~:[CH4 - Day 349]:~ Freedom

~:[CH4 - Day 349]:~ Freedom

I closed my eyes for a second and before I knew it, this year's banquet was in the books. The preparation process for the banquet is exhausting as I worked for the past few weeks including over 30 hours of work in the past few days. While the preparation process is stressful and time consuming, tonight reminded me of just why I put in that effort. The memories that have been created tonight (as well as throughout the season) were incredible and there was a good sense of emotion that rain through my veins for most of the night. I went into the night blind, as I didn't have enough time to make my usual notes, but this year, it came easy. I have been impressed and inspired by a number of people in this group. To talk about how people should appreciate the opportunities they have after talking about an athlete who had a two year hiatus from racing in high school but in the process saw as many doctors as possible so that he could compete to hearing an athlete talk about how he missed his goal, but said that even when you don't hit your goal there are great things around you to find if you're just willing to look. I always wish I had a little bit more time so that we could share more about how incredible each of these individuals are, but regardless, I think by the end of the night, people get a sense that every one has had their own battles, their own direction, and their own goals, but ultimately, we are one ohana doing this all together. This year's theme (Ubuntu: I am because we are.) emphasizes that as while it's great to succeed individually, those who only seek out what is best for them, will find that the road is not as great. when you travel it alone. As the one athlete said, he fell short of his goal, but it was okay, because the treasure he found was a group of friends that made his senior year special. Often times we forget to appreciate those around us until it is too late and I encourage you to re-establish your connections and continue to build the relationships with those around (I have a lot of work to do too!)  you and to work tirelessly to maintain them. As while we are all busy, the value of those relationships is worth being tired for and that's why I have no problem with how tired I am tonight as the relationships I have built with these supporters, these parents, these alumni, these coaches, and these athletes are worth every ounce. While I feel that weight lifted off my shoulder and freedom is now mine (for now), I was never bound by chain and shackles, as I chose to carry the weight of this stress to become one with the team so that WE could find success and WE could find an opportunity to put a final stamp on our season. There is no doubt in my mind that I am a better person because of this season which has been one of my enjoyable and I truly believe that following this year's theme is one of the reasons why. Ubunti: I am because we are.