
~:[CH14 - Day 90]:~ Anticipation
I'm not sure if it was because I was looking forward to the time or if it was because I was home all day, but today felt like one of the longest days. As I think back, I don't even remember going to class in the morning, as it felt like it was another day. To keep myself busy, I went grocery shopping and cooked up lunch and dinner. I wanted to remake the seafood noodle recipe I created in January and it turned out just as good. I made so much that I ended up having to share with my family as I packaged it up and sent it out. I watched part of a few games and some dramas, plus I cleaned on top of it all. Finally, the time had arrived as my friend and I were trying to get our express pass for Universal. As I jumped on when it opened at 11pm, it was lagging. I knew there were some system issues, so I kept trying. It continued to fail, time after time. My friend actually told me the Japanese site was working so I was about to wrap it up on their site, although it required a Japanese address. I jumped back on the global site and failed time after time. I was a bit discouraged as the anticipation for this moment led to disappointment. In life, we face that. We anticipate something and are let down. Sometimes, we have to wave the white flag and sometimes, we can search around and find another way. People who know me, know that I will keep working to try and make something work out if I want it to. Tonight, I didn't give up. I refreshed time and time again and finally, it popped up. An open slot on our day! To my dismay, there was an error when finalizing the order and the stock had run out, or so it said. I didn't give up and finally, it worked out where I was able to secure what we were aiming for. Despite a temporary let down, my persistence paid off. For those moments we wait in anticipation, it won't always work out, but when it does, it feels great. I feel accomplished today, not only because I secured what I was aiming for, but also because of all the things I accomplished throughout the day. I hope we all get to experience that thrill of anticipation for a particular moment and I hope that when you finally arrive at that moment, you find the same joy that I did tonight. Have a wonderful week ya'll!


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