Wednesday, June 30, 2021

~:[CH10 - Day 181]:~ Back in Time

 
~:[CH10 - Day 181]:~ Back in Time

It was a bit of a trek, but it was worth the drive to get to shoot at a place that made it felt like I went back in time, hundreds if not thousands of years. It was funny to be in all these places and feel like I was in one of these dramas, as I was truly on set. They were actually staging for another shoot later that day, so we worked our way through the various parts of the set fairly quickly and truly making that transformation back in time. I had not exercised in a bit, so walking up and down the hills to the different sections was exhausting, but it was nice to get to those spots, especially when you pretty much have it all to yourselves. As we walked out, they were doing costume and make up for all the extras in the other filming and was definitely cool to see that process take place. I ventured out to another stop, but it definitely didn't compare to being on this wonderful set and it made me want to go back and watch all the historicals to see exactly which ones were shot here. I know for sure Daechwita was shot here. I was definitely exhausted, but there was no time to rest. I ventured out to find a few more things as I wandered through the endless streets and shopping areas. I found what I was looking for in the end when I STOPPED looking, but in the process, there were so many more discoveries. I also found what I wanted to eat, but regretted it just a bit, because I tried to finish it because it was so good. I was rolling and into bed I did just that. Sore muscles, a full stomach, and so many beautiful memories. 

Tuesday, June 29, 2021

~:[CH10 - Day 180]:~ Bringing Cheer

 
~:[CH10 - Day 180]:~ Bringing Cheer

It's been hard the past year. Events were either canceled or virtual and it's hard to really bring cheer when not in person, at least not immediately. However, as things have become more normal and life itself cruising along, you are getting more and more chances to cheer on all those performances whether someone you know, someone you follow or both. It was great to be able to do that during a day where I was able to venture out, meet a friend over lunch, run a few errands while exploring, then hit up the performance. I've seen it a few times virtually, but was glad to be able to see it in person, finally. Watching it in advance really helped me understand the lines a bit more, which was great, but being in the audience for this one was priceless. Wonpil was a gem and aside from moving a plate on the table, his performance was flawless. It was a great way to spend the day and the start of a series of adventures upcoming. 

Monday, June 28, 2021

~:[CH10 - Day 179]:~ The Bluest of Skies

 
~:[CH10 - Day 179]:~ The Bluest of Skies

It's a blue sky. It's a breeze, however, they're beautiful. You grow so much more appreciate when something is just missing. We learned a lot about that during the pandemic and now, I found another reason to appreciate it even more. We are a little spoiled in SoCal to (almost) always see this sky, but when you take it away for a bit and then you get it to back, you grow more of that appreciation for it. The barrier has now been removed and it's time to soak in all of these beautiful things that await.

Sunday, June 27, 2021

~:[CH10 - Day 178]:~ Legendary

 
~:[CH10 - Day 178]:~ Legendary

He didn't necessarily live up the hype his first few years. You saw glimpses of it, but injuries and setbacks kept him from reaching his full potential. Through half a season, we are starting to see the blossoming of this amazing legend. No matter how long he ends up staying in the league playing a dual role, you must admit that this is something we may never see for awhile. A hard working, humble, yet just amazing physical specimen who is doing things not seen since Babe Ruth. Even more so, he caries the weight of a nation on his shoulders. When in Japan, you see a huge image of him right when you land in Tokyo and here and there, his image is everywhere. Today his performance was amazing perfect, as he was a single away from the super cycle as I call it - a cycle plus a walk. Regardless, through half a season, this has truly been legendary. While we may never get to this stage, I think the best lesson we can learn from this is, we all that have that skill in something we do, but we will also face setbacks in the process. Trust in the process, work at it and hopefully we can all be legendary in the things that we do. Be legendary.

Saturday, June 26, 2021

~:[CH10 - Day 177]:~ Never Gets Old

 
~:[CH10 - Day 177]:~ Never Gets Old

I guess throughout the time that PoGo has been around, it really hasn't gotten old. I still am able to enjoy it, although the pandemic did impact how much I could play. I adapted and so did the game and I am still able to play it, even from the confines of a room. It helps to have a nice foundation as if I was trying to start playing now, it would be a challenge. Regardless, we all have those things that we love to do and enjoy and no matter what others think of it, just enjoy it. In the process, you'll meet a new community of people who can enjoy that part of your life with you. The process never really gets old with anything you do. When you do something you love, you'll find yourself loving the life you are living.

Friday, June 25, 2021

~:[CH10 - Day 176]:~ Flashback Friday

 
~:[CH10 - Day 176]:~ Flashback Friday

It is nice to get the Facebook updates. Pretty much every day Facebook gives us memories from year's past and it reminds you of all those memories you've created and for me, it's often a lot of the students and athletes I've been lucky to work with. You don't constantly remember these days, but when you see these images, the memories become vivid. All these memories are locked in our minds like a hard drive waiting to be opened. The mind is such a complex thing. Regardless, I am always thankful for being blessed with so many memories through my life and this is just one of many. 

Thursday, June 24, 2021

~:[CH10 - Day 175]:~ The Show Goes On

~:[CH10 - Day 175]:~ The Show Goes On

The virtual world has created a number of great opportunities including virtual concerts and even easier ways to watch things such as sports on your phones. As technology improves the possibilities become endless. I was exhausted because of the presentation from the day before, so I rested a bit, woke up at a more normal time and then did some work through the day. The concert itself was amazing as the energy of being part of a group watching a show versus just watching it is completely different. It was fun to watch and ultimately, I got a few prime locations on the screen, which was cool as well. I always wonder how many of us they actually see as they have monitors in front of them as well. The Clippers also put on their own show as they took home a victory, continuing their defense and being patient with their offense. There are definitely things to fix, but their adjustments seem to have had an impact. Regardless, the technology of the world keeps finding ways to allow us to participate in ways we may not have thought of before and have given us more flexibility as well. It opens the door to make things cheaper and easier and while we lose some of the aspects of doing something live, it's a good option for a few things we always did face-to-face. Even when things get in our way, the show goes on and it continues to even still.
 

Wednesday, June 23, 2021

~:[CH10 - Day 174]:~ Not a Minute to Spare

 
~:[CH10 - Day 174]:~ Not a Minute to Spare

Sometimes everything falls on the same day and you wonder, how did I schedule this. Sometimes there is no avoiding it. On those days, sometimes there isn't a minute to spare. As I spent the past week working on the presentation, I was happy to have wrapped it up. It was another item to check off. However, the reason I was so willing to do this is because I think that focusing on spending your time on important things is key, especially when there aren't many minutes to spare. Today was a advisor mentorship of sorts as I talked about student mentoring. It was nice to hear the questions that new advisors might have so I can see what are some of the pressing questions my own new students might have that I have been overlooking. I saw some familiar faces and met some new people as well, which was great. Just before this, I had a virtual event which left me pretty tired when it came time to present. I thought I would get a chance to nap afterward, but ultimately, I forgot the Angels played in the afternoon. After watching the game, I thought, maybe I should have just slept as they lost in extra innings. Not a bad game overall, but we could finish off the game when we needed to. The rest of the day was dedicated towards work and homework. I won't have any free time today (except to sleep), but sometimes you look back and know it was worth every minute. I'll just have to pay for it tomorrow. Until then ...

Tuesday, June 22, 2021

~:[CH10 - Day 173]:~ In The Zone

~:[CH10 - Day 173]:~ In The Zone

Sometimes you get to work and you're just in the zone. I like to be in the zone when I have a long series of things to do. As I said yesterday, it's great to take that mind break, but sometimes after taking that mind break,  you find yourself in the zone. My mind break was suppose to be the Clippers and Angels game, but those were both busts, but I refocused that energy and targeted what I needed to wrap up. I got it done and it felt pretty good. The feeling of the mounting amount of tasks to complete can be overwhelming, but sometimes when you get in the zone, that mountain slowly fades away. There's much more work to do, but for now, I am glad that I got all of this done! 
 

Monday, June 21, 2021

~:[CH10 - Day 172]:~ The Mind Break

 
~:[CH10 - Day 172]:~ The Mind Break

Strangely, there has been so much work to do these past few weeks. I've been preparing a presentation for MUN while also compiling a lot of other information and details without access to some of my files. Regardless, I just have to force myself to be productive and not allow myself to rest for LONG periods of time. However, I always think it's important to take that mind break. I don't think a SCREEN break is necessary, but you have to be able to do something else other than what you were doing, non-work related. It clears you mind, recharges you and I think allows you to focus more as you start to see some of the errors you made in the process. So what did I do on today's mind break? I made some quick cartoons of my niece and nephew of course. It's fun to make these and also a great way to redirect my focus elsewhere for a bit. Be productive, but also be sure your mind is firing on all cylinders and the best way to ensure that is to take that mind break.

Sunday, June 20, 2021

~:[CH10 - Day 171]:~ To All The Dads ...

 
~:[CH10 - Day 171]:~ To All The Dads ...

Today is a special day for all the fathers out there, but I know most of us appreciate our fathers all year long. Our parents are often our cornerstone and I am grateful to have parents who have done just that for us. I already talked about all the great things about my dad on his birthday a few days ago, so I also wanted to spend today shouting out all the wonderful fathers around me. From my brother and family to my friends and even those who serve as father figures even when not one, you are truly appreciated. Your guidance and leadership, your example and love are all pieces that contribute to the mosaic of those who you are father figures to. I am so lucky to be around so many people and I know that in part their amazingness is in part to their fathers. To the mothers who were also served in that father role, this also goes out to you. As I always say, holidays are wonderful, but I do hope that our appreciations extend beyond this day as we deserve to celebrate each other every day of our lives. To all the dads, thank you for all that you do and to my dad, I love you so much :) 

Saturday, June 19, 2021

~:[CH10 - Day 170]:~ Music to My Ears

 
~:[CH10 - Day 170]:~ Music to My Ears

It's not easy to fill up so many hours in the day. Yes, it would go by faster if I did as much work as I was suppose to, but I'm saving that for next week. After watching the Angels game, I did a little homework before the power went out. It was a little weird, but regardless, I made it through although there was no way to really check the progress other than calling the call center. I was glad it came on though because tonight would be the first of a few nights of virtual concerts. There are benefits to not having live concerts, it's that you can access them wherever you are. I was in the audience for this one (you probably can't find me), but even though I have no clue where I was, it makes you feel like more part of the action especially because you can see yourself on screen (in the room). I rolled through another day and slowly, I'm getting more work done as I wind down my "week off" to my week of work. We shall see how focused I can get, but for now, I'll just allow this free time to be music to my ears.

Friday, June 18, 2021

~:[CH10 - Day 169]:~ There Goes That Mann

 
~:[CH10 - Day 169]:~ There Goes That Mann

On a day where watching games would be the highlight, it was fun to watch the 76ers and Hawks games, but my nerves were up for the Clippers game. Knowing that a game 7 would probably mean a Jazz win, I knew how important this game was. It was tough to hear all those who counted the Clippers out down 2-0 and then again when Kawhi was out. Watching the game, I didn't get a good feeling seeing Mitchell and Clarkson hot and I said to myself, when will they break this open and they did. As a Clipper fan all my life, you're never comfortable with a lead, but you're also hoping that you can always come back. Rewind to the Clippers versus Memphis game where many had turned their TV off with eight minutes left down by 24, I watched as they slowly erased that deficit. In this game, they made their move a lot earlier, but it had the same feel. Down 25, Terrance Mann, who started the game strong, helped make another push. He's been an under-the-radar player who started because of Kawhi's injury, but he's always been a defensive plug when the team needed it. Today it was his offense. We saw sparks of it last game when he dunked on Gobert, but this was epic. It's a stars league, but stars cannot win without their role players doing what they need to do The Clippers have shown that they have weapons all over and I have been amazed at how many of their players averaged over 40% from the 3-point line this year. I guess it's a reminder that collectively you can overcome the loss of even your best player. The Clippers didn't win anything yet, but today was an inspiring win especially after suffering through so many excruciating defeats in history (many which I attended live). When the shots needed to fall, they did today, but I know it cannot just be today. Regardless, whatever happens from here, I hope you can appreciate when someone like Mann can step up and do what he did today and a team who stepped up when there were few that believed in them. I know many who stood by them, but for those who didn't, just be reminded that will, determination and teamwork can often overcome even the greatest of obstacles. There's not much time to celebrate as in a few days they will face the Suns, however, for today at least, they made history and can celebrate something so sweet. 

Thursday, June 17, 2021

~:[CH10 - Day 168]:~ Ode to My Papa

 

~:[CH10 - Day 168]:~ Ode to My Papa

The pandemic may have been bad for many, but it was a blessing for me. As much as I wanted to be doing, it was nice to slow down and be able to spend some time at home. Last year I appreciated, but after a full year and more, I appreciate it even more. To see my dad regularly, to watch sumo tournaments with my parents and then re-enact them, to simply just have time to chat and bond were quite amazing. I probably have spent more time with my parents this year than in so many other years combined and I couldn't be more grateful for the opportunity. Over the pandemic, my dad has been crafting race tracks and cars, a bowling lane and even revamped my podium. There was so much productivity, as on a daily basis he would be at work. That's the story of his life though. He's always gone above and beyond to make sure we had what we needed and more. To my dad, on your birthday, I thank  you for all that you do and look forward to all the memories we can create moving forward. 

Wednesday, June 16, 2021

~:[CH10 - Day 167]:~ Stepping Up

 
~:[CH10 - Day 167]:~ Stepping Up

It's been nice to have some entertainment between doing some work and getting some rest, trying to occupy the day. As I worried about the news that we got in the morning about Kawhi, I kept thinking about how we had to have guys step up. It takes a team. As I was sad as the Angels fell to the A's despite a nice home run from Shohei, I thought, would this be the fate of my Clippers later on in the day? It was not. This win means nothing for the games ahead, but it could be a sign of things to come. PG defied those who have hated on him, but it was also the "other guys" who stepped up and made the right plays. There were definitely some mental lapses that could have cost the game, but for the most part, they hit their shots, they made the plays and they stepped up. In most playoff games, teams do not go very far into their bench, however, it's been nice to see the versatility of their lineup whether to match up with a big or to play small ball. It could have been easy to have them fold when the Jazz were unconscious from the 3-point line, however, they hung in, kept playing D and eventually their defense locked down a bit more as they stuck to their plan and adjusted along the way. I like these wins best because everyone feels apart of it, but more importantly when they play a role, they work harder towards that common goal. I do not know what Friday will bring, but for now, I'll enjoy this hard fought win. To all of us, I hope that we all can work together, as just like this game, in life, we can find so much more success when we all play a role, when we all feel welcomed and where we all feel valued. Work hard, but in the process, raise people up around you, so that the burden doesn't fall all on your shoulders as the end goal will taste so much sweeter when you celebrate with those who fought alongside you in that journey towards that goal.

Tuesday, June 15, 2021

~:[CH10 - Day 166]:~ Disconnect to Connect

 
~:[CH10 - Day 166]:~ Disconnect to Connect

I disconnected from the world (mostly) and focus my attention on a few last things I need to finish up including getting some rest that I needed to catch up on. It was nice to lay down and get that rest needed. In the process, I discovered a fun app and converted a bunch of photos. I did a few things that I needed to, but for today, I said, it was my day of rest before getting back to work. I had my Korean class, but otherwise, I said, let's spend a day disconnected after a year (plus more) so connected virtually. Eyes off the screen and onto other things I need or want to get to. You need not worry if you don't hear from me over the next few days as I might continue to the disconnect, maybe to get a few posts in, but for now, hope you all can find a way to enjoy the world around you and connect to it which is often found through disconnecting. 

Monday, June 14, 2021

~:[CH10 - Day 165]:~ Kick Back & Relax

 

~:[CH10 - Day 165]:~ Kick Back & Relax

Summer kicked off with a little more stress that I would have liked as a few things came up that were like bumps in the road. Just like in life, however, in many of these cases, you can keep moving forward and figure out your path going forward. As I kicked back and relaxed on this day, I soaked in all the lovely experiences of the day which seemingly passed by all too quickly. Regardless, that is part of life. When you blink, the things that were in front of you were gone. Hopefully for those who have the summer off or at least a little time this summer, you can slow things down and enjoy it all.


Sunday, June 13, 2021

~:[CH10 - Day 164]:~ Warming the Heart

 
~:[CH10 - Day 164]:~ Warming the Heart

I cooked this for my dad a little early. This is normally his birthday/Father's Day meal, but I prepped it today along with some garlic shrimp and a clam and mussel dish. I think there is something about this dish that has always had a great place in my heart. Growing up watching my mother make the dish, I found a recipe so similar to what she made, while adding my own flair. When we make it, it has a different personality with a similar soul. I think cooking can be like that. We add our personal preference, but the background behind every dish tells its own story whether it's because of the recipe itself or the story behind it. Think about it. Do you have certain dishes that make you think of certain people? It's kind of an interesting thing and I hope that good memories stem from all the good food around you. Life is one to enjoy and it's even better when you have a delicious dish to satisfy that hunger. When that dish has a story, it will go that one extra step and warm the heart. 

Saturday, June 12, 2021

~:[CH10 - Day 163]:~ Keep Up The Spirit

 
~:[CH10 - Day 163]:~ Keep Up The Spirit

Sometimes it's a challenge to feel good about something when your team is losing. However, you got to keep the confidence and keep up the spirit. At halftime of the game, I walked out and my spirits were lifted as Clipper Darrell energized the Clippers faithful. It ended up being a good game. Surrounded by a few Jazz fans, I saw the contrasts. One was loud and got into it with those around her, but she seemed like a diehard fan. On the other end, there was a couple in front of us with a child who seemed to smile and cheer more when the Clippers did well (probably because we were cheering). Regardless, we kept the faith and while it was just one game, that's how you chip away, one game at a time. In the end, things may or may not work out, but you got to believe and keep up that spirit. After a wonderful morning with family, it was a great cherry on top to end the day.

Friday, June 11, 2021

~:[CH10 - Day 162]:~ The Final Task

~:[CH10 - Day 162]:~ The Final Task

My final task for the school year (at school) was taking photos for Escudo de Oro. We took most of the photos at the graduation, but had a few to take. We used it as an opportunity for one last photo shoot. It was good to be able to get this work in and one last moment with these seniors. It ended up being a fun shoot that kicked off a relaxing day. I grabbed lunch with a friend and then headed to the range to get some golf practice in with a few others. It's sad to say goodbye in this way, but still, we ended the year off with such a action-packed year. I'll still be catching up with some work for end-of-the-year videos, but other than that, it's time to focus on my other work I've been unable to do the past year. 





 

Thursday, June 10, 2021

~:[CH10 - Day 161]:~ Closing Time

 
~:[CH10 - Day 161]:~ Closing Time

Another year, another chapter ends. It's weird because this is a class I know decently well, but at the same time not. I knew them during their first two years, but have had a long stretch without them. I've been luck to cross paths with many of them over the course of the pandemic, however, sadly, we missed out on many opportunities we could have had. Regardless, you grow an appreciation for the opportunities you had and as student after student walked by, memories of the past continued to pop up. Closing time for the school year is always a bit hectic, however, at the same time, there are many moments to cherish in the final stretch. For many, they will be happy to have wrapped it all but, I know still that many will remember some of the precious memories that they made during their years at Cerritos High School. It has gotten easier to close another chapter as you learn to deal with the separation, however, I would never say it is easy. There's always something you're going to miss and this year, we had a few staff members "graduate" as well. One thing I've always found that makes this process easier is that the climax of their stories are still to come in the chapters ahead and it's exciting that although this chapter is about to close, their greatest chapters still await them. Congratulations Class of 2021! 


Wednesday, June 9, 2021

~:[CH10 - Day 160]:~ How Time Flies

 
~:[CH10 - Day 160]:~ How Time Flies

I remember years ago, I went to Six Flags for the first time with my cousins. I wanted to go on Viper, but I was maybe an inch too short. I somehow got to ride. My cousin who I rode with has a son who is now graduating and moving to Cerritos HS. From the days when I was that young to the days that he is now this old makes me amazed and how fast time flies. I remember him growing up, looking at pictures from when he was young and to the young man he has become now. I will get to see him around pretty often, but it will boggle my mind every time knowing that he is that old now. I guess I felt the same way throughout as I handed out awards at the Towne Center. To think of how old all of my students are now is amazing and to my freshmen, I was amazed and how quickly this year went. I guess it's a reminder that we need to appreciate every minute we are here, as before we know it, those days will soon disappear. 

Tuesday, June 8, 2021

~:[CH10 - Day 159]:~ Short But Sweet

 
~:[CH10 - Day 159]:~ Short But Sweet

It was just about two months that we had together, but it had it's pluses. I think it was nice for students to get out and have some normalcy, whether through classes or sports and it was nice for me to see people beyond a screen. From students who were silent on camera, but talked a lot in class to those who were like encyclopedias and were the same in person, I did enjoy meeting them all in person. Today was the final day that I had students and it had a bittersweet feel. I wish I had more time to work with them, at the same time, I'm sure like most, we were all happy to finish off this year. I now have virtual plans for my entire class for a full year which will become useful in the future, but at the same time, I hope to not have to use them regularly ever again. When you zoom out, you realize that these challenges are only a short time in comparison to the many years that we hope we will live on, but it's definitely a stretch that I know we all hope we will never have to repeat again. I was grateful today to see everyone and to say goodbyes in person, but I am also glad to close this chapter of my life. We have a few more days to wrap up things, but soon enough, we'll all have our much deserved break.

Monday, June 7, 2021

~:[CH10 - Day 158]:~ The Countdown

 
~:[CH10 - Day 158]:~ The Countdown

It's a little strange. The countdown to graduation begins for the seniors, but for some, it was the first time I saw them in person all year. It's a little tough knowing that I had so little to time to spend with them, but it was nice for them to have an event like this to close it out. They missed out on the last moments in the quad, but at least they got a last moment together on campus. With free food and a few activities, it was cool to see them be able to enjoy these last few days. I know that they missed out on so much, but it makes these moments even more special. After looking through the yearbook, I was also so impressed that we had a FULL yearbook despite the pandemic with very few Zoom images. I appreciate that they worked so hard to collect images including the individual photos and the Bitmjois from the staff. Life is definitely not going to always go the way you want, but then you figure out a way and you end up finding something unique and special.

Sunday, June 6, 2021

~:[CH10 - Day 157]:~ Fried But Alive

 
~:[CH10 - Day 157]:~ Fried But Alive

My brain is definitely fried. I was pretty exhausted today, but had the energy to cheer on the Clippers as they took the W in game 7. What an exciting way to bounce back from a bad start. Of course, I was able to get through all my grading today and leave just the final, etc so that I can wrap up grading very quickly. Why? Although teaching is my job, the majority of the work that comes with it doesn't relate to the classroom. From processing photos to going to events, planning, preparing for meetings, editing and more, there is much more work outside of the classroom than inside. I think we all (staff, students, parents) are all fried, but we are just days away from wrapping it all up. It was actually funny that the dinner I made today was fried (tonkatsu). I couldn't be happier today, but know that I need to grind for just a few more days. 

Saturday, June 5, 2021

~:[CH10 - Day 156]:~ The Extra Mile

 
~:[CH10 - Day 156]:~ The Extra Mile

It was already tough knowing we'd had to make our way out to Moorpark, but as the weather heated up, it made it even tougher. However, not much bothered me on the day. In some cases, sure I wished for better performances, in other cases, we celebrated success and PRs. While we didn't place well, in many aspects, I consider this season to be one of many successes. With the largest team on campus, having practice every day with the group was simply not feasible, distance practice was easier when they could meet and run on their own in their group without as many restrictions, and just trying to get everything aligned to work within this schedule just added the additional wrinkle. However, we had athlete who took on the fatigue of multiple sports just to do everything they wanted to do, we had athletes who we kept trying to sneak in an extra practice here and there, others who worked even harder when we weren't meeting, and just a group who took advantage of the opportunity. In some areas, we progressed further than we had anticipated, and while we were behind in some performances, they were working hard to try to catch up. I constantly saw athletes going the extra mile just to make the most of this. We didn't have much money this year, but after all this group has been through and how hard they worked, we still were able to get them their lunch and patches as we normally do. While some had other events they had to go to, the group I took home seemed to enjoy each other's company one last time. Sadly, there are a lot of seniors in this group. I am sad that they are leaving and this was the way their last season went, but was also glad that they had all that they had, including CIF. In a perfect world, this would never happen, but in actuality this became an even more perfect situation as they were dealt with a challenge and faced the adversity and went the extra mile. They performed better in league than we had before and pushed hard through the very end. I saw athletes who challenged even if they weren't ranked high in their heat, I saw the sense of joy with a few breakout performances, and even an athlete who quickly picked himself up after getting tripped during his race, getting back into the race. There is a lot we wish we could change, but at the same time, I think this group has become stronger because of all the adversity they faced and handled well. Not everyone has fared so well in these challenging times, but I've been lucky to be around such a large group of individuals who continued to thrive and continued to succeed. To my athletes who made drastic changes since their first years in track, to those who stepped up as leaders and "coaches" when guidance was needed, and to the countless volunteers that stepped up when we had gaps to fill, I am grateful and I thank you. As stressful as these times are to be a teacher and coach, it made it a lot easier to see great things happening around me and so many around me going the extra mile, pushing me to do the same. In life we often are presented with these challenges and I hope we can see that whether or not we get to where we want or not, simply going the extra mile is where our success begins. 

Friday, June 4, 2021

~:[CH10 - Day 155]:~ A Farewell ... My Friend

 
~:[CH10 - Day 155]:~ A Farewell ... My Friend

Many times the retirement of a colleague is sad, but maybe none as sad as this year. Three of my colleagues will retire this year, all of whom were on staff when I was in high school. I've grown a close bond with all three and it breaks my heart to lose all three at the same time. On top of it all, another one of my colleagues is also leaving (although I didn't get a picture yet). Of course, while many of those I work with start out as colleagues, they also become friends. Even when they were staff when I was there, it's nice to be able to connect with them in a different way and just be able to talk about this and that. I am excited for what's on the road ahead for them all, however, I can't deny that I am sad to see the four go. I know at some point our paths will cross again, but for now, at least we have the many memories from all the years we've been together. At some point the school will hire someone to "replace" them in their position, however, they will always leave a void in our hearts as in our lives, they can never be replaced. To my colleagues, but more importantly my friends, I say my farewell, but also wish you well on the great things that await you ahead. Safe journeys!

Thursday, June 3, 2021

~:[CH10 - Day 154]:~ The Economics of Model UN

 
~:[CH10 - Day 154]:~ The Economics of Model UN

I was planning to give the class their essay final on economics, but I thought, for this Model UN Economics class, what is the greatest lesson they should have learned over their years in the program. I think it's a little sad that as more options are opening up during the freshman year, that less and less students are enrolling in MUN. It's understandable as there are many tracks that are appealing. However, I think when most sit down to make their choice, they fail to realize the full benefits a course may have on them. From athletics to the arts to languages and more, the classes sometimes overlooked can be the most beneficial. We do have a great track record of success because we have great students. We've had Edison Scholars, students who ventured to Harvard, MIT, Cal Tech and many, many more, however, the success stories that lie behind these banners are the stories that people fail to see. I decided to make this essay about the economics of themselves. I wanted them to reflect on the value of themselves; their growth, their investments and more. As I read through the responses, I was happy to hear that many reflected on the grown and confidence they gained through the program. I think the biggest misconception about MUN is that it's just for students interested in international relations or politics, whereas, it's a class that will benefit students in almost everything they do going forward. I am always so proud to see these students as the leaders on campus, as those who speak up when injustice exists, as those who go on to accomplish great things, and to those who simply move forward confidently in the direction of where they want to end up. It's a tough class and many can't always handle the rigors of the course, but those who do develop grit and perseverance that is unmatched. These past 15 months were incredibly rough for these seniors and as I said to them in my final letter, I felt for them. However, while many seniors around this country hid behind their "broken" cameras and backtracked, I was proud to see my students not only continue to work, but spend even more time innovating and finding a way to make those most of what was presented to them. We held our first international conference over the course of three sessions with students from North & South America, Europe, Africa and Asia, they hosted our first advanced conference and then hosted two more conferences on top of that. They stepped up and attended conferences in New York and Berkeley while virtually jumping to Canada and Korea as we held our wrap up session at 2am after committee wrapped up. Yes, there were definitely moments where they struggled and faded away from time to time, but in the same moments, they continued to step up and hang on the best they could. As I think back to their freshman year, I see how they have developed and now that I see them as seniors, I am excited to see what they accomplish on the road ahead. No, we are not here trying to produce politicians or foreign policy advisors, rather, our program invests in the students to give them all the resources they need to become whatever it is they strive to become. It helps them learn their value and that with investment, they can truly reap the rewards of their efforts, although it may take some time. It helps them understand that yes, there is a curve maximum efficiency (PPF), but increase your output when you put add more resources through education, time and effort. As we've been saying all year, it's definitely not the senior year they had hoped for, but it's made me even more appreciative of these seniors. As they each looked at their own value, I hope they saw the potential they have and the great things that await them, as I am confident that the possibilities are endless. To my MUN seniors of the class of 2021, thank you and I hope you continue to see all the great things that lie on your road ahead. 

Wednesday, June 2, 2021

~:[CH10 - Day 153]:~ Good Things, Wrong Time

 
~:[CH10 - Day 153]:~ Good Things, Wrong Time

Most things today went well. The day was smooth sailing. Sadly, the day ended with a Clippers loss, despite a late surge to keep the game close. Just being in that environment however, was amazing and was a great experience nonetheless. Before the game, I scarfed down some pretty delicious tacos and it was a great thing, however, the timing was just wrong. Just a day before, I had another spicy dish and after adding the hot sauce on the tacos, my stomach simply was not ready mainly since when cooking at home, I keep it pretty mild for my parents. While I build up my tolerance in my stomach once again, it reminded me of so many moments in life where good things came, but the timing was bad. What do I mean? I can think back to having some of the best teams I've coaches, for instance, however, they faced up against teams who were even better. You take an amazing trip, but the weather just ends up being awful and so on. Life is full of these moments. We discover that while sometimes we don't have the choice, when we do, we have to keep timing in mind. I crave these tacos, but is it the best decision for today. Regardless, my answer will always be yes (because I love tacos), but still, my stomach didn't necessarily agree, at least temporarily. At the same time, I am not afraid of encountering good things and the wrong time, just like any other failure in life, I like to learn from the experience, brush it off and move forward. I won't always change because of what I learned (I'll eat tacos with hot sauce again tomorrow if provided the opportunity), but I know that with each of these experiences, I'll learn and grow. I'll figure things out and by making the right adjustments, I may just find a way to get the timing just right. Instead of just tacoing or complaining about it, find a way to reset that watch and make the timing right. You can't always do it, but in many cases, it will lead to good things coming at the right time.   

Tuesday, June 1, 2021

~:[CH10 - Day 152]:~ Closing In

 
~:[CH10 - Day 152]:~ Closing In

This is my largest class. The overall class is about 90, but with track and field, we have about a dozen in the class. As we close in on the end of this school year, we begin to find some normalcy and some ability to celebrate many of the things that are to come. We wrapped up our final hard workout today and even enjoyed a quick treat to celebrate those in distance who advanced to CIF. We couldn't have a normal CIF dinner sadly, but this was better than nothing. We already know that we can handle a lot as shown by what we've endured these past 15 months and as we close in on more normalcy, hopefully this stretch was not one of what we lost, but of what we learned about ourselves.