know that the sun is shining and waiting for you to soak it all in. Life is not always going to be perfect and it will be quite draining at times, but there is a lot of greatness that lies beyond and I hope that you all find that greatness that awaits you all!