~:[CH6 - Day 342]:~ It's Just Me

~:[CH6 - Day 342]:~ It's Just Me

It's just me. Someone who rather sit in a room alone and write poetry or blog. I'm not comfortable in large groups, in front of the camera, or being put on the spot, despite what you may think. I'll do it, but I'll be dying inside. Life has taught me how to handle these situations, but I still like the tranquility of the night after everyone has gone to sleep or being alone in a room while traveling abroad. I like a park in the morning when no one is around or wandering around in beautiful places with my camera, looking for that shot. I like one-on-ones, but don't always have a lot to say - I rather listen, (Ask me ... I'd love to catch up with you!) which is also why I don't always say what I want to say. Conversation is never easy and the awkwardness may rub off differently than I am actually feeling. I can be straightforward when asked, but won't normally reveal all that wanders in my mind. I'm not easy to read, so normally people's assumptions about me are wrong and sometimes I used it all to my advantage just for a little fun. Regardless, I'm just me. I'm part goofy, part serious, I try to never leave something undone, and am someone who will try and be as loyal as possible. While I still  am too shy and probably won't approach you when I have something to say, I think I've trained myself to handle most of the situations I want to avoid. However, when the day is over and I get to see in the tranquility of my home when no one is around, I shed all that I've become to find myself again. As I look in the camera, I see that it's just the real me - this selflie says it all.