Thirteen Days

No, I'm not talking about the movie :P ... it's been the last thirteen days of BBQ, editing, test&review writing, grading, a track meet, CHS Idol, music video shooting/making, graduation&practice, events, practices, meetings, a car wash, and a golf tournament.

I never thought I would be so full of commitments, deadlines, up and downs, broken hearts&promises and revived friendships, and now, just a sigh of relief to make it to this point. Right now I feel like a fondu, mixed with so many different things that I don't know what to call myself right now ...

I think our car wash today was the perfect example of what my life has been over the past thirteen days, a steady flow throughout the day with pockets of stressful times where you want to pull you hair out with problems both big and small, old and new that need to be dealt with and send on their way, the one's you care about will be dealt with car and precision, while the others, you may pay less attention to ...

I guess a reanalysis of life, some soul searching, and a new beginning may be in order ... I think it may be time to readjust the course that I am moving on to eventually find that path best suited for me. I have a better idea of what I want and now I just hope that I can go out and get what I really want in life.

All this time you wonder what the meaning of everything that comes you way is and I think maybe I need to take a closer look and make sure I am not missing the signs before they come my way, because the last sign I missed just hit me like a bus.

In any case, I have been so proud to see my '09ers graduate and find their ways to the finish line and hopefully, they will find the path best suited for them. To all of you, similar to my own struggles, you will eventually find the right path to follow if you keep pushing and keep persevering.

Through God, all things are possible. (Rephrasing Luke 1:37)

I don't quote scripture in my blog too much because I know everyone does not follow the same, however, I feel that you must at least begin to believe that ALL things are possible, if you just put your mind to it and use the skills given to you.

On a last note, during my last haircut, my hair was shorter than normal which means more gel, so my hair was styled differently and now, I turned out with a new temporary hair style until I decide if I like it or not. Maybe it was in response to getting hit by that bus, but I kind of enjoyed having a different hairstyle. We'll just have to wait and see ...