~:[CH14 - Day 261]:~ A Little Chaotic

 
~:[CH14 - Day 261]:~ A Little Chaotic

My day felt just like this; overflowing with chaos. It was difficult to describe, yet simply full. From start to finish, I felt this urgency to get things done, as the week quickly came to a close. I guess this time of year falls at the intersection of chaos. Returning from our trip, preparing for the upcoming conferences, handling issues of the past, and also trying to simply survive the present, led to this chaos. I taught my classes, finished my deposits, wrapped up the newsletter, and sorted through the media, while preparing for tomorrow's meet. I had students non-stop today trying to handle this and that, which also made the day pass by even more quickly. However, despite it all, at the end of the day, I looked back at how chaotic of a day it was and appreciate all that I was able to accomplish despite it all. Yes, I made mistakes, I got stressed, and I could have done better, but that is part of our everyday. Rarely are there days that are perfect, but especially when it is chaotic, appreciate that you simply survived. There was nothing really bad about the day, but I still get a little stressed as I think about all that I had to do today. As while I sometimes wish for a day that is calm and chill, I also accept the fact that my job will often require days like today. Over time, these days have become easier to handle as I keep an order to what I am doing, as I try to focus in on what I need to accomplish. Down the line, I may realize I made a mistake, but just like anything in life, I'll do what I can to correct it, I'll learn from it, and I'll prepare for the next chaotic day ahead. Tomorrow could be a chill day, but where would the fun be in that?